Aih..... Sakit perut la puloksss....

Personal hygiene tu penting, tapi takyah la sampai pakai Fair N Lovely pun nak bagitau aku....
Ehehehehe.....
Apa perasaannya, 2 hari tak mandi...
Tak gosok gigi...
Ewwwww.....

Aku tak tau kenapa aku takde perasaan apa pun kat dia...
Mungkin sebab aku dah refrain diri aku, dah teach diri aku...
Not to fall to a person that easy...
Just by words....
Yes, aku admit, aku mmg suka memain ngan words....
I said things, when i don't really mean it...
I'm teaching myself, to stop that habit...
I'm learning, gimme some time...

I will develop 'that' feeling....
Bit by bit...
Better than came like lightning, and gone in a blink of an eye, kan?

Hari ini, buat pertama kalinya, aku jadi kurang ajar yang amat sangat...
Aku mengeluarkan segala kata kata kesat yang wujud dalam vocabulary hidup aku kepada seorang tua, yang bertitle HAJAH!
Sekurang kurang ajar aku, aku masih menghormati orang tua, tapi HAJAH ini sesungguhnya mencabar kesabaran aku!
Kenapa mesti menabur fitnah, menyakitkan orang yang aku sayang?
Kalau kau mahu kakak aku keluar dari rumah kau, beritahu dengan baik...
Susah sangat ke?
Kenapa mesti nak menyakitkan hati kakak aku?
Memang dasar orang tua nak mampus, macam tu la...
Wohoooooooo...........
Aku amat marah sekarang!
Harap je title HAJAH, isteri IMAM, tapi mulut, jaja satu kampung!
Lagi bangsat dari pelacur!
Padanla Allah bayar cash kat dunia, punya anak seorang penagih kronik...
Bercerai berai dengan isteri, anak terabai...
Sebab mulut kau yang bangsat itu, faham?

yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken
don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
this is your life and today is all you've got now
yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
don't close your eyes
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
yesterday is a kid in the corner
yesterday is dead and over
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
don't close your eyes
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
and you had everything to lose

Aku balik kampung Sabtu lepas, aku nampak ada khemah kat umah arwah Sidang...
Pastu, aku gi ar umah angah Siah, saja, jenjalan di waktu Maghrib...
Aku tanya la, pesal ada khemah, rupanya, Uli kawen.. Chait...
Aku tanya la, ngan sapa, orang parit 3 je katanya....
Pastu, katanya, Sahar ada, Ajis ada...
Tanya pesal aku balik lambat...
Eh, pedulik apa aku kalo diorang ada pun...
Takde effect pape pun kat hidup aku.....
Pastu kata, si Sahar dah pakai Kancil sekarang...
Series, aku tak regret pun break ngan dia dulu...
Sebab aku tau, I can't spend the rest of my life with him...
So, why waste time, kan?
Time is precious, ya' know.....

Tapi aku cam kesian gak la kat dia....
Aku call Jamal tadi, pastu Jamal cakap Sahar dah kurus sekarang....
Kata frust, sebab aku dump dia dulu.....
Sudahla wei, dia memang kurus dari azali lagi....
Takde kena mengena ngan aku pun....
Tapi, aku dump dia pun, aku still call dia lagi...
Still SMS lagi....
Bukannya aku buang terus.....

Aku kat opis nih...
Apa aku buat kat opis hari cuti nih?
Saja, nak update blog...

Going back kampung today..
Hope my ikan lundu still ada la...

How am I suppose to know that you've upgrade, bitch!
Can't u speak properly?
You don't have to shout, S.O.B!

I'm in total shock...
2 years...
I'm speechless....

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bodoh punya blogger!
Mana pegi entry aku tadi?
Memang cilakak betul la!
Terus hilang mood aku nak tulis....

Constantine
I'm waiting for you!

FIRE!

Jalan untuk kembali....

DEAD MEAT!

Kesewelan berada di mana-mana.........

aku: di mana dia
aku: anak kambing saya
Apak: bukan dah lari ker ?
aku: anak kambing saya, ada di dalam kandang
aku: eh
aku: tu anak kambing ko
Apak: ader lak
aku: anak kambing aku, baik
Apak: tuh kandang aku ler
aku: perasan ah babe
Apak: uik...
Apak: selambernye die.
Apak: kandang ko kat sebelah sane ..
Apak: tengok bebetul.. maner ader anak kambing.
Apak: mak gan bapak kambing jer tinggey
aku: ko apahal?
aku: curik kambing aku nih?
aku: beli ar sendiri
Apak: udah aku lak curik
aku: nak kene potong tangan ke?
Apak: mase bile lak aku curik
aku: tadi
Apak: anak kambing ko lompat kandang ko ler ..
aku: takdenye
Apak: sebab die nak ngurat anak kambing aku
aku: kalau dah namanya anak
Apak: ark ene..
aku: tinggi mana dia leh lompat?
Apak: aler .. cuba ko perati bebetul..
aku: weh
Apak: kandang ko tuh pun bukan nye tinggi mane rpun
aku: tolong sikit ye
aku: pagar aku tingginya 5 kaki ye
Apak: tolong aper ?
aku: kambing pun 4 je kakinya
Apak: oh ..
aku: pagar aku, ada lima
Apak: patutler
Apak: terlepas ..
aku: tade istilah ter ter kat sini ye
Apak: tinggi jer 5 kaki
Apak: tapi satu kaki kat belah bawah tak berpagar..
Apak: mmmm
aku: ko ni kenapa?
Apak: pehal lak
aku: kalau dah aku kata tingginya 5 kaki
aku: 1 kaki apanya nih?
aku: buta hurup ke apa ko nih?
Apak: tinggi tiang pagar tuh .. 5 kaki ler
Apak: pagar ko bocor ler kat belah bawah
Apak: cuba ko tengok .
aku: oi
aku: mana ada pagar bocor
Apak: yg penuh dari atas sampai keatas tuh pagar aku..
aku: ko ingat pagar aku ni, botol ke?
aku: nak bocor, bocor
Apak: ko berdiri sebelah kandang aku ler
aku: koyak mungkin
Apak: adeh ..
Apak: penat ...
Apak: die tak sedarkan ..
Apak: itu bukan kandang ko ler .
Apak: itu kandang aku..
aku: alo
Apak: kandang ko kat belah sane ler.
aku: ko tu yg kene sedarkan diri
aku: anak kambing siapa sebenarnya nih?
Apak: ah ader lak aku
aku: ha, jawab
aku: jawab
Apak: yg betina tuh aku punya..
aku: oooo
Apak: yg jantan tu memang ko punya
aku: betina je la
aku: paham
aku: paham
aku: muahahahahah
aku: sukahati aku
aku: sukanya hati aku nih
Apak: itu pasal ler aku cakap..
Apak: anak kambing ko yg memandai masuk kandang akun..
Apak: aku(
Apak: *aku(
aku: akun?
Apak: ark
aku: apa itu akun?
Apak: penat ler taip camnie
Apak: aku*
aku: hakuna matata?
Apak: mmmmm
Apak: timun and pumba
aku: bukan
Apak: bukan lagi
aku: nasik lemak selalu la ada timun
aku: wajib woooooooooo
Apak: aper kena mengena lak dgn hakuna matata?
Apak: tapi aku tak suka makan nasik lemak dgn timun

Too good to be true....

Who's Your Hip Hop Heartthrob?

Husna, your hip hop heartthrob is Eminem

No stranger to controversy, you know just how to shake things up. And like your hip hop counterpart, Eminem, you're not afraid to stick your neck out to do it. You probably want to have an impact on the world, and you know that being a little different and making people think is the way to do it.But just because you take things seriously doesn't mean you don't know how to cut loose. Quite the opposite, in fact. You know just how to channel your energy and passion into everything you do — whether you're working, partying, or playing. So keep up the good work — people are sure to listen!

Uikssss.... Mana quiz ni tau nih?
Ahahaha.... Eminem is always in my heart!

Mosquitoes do not bite. They stab. A mosquito has no jaws; when attacking a victim, it pierces it with its long proboscis and sucks the blood up through a nasal tube.

So, lepas nih takleh la kata nyamuk gigit, kena kata nyamuk tikam...
Muahahahah.....

Friendster jugak, Lennie jugak, bulletin board jugak.....

[ Last ] letter of ur FULL name?
S
[ Last ] thing you ate?
Mushroom soup
[ Last ] thing u drank?
Iced Milo
[ Last ] song you listened to?
You Make Me Sick by Pink
[ Last ] thing you did?
Talking on the phone with my bro in law
[ Last ] movie you watch?
The Incredibles
[ Last ] TV show you watch?
4400
[ Last ] person who sent you a sms?
Yusni
[ Last ] time you clean your room?
Long time ago....
[ Last ] word/phrase you said?
Ok, bye bye...
[ Last ] person who you chat with online?
Adik angkat kesayanganku, Dino....
[ Last ] person u add onto ur list?
Thanesh Kumar
[ Last ] time you shop?
Last week
[ Last ] person u think abt?
Dino
[ Last ] time u fall sick?
Hmmm... now is applicable or not?
I have a very bad flu now....
[ Last ] person u would want to see now?
Dino..... I wanted to see him so badly.... BADLY!
[ Last ] no. of ur hp?3
[ Last ] survey you did?
On barbiturates...
[ Last ] words?
Bye.. (Right?)

Aku amik ni kat dalam friendster, si Lennie letak kat bulletin board....

1.Your name spelled backwards?
ansuhlutahisaf
2. Where were your parents born?
Perak
3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto yourcomputer?
MP3 - No Diggity by Blackstreet
4. Last time you swam in a pool?
PCB in Kelantan
5. Have you ever been in a school play?
Yup, primary school...
6. How many kids do you want?
4
7. Type of music you dislike most?
Like my bf said, nobody listen to techno, now lets go!
8. Do u like someone now?
Yes, and his name is Yusni (statement? Haha!)
9. Do u think she/he likes u?
Yes
10. When was the last time u felt heart?
This afternoon
11. Ever prank call anybody?
Definately!
12. Do u have a best guy friend?
Yup, my beloved Mohd Shah Ahmad
13. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Sky diving...... fly baby, FLY!
14. Furthest place you ever traveled?
Hmmm.... lemme see... my backyard? Hehehe....
15. Do you have a garden?
Ha?
16. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
Menderhaka pada negara kalau tak tau nih.....
17. Bath or Shower, morning or night?
Bath, at nite.... Hmmmm... Beshnya
18. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
White Chicks.. Damn funny la wei cerita nih....
19. Favorite pizza topping?
Pepperoni...
20. Chips or popcorn?
Chips..
21. What color lipstick do you usually wear?
Wear lip balm oni maaa... where got colors...
22. How will u get turned on?
Kiss me on my neck
23. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Nope
24. Orange Juice or apple juice?
Apple
25. When and who was the last person u went out on a date?
Last nite, with a fren of mine whom i love so much
26. Favorite type chocolate?
White
27. When was the last time you kissed someone?
Last nite
28. When was the last time u held someone'shands?
Last Tuesday
29. Have you ever won a trophy?
Of course
30. Are you a good cook?
Hmmmm.... Lemme see... Never burned the food i cook, kira terer ah tu, kan?
31. Ever order an article from an infomercial?
Nope
32. Sprite or 7-up?
Sprite
33. Will you tell your crush that you like her?
Definately
34. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
Shampoo (Head&Shoulder)
35. Ever thrown up in public?
Ewwww... Never
36. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?
True love
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes
38. Can exs be friends?
Maybe, thats what im trying to do now, actually... Hmmmm....
39. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
Don't remember la
40. What was the last sms u received?
Aiyak, deleted it oledi, i dun keep sms in my fon nemore....
41. What was the name of your first pet?
Abuk - a cat
42. What is in your room?
The usual la, bed, mattress, pillows, bolsters, mirror...
44. Favorite thing to do before bedtime?
Thinking
45. What is one thing/person you are grateful for today?
My life

coated.

What are we, exactly?
I love u so much, and you love me so much too....
I knew that, and you knew it also...
But, you want me to find a boyfriend, and you already have a girlfriend....
Eventhough, it's not even a week yet, but she called u baby.. (Hehe)
What are we?
It hurts, but decreasing from minute to minute....
And also the love...
I'm sorry...
Being with you is just for the fun of it..
Hahahah!
I'm bad, remember?
Even from the beginning....
U tried to change me, i did, for a while only...
You are so honest to me, but i always hide things from you..
I lied to you, huge.. TWICE, but you still forgive me...
I know, you love me so much..
You care about me, we need to move on, but how?
I'm sorry, but she's only for a month, 2 is tha max...
Sorry.....

everytime i close my eyes
i lock it down
ooooo i cant go on not lovin u

Penat ah......

Congratulation on your wedding this coming sunday...
Kata nak jemput, tak jemput pun?
Menipu ye?
Tak baik tau, benda elok camni, baik di war-warkan....
Tak gitu?

Kalau dah asyik itu jer, aku rasa cam poyo laks...
Sekali dah la, bukannya aku tak paham...

Adui....
Nape sakit perut nih?

Dia dah ilang la, hilang dibawa angin lalu...
Gone, like gone with the wind..
Muahahhaah.....

Cam nak tukar fon la pulak...
S700i......
Complete package macam aku nak...
Sekali tengok harganya, cam nak kene pikir 2 kali la pulak...
Would i pay that much for a phone?
Hmmm......

Don't deny things if its true...
It will backfire....

You
Is where i run to
If you're gone
I have nowhere to run

Sssssshhhhhhhhhh.......
Silent!

Aku rasa cam nak nangis, cam nak marah, cam nak jerit.....
Semuanya ada!

Letih!

There's no need to upload my old archive...
Now I remember why I deleted it in the first place...
Hehe....

Hartz Chicken Buffet, Sunway Pyramid, I'm coming!

Sahabat....
Aku minta maaf sangat sangat...
Ampun...
Aku tau dah banyak kali aku mungkir janji....
Dah banyak kali kita plan, tapi asyik tak jadi....
Aku minta maaf sangat sangat...

"Aku kecik hati dah, tatau kali yang keberapa ntah, kan boleh jer tak join jamuan n jumpa aku kan? take care."
SMS ini sungguh menyentuh hati aku....
Sungguh!
Aku minta ampun, wahai sahabat...
Sahabat jenis apa aku ini, kan?
Kerjanya asyik mungkir janji....

Aku nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri & Maaf Zahir Batin kepada semua....

Don't try to figure me out, just love me the way I am now..
If it's too hard for you to do, leave me....
Should i smile, because you are there, or should i cry because you only gonna be there, not here with me?
I belong to me, so leave me be while my world is coming down on me....

What am I to you?
Tell me darling true..

What is wrong with me in the first place, rite Chah?
But like you said, its bad...
Not like, its bad, BAD!
So, what the heck, kan?

Pepagi dah buat mood aku swing..
DAMN!

Honesty is the best policy

Being honest is good, but too honest is very bad at times...
I want you but I'm hating it!

Confusion..
What exactly that I want in my life...
Hmmmm...
I don't have the answer rite now...
Boundaries. Always remember that there's a LIMIT!
Please Q, remind yourself...
Remind yourself all the times...
I love me very much...
I'm not gonna hurt myself, for sure!

IGNORE....
I love to do that, rite?
I'm lost, totally.

Cut my hair already...
By a second class amateur....
Ahahah... Kidding only, bro'...... :)
My head feels lighter, n my hair is easier to manage...
Dont have to tie it all the time....
(Cian rambut aku, assikla kene ikat jer)

This headache is really killing me.....
Aaaaaarrrrrrrggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Confirm, im getting a haircut...
I'll continue this later....

Yesterday was fun.....
I caught ikan puyu (huge!) n thinking of eating it, but puasa la....
Eheh...
Hmmm... Been thinking of getting a hair cut...
And also another pierce on my ear (right one)
Hmmm...
Also a tounge pierce... Looks cool, lemme think bout it first....
Hmmmm..... To hell with what other people think!
Hello, reality check, THIS IS MY LIFE YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT!
MINE and MINE ONLY!

Hey kiddo, you know i love you so much. So much!
Sorry bout yesterday, i was sooo not in the fucking mood to be played around with..
I was sooo tired..
You can blame it on PMS.... Ehehehe....
Anyway, i just wanna say that im sorry for hanging up the phone yesterday..
Sorry....
You know that this sister of yours really love you, dont you?
Love you so much, kiddo....

Now, i'm watching Bleach..
Since when this anime craze have got me?
Since i first watch Ninjaii back in 2001...
But i just keep 'em low...

Two nites in a row...
Hmmm.....
I missed u so much....

Sampai macam tu sekali ye?
Aku bukannya nak berpeleseran, tapi kalau ko fikir aku macam tu, suits yourself!
Think whatever you want to think about me....
But i have learn my lesson, i really do!

Everybody's better than I am
I think everybody's better than me
And everybody's swell I guess
They're doing well some more or less
Everybody's better than I am I think
You know to be king you don't need a castle
To row back to shore can sure be a hassle
Why you walk around with your head low down
Everybody's acting like I don't matter
Everybody's into the act
Too many of them to avoid
It could be that I'm paranoid
I matter as a matter of fact
And you know to be king you don't need a castle
To row back to shore can sure be a hassle
Why you walk around with your head low down
The true king rules without a crown
If your boat's afloat after the typhoon
Row it safely back to the lagoon
And nevermind the green grass you won't mow
Or what it is you have or don't to show
Or what it is you can or can't afford
The good are good without reward
You know to be king you don't need a castle
To row back to shore can sure be a hassle
Why you walk around with your head low down
Everybody's better than I am
I think everybody's better than me
And everybody's swell I guess
They're doing well some more or less
Everybody's better than I am I think
Everybody's acting like I don't matter
Everybody's into the act
Too many of them to avoid
It could be that I'm paranoid
I matter as a matter of fact
And you know to be king you don't need a castle
No no! No No! No no no no
To row back to shore can sure be a hassle
You know to be king you don't need a castle

......

Why am I the one that has to go this Monday?
Hmmm.....
Life's like that, I guess....

Sef Gonzales

I was reading Berita Harian online when i stumble upon his name this morning. He's a Filipino borned Australian that lives in a wealthy suburb called Noth Ryde. Then, I began searching for him on the Internet. The one thing that caught my attention was, besides that ke killed (read : stabbed to death) both his parents and beats his only sister to death using a baseball bat is that this horrifying mass murder occurs on my birthday. 10th of July 2001. The very day i turned 21. Whewww....

How can you kill the person that brought you up in this world, i mean, logically, HOW?
He's not insane, very far from retarded, yet he has the guts to kill his own parents. Yes, you can blame it on the pressure his parents giving him, being an Asian in a "white people" country (im not being a racist here, so please), but how much pressure do you think, that he needs to build up so much hatred in him, that he can take his parents own life? If he shot them, it's acceptable for me, (not that i agree in him killing his parents) because one fatal shot, can killed a person instantly, but he choose to stab them, giving time for them to suffer, bleeds to death, and continuosly stabbing. Oh my god!

And how can he beats his 18 years old sister to death with a baseball bat. He keeps beating and beating and beating untill she lay motionless on the floor. And after he was put under arrest, the police interrogate him, he was telling them lies all the way from beginning. He even spray the wall of his living room that reads FUCK OFF ASIANS, to put the blame on other people, but ends up police found the chemical compound of the spray on his shirt.

He is found guilty of murdering both his parents and his sister and sentenced to three life terms for all his action.

Yeay....
Anime favourite aku dah abesss....
GTO pun dah ada...
Tinggal nak burn dedua lam cd jer....

Petang ni ada dinner...
Kat Sunway...
Thank you Yazleen....
Melepas Malaysian Idol...
Ah, perut lebih penting dari mata...
Muahahahah......

Nape aku rasa tak besh ni?
Cam tak sedap hati ler....

Kalau ko call aku dah sampai dekat 10 kali, aku tak angkat gak fon tu...
Tu maknanya i'm ignoring you..
I dont wanna talk to you..
I dont even wanna hear you say hello to me...
Pesal la tu pun tak paham?
Benak sangat otak ko tuh., kenapa?
Memang buduh tahap ke 100 betul la....
Buzz off la wei!

Adui...
Pinggang aku belah kiri ni sakit la...
Pesal ye?

Nu chapter coming soon...
Be patience.

Thank you so much, my friend....
I really really appreciate what you did to me...
Thank you....

*Grammar hancur babe!*

Cuaca mandom jer....
Autumn lah katakan...
Autumn katanya... Wakakakakak.....

Penat ah....

2 hari aku bercuti...
Settlekan segalanya...
Moga dipermudahkan...

Orang kebanyakan...
COMMONERS.

Pernah tak, dalam satu hari, korang rasa sangap yang teramat sangat?
Pernah tak?
Hari ni adalah hari sangap sedunia aku...
Huaaaaaaa...........

Satu ketika dulu....

"Bukan saya pakcik, dia ni ha yang tumpahkan...." sambil menyinggul siku kawannya...
"Cakapla.... Ngaku la cepat....."
Sambil tunduk rasa bersalah, "saya yang tumpahkan, pakcik, saya minta maaf"
Sambil tersenyum, "takpe, pakcik maafkan, lain kali, ngaku je, kan senang"

Aku tersenyum kemenangan!

Every little thing you do is tragic
All my life, it was magic
Beautiful girl
I can't breath

I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me
Feel uneasy baby
I can't live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Don't pay no attention to me
I got a disease

Ignore

Entry: ignore
Function: verb
Definition: disregard
Synonyms: avoid, blink, brush off, cold-shoulder, cut, cut dead, dial out, discount, disdain, evade, fail, forget, high hat, ice, ig, live with, neglect, omit, overlook, overpass, pass over, play past, pooh-pooh, reject, scorn, slight, tune out, wink at

Aku la tu...
Rasa macam tak suka jer, ignore...
Lantak la situ...

Saja gatal tangan nak taip...
Update gak maaaaa....
Ehehehe....
Last nite was fun, thanks alot....
Lenkali blanje aaaa lagi eh?
Awak baik kan?

Aku tengok 13 Going On 30 tadi...
Series best citer nih...
And some more, aku memang suka Jennifer Garner, especially dalam ALIAS...
Aku nak tengok lagi la citer ni....
Mueheheheh.....

Aku series takde mood....
Tensen aaaaaaa camni....

Aku happy jumpa ko balik....
Aku happy kita leh borak cam dedulu....
Aku happy sangat.....

Diorang tu dengki, kan?
Tak tau erti PERSAHABATAN!
Sebab takde orang nak kawan ngan diorang...
Kan? Kan? Kan?
Miahahahahah......
Kita jahat kan?

When I think back, of all the things I've done to my life, myself....
I feel disgusted.....
Really really disgusted....
Especially this last 2 years....

Now I know....
Shoved it right to my face!
It struck me hard, real hard.......
BITCH!

Ello En. Ahmad Iswan....
Kata kawan baik aku?
Tapi ko sakit tak penah bgtau aku pun....
Baru semalam nak bersuara....
Tu pun aku tanya....
Kalo aku tak tanya, ntah bila baru ko nak bgtau......
Malu konon?
Sejak bila ko pandai malu ngan aku nih?
Kamon la Wan, kita kawan dah 4 tahun....
Ke, ngko dah takmo kawan ngan aku nih?

Esok ko banjer aku makan, aku banjer tiket wayang, ye?

Dah lama aku tak menulis panjang di sini...
Pendek sekadar untuk kefahaman aku sendiri...
Tapi hari ni, aku rasa cam nak menulis panjang.....

Hmmm....
Dulu mungkin aku simpan saja perasaan aku...
Aku tak puas hati, senyap....
Aku marah, senyap....
Aku rasa nak nangis, aku nyorok, aku nangis sensorang...

But now, no more.....
Aku rasa aku marah, aku marah je....
Aku tak puas hati, aku cakap....
Aku rasa nak nangis, aku nangis jer.....
Cukupla memendam rasa....
Letih....
Sakitnya kat dalam hati dan otak, aku....
Dulu, aku rasa bersalah sangat kalau hampakan orang....
Sekarang, gi mampusla....
Kalau aku dah kata tak boleh, tak bolehla....
Jangan paksa....
Anyway, selamat berhidup baru untuk aku....

So, Mr. Nostrum.....
Apa perasaan anda, mempunyai N-GAGE sendiri....
Malam ni leh la kita layan bluetooth balik....
Rindu aku nak layan bluetooth ngan ko.....
Jumaat nih kita gi ambik 256MB MMC, okay?

The more I think about it, the more I want to escape....
Arghhhhhhhhhh.........

How to escape, Chah?
Not even a bit!
Aiyooooo...........

Aku dah kata, main The Sims tu addictive....
Kan semua dah infected....
Mueheheheheh......
Apa lagi, go get your N-GAGE now!
Then kita leh lawan, sapa lagi SUPERIOR!

I WANT 256 MMC card rite now........
Ada sesiapa tak yang bermurah hati nak sedekah ke, belikan n hadiahkan kat aku ke?
Anyone?

Setakat ada MMC Card, tepon nyer takde, baik takyah....
Muahahahahhaha.............

Waaaaaa..........
Bila nak ber'bluetooth' balik ni, Mr. Nostrum?

:-D

I miss bluetooth'ing with Mr. Nostrum....
Muehehehehe.....

How come
We dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
And I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grape vine
We even beefin now
After all the years we been down
Aint no way no how, this bullshit can be true
We family and aint a damn thing changed, unless it's you

Vote Jac and send to 33308!
Heh! I really admire her voice

Aku memang manja...
Dari kecik aku memang dimanjakan sangat....
Aku selalu dapat apa yang aku nak....
Tak pernah tak dapat....

Jadi sekarang, bila aku tak dapat benda yang aku nak, aku rasa nak marah, sedih, nak mengamuk, dan segala perasaan ni bercampur gaul....
Lalu akhirnya, aku menangis.....

Aku yang bodoh....
Dari mula aku tau aku takkan dapat, tapi aku masih terkejar kejar.....
Padan muka aku, menjeruk rasa sekarang...
Heh!

Aduhai.....

N-GAGE

Sepetang mengemas office....
Susun atur pun dah lain.....
Aku dah ke depan, jauh dari yang lain...
Kira macam receptionist la gitu....
Receptionist..... Muahahahahah.....

I want to end this.
I really do. Period.

Adam Daniel

To believe in love
Means you will not lose to yourself
Until your dream comes true
And I will be here
I want to be your sky
And envelope your sadness
Whenever you look up
You know you are not alone
Even if you are far away
You know you always have a place to come back to

37 Questions

1. What is your Full Name: Fasihatulhusna Rais
2. What are you listening to right now?: D12 feat. Eminem : How Come
3. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number: 43
4. what is your sign?: Cancer
5. What was the last thing you ate: Kit Kat White
6. If you were a crayon what colour would you be: Dark Blue
7. How is the weather right now: Nice
8. Last person you talked to on the phone: My brother in law
9. First thing you notice about the opposite sex: His eyes
10. How are you today: Feelin' good. Back to work after a month's off....
11. Favourite Drink: Milk.
12. Favourite Alcoholic drink: I don't drink 'em
13. Favourite Sport: Archery. It's considered a sport, rite? Hmmmmm........
14. Hair Colour: Black
15. Eye Colour: Dark Brown
16. Do you have tattoos: Nope, but would love to have one :)
17. Siblings: 1 elder brother, 3 sisters n 1 younger brother
18. Favourite Month: July
19. Favourite Food: Japanese
20. Favourite Day of the Year: My Birthday, what else.....
21. Are you too shy to ask someone out: No. But i seldom ask people out....
22. Summer or Winter: Both
23. Hugs or Kisses?: Hugs
24. Chocolate or vanilla?: Vanilla
25. Living Arrangements: Staying with my best friend
26. What books are you reading: None right now. Going to get one later.
27. What's on your mouse pad?: Im not using a mouse pad, hah!
28. Favourite Board Game: Monopoly
29. What did you do last night?: Nothing much, dinner n sleep.
30. Favourite Smells: Strawberry
31. Can you touch you nose with your tounge?: Almost there.... just a lil' bit more!
32. What inspires you? : Good music
33. Favourite Movie: Any movie with Bruce Willis in it, eheheheh......
34. Favourite Flower: Tulip
35. Who makes you laugh the most and why?: My lil' bro' coz he's so damn funny!
36. Where would you go for your next vacation?: An isolated island.
37. What is your dream job?: Become a radio DJ.

Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
There are at least 2 people in this world that would die for you.
You mean the world to someone.
Someone that you dont even know exists loves you.
When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look again.
Always remember the compliments you received.
Forget the rude remarks.

Aku rasa aku pernah letak benda yang sama kat blog nih....
Lantakla, aku dapat ni kat offline YIM aku....
Thanks ma fren, for this message.......

Lapar I 
 
parut bakaruncong kalaparan
sabar
ada lagi yang kalaparan dari aku
 
hati kada karuan
sabar
ada lagi yang kesusahan dari aku

 
Kejam sangatkah aku?
Aku sudah puas menangis....
Semua orang boleh berkata-kata....
Yang menanggungnya aku....
Aku seorang.....
Aku terpaksa keraskan hati aku.....
 
Aku nak dia hidup bahagia.....
Hidup yang sempurna....
Bukan aku tak boleh beri kepadanya, boleh....
 
Biarlah....
 
Dia tetap milik aku....
 

Dia
 
Adam 
09 07 04
5.29pm
2.75kg
 
Daniel
Senyum
seperti mengerti
di tapak tanganku

This Love - Maroon 5

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on her hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

Bukit Merah Laketown Resort....

DJ

Salam.....

Aku baru nak menang hadiah....
Sekali connection lak down....
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!
Tensennya!!!!!!!!

Salam....

Adui, tetiba lak sakit lepas injection nih...
Tadi ok jer....
Lenguh gila bahu aku sebelah kanan nih...
Sakit aaaaaa..........

Jalan-jalan cari penat



Harini aku berkampung kat sini sampai 2nd July. Cam seronok kalau tuang dan tido jer :p

Salam.....

Uish, pedas gila cili api nih....
Berasap mulut aku...
Muehehehe.....

The Reason

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

Dedicated tou YOU, and only YOU!

Lil' bro...
Nothing more, nothing less....

Salam....

First of all, Happy Birthday to my friend, tOKSIK....
May Allah be with you always, my friend....

Aduh, pesal ngan bibir aku nih?
Infection apa lak nih?
Sakit dah pedih, nak bercakap pun takde mood....

Happy Birthday to me!

Salam....

Woh!
Kena food poisoning ke aku nih?

Salam.....

What a day....
Thank you so much!

Salam....

Aku rindu masa masa dulu....
Masa ada buaian kat bawah pokok rambai ngan pelam udang....
Sekarang, dedua pokok tu pun dah takde....
Apatah lagi buaian nya....

Malam tadi aku mimpi Poi ngan Yin....
Aku rindu budak duorang nih....
Diorang pun rindu aku gak kots....
Eheheheh.....

Bodo lar....

Salam....

Pedas melampau laksa nih...
Kesian perut aku...

Salam......

Hangat!

Salam......

Cam biasa, keje....
Takde yang menarik ari nih.....
Tali takde la, tu la pasal.....

WINGS - Perhentian

Cari perhentian di mana nak berhenti
Camar kesucian satu cinta abadi
Di mana dia
Sedang aku terlena

Aku yang terjatuh
Tercicir entah dimana
Hilang dalam jasad sendiri Oh.. Oh..
Aku yang mencuba
Cari dan kutip kembali
Ku basuh dengan pegaganku

Hari berganti masihkah aku di situ
Memerhatikan segala dalam pandangan
Kekaburan
Melihat diri sendiri

Salam......

Perutku sakit hari ni....

Salam.....

Selamat Pengantin Baru, Zura n Herries.....
Cam tak caya je Zura, dah jadik isteri orang...
Mueheheheh....
WALIMATUL URUS, ZURA!.....
2 tahun duk sesama, kat Seksyen 2...
Gi tapau makan, now, u r someone's wife...
Phewwww.....

Congratulation again....

Daniel.

Salam......

Hari ni baru aku berkesempatan menjelajah GMail...
Sekali dia boleh store 1 Gigabyte........
Free mail bagi 1 gig.....
Perghhhh.....
Salute!

Sekarang aku tengah terngadah ke langit
Berjalan di atas bintang-bintang
Bersembunyi dari bayang-bayangku sendiri
Yang sengaja ku tinggal di atas bukit
Barangkali tanganmu takkan lagi mengejarku
Untuk merenggut segenap hidupku
Aku yang sembunyi di bawah kulitku sendiri
Bila lagi akan mampu berdiri
Lihatlah kedua belah tanganku
Yang kini nampak mulai gementar
Sebab ada yang tak seimbang
Antara hasrat dan beban
Atau kerana jiwaku yang kini mulai rapuh
Gampang digoncangkan angin
Lihatlah bilik di jantungku
Denyutnya tak rapi lagi
Seperti akan segera terhenti
Kemudian sepi dan mati

Dah lepas dah sekali Interzon....
So far, Alhamdulillah.......

So, Pali, Mohammad katanya....
Muehehehehe........

Salam..........

Interzon is going on smoothly....
Alhamdulillah.....

Although there's some tiny weeny thing...
But its acceptable, ain't it....
New thing, so, some problem of course will occur....
But all in all, everything is fine....

Watch it this 2nd June, 21:00 hours, Wednesday, RTM2....
Don't miss it!

Selesema + batuk = Ketidakselesaan yang melampau...

Arghhhh........

Salam...........

Apa aku buat kat opis kat opis hari Ahad....
Keje la, takkan swimming kot?
Mende laaaaa.........

Hey Mama
This that shit that make you groove mama
Get on the floor and shake your booty mama
We're the blast master blastin' up the jamma
so shake your bambama, come on now mama....

...

di bumi yang berputar
pasti ada gejolak
ikuti saja iramanya
isi dengan rasa

di menara langit
halilintar bersabung
aku merasa tak terlindung
terbakar kegetiran

...

Salam....

What a relief.....

Kalo aku taip urup A jer, kira update tak?

Salam....

It's been a while i haven't whining, complaining and etc. in here, ain't it?
Today is the day....

KLD.... Huwaaaa.....
I didn't get the chance to join it....
Kak G... Huna pun nak join jugakkk....
I am very disappointed....
I bet everybody who joined is having a ball rite now....
Me?
Still here, writing my blog, in front of the PC in the office...
HUWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

What happen to my grammar?
To hell with it!

Aku dapat SMS ni malam tadi....

Shortest word is I
Sweetest word is MISS
cutest person is YOU

I MISS YOU TOO.... ALOT!
You know who you are....

Salam.....

Aku cukup tak boleh terima....
Domain pun tak tau?
Adui laaaa.....

DOMAIN

Technically, a domain name is a humanly understandable 'label' for an otherwise unintelligible series of numbers called IP addresses.

IP addresses, and their corresponding domain name equivalents are unique.

Every connection on the world wide web does so by communicating to specific IP addresses on that web. No two connections can have the same IP address (so it's quite a big number!) and similarly, no two addresses could therefore have exactly the same domain name.

203.99.155.86 is a meaningless number to most people. macdonalds.com (the domain name equivalent) has far more meaning.


Got it?

Salam.....

Alamak! Idea aku tetiba ilang....
Uish... camana nih?

Salam...

2 Years already, huh?
Cool...

Check this out... elikopter ...

Salam....

Kompom dia dah tau...
Aku dah terasa dah, mesti yg sorang lg tu suruh tanya....
Takmo la nangis-nangis....
Aku ok.... Kan aku kuat.... Ehehehe....

Aku dah tak larat nak nangis sebenarnya....

Salam.....

Penat je aku pegi tadi, sekali tutup la pulak...
Cam cilakak tul, la......

Salam.........

I almost forgot to write something here today....
Now that I remember, so there....

;)

I'm walking on a straight line...
But in the end, i still come across the same thing....
How?

I'm happy today.....
I love you so much!

Salam.....

How small the world is.....
Pusing pusing..... balik balik.... ituuuuuu jugak....
Hmmmm.........

We should stop seeing each other from this moment on....
We need to move on with our life....
You with your life, and me with mine.....

Ironic isn't it?
You are the one started it....
You are the one who supposed to end it....

Now its vice versa.....

How could she said that to you?
I'm very sorry, man....
I really am, dude....

Salam....

Aku nak gi jenjalan petang karang....
Nak ikut?

Gi breakfast sendiri la......
Muahahahahah.....

Salam.......

Pagi tadi aku ngan Lennie jadik orang batak....
Mueheheheh.....
Macam bukan tahun 2004 lak....

Salam.....

Outing, AGAIN....
Also tomorrow....

Thank god weekend nih panjang....

Mak aih, penatnya aku, sampai nak buat ayat pun dah tak reti....
Siannya aku..... :(

Salam.....

Busy seh, these 2 - 3 days.....
Arghhhh........

I ain't got time for myself.....
Please understand.....

Thank you so much, if you can understand this...
Thanks again.....

Salam....

Aku dapat kunjungan terhormat dari kawan aku tadi....
Bukan nak kasitau aku nak datang....
Sekali datang bawak roti canai maaa........
Thank u so much...
Pastu, leh pulak ko salah umah ye?
Muahahahaah.........

Sejuknya......

Rasa cam kat Paris lak....
Muahahahahah..........

Salam.....

Hari yang panas dan kemudiannya bertukar menjadi lembap....
Selembap, lemau dan sengalnya otak aku hari nih....

Sorry Rizal.....
Bout last Saturday....
I was in a fucking bad mood....
Really sorry bout the SMS....
Too bad, catch me at the very wrong time....
I called you MOTHERFUCKA!
Eheheh......
Very very sorry my fren....
I didn't know it was you....
U didn't tell me u change ur fon number....
Too bad...

Ye....

Aku jahat, aku degil....
Aku suka mencarut....

SO WHAT?

Salam.....

Asyik bergerak jer.....
Cam main bola lak.....

Salam.....

Kenapala benda yang kita nak, susah nak dapat....
Tapi benda yang kita tak nak... Yang kita elak, sibuk je ada kat depan mata?
Tensen aku!

Salam....

Get low....

Something's come to rob me, and I can't get my head
I get nervous in the New York City Streets, where my legacy treads
I know I've been around standin' in the shadows, far from Humans with Guns,
But now It's too late, there's no escape, from what they have done

King's Gambit has a romantic reputation which is both attractive and misleading. It has had a romantic history, but has not passed through chess history unchanged.

Salam.....

Keperluan mesti dipenuhi....
Kehendak tu, terpulanglah pada diri sendiri....
Kalau kau rasa kau mampu, penuhilah kehendak tersebut....
Kalau kau rasa itu akan menjerut leher, lupakan je la babe.....

Life is simple......
Kau yang membuatkannya jadi susah....
Lalu menyalahkan orang lain....
Hei, hidup siapa sekarang ni?
Hidup kau atau dia?
Jadi, salahkan diri sendiri kalau sesuatu berlaku di luar kehendak kau....
Jangan salahkan dia.....

FAHAM?

MINE! MINE! MINE!

Sukahati aku la
Mind your own life!

Neway, thanks for the advice......

Life is so f**kin' hard all the time
In the end all I got is me
When I die Im die alone!

Salam.....

Malam Ahad yang indah.....

I have a hunch already....
And my instinct was right.....
Kantoi, sial...... BIGTIME....
Wakakakakaka.....

I told you, im bad, evil, naughty, stubborn....
Kan dah kantoi.....

Lama mana ko nak tipu aku....
Aku dah cakap, tipu aku, ko takkan selamat....
Muahahahahahha........

Hatin and schemin on mine
on the down low talkin shit
Best move coz I refuse to lose
no matter which damn road I choose

So Walking Tall Lay Low cause you might be bruised

Salam.....

Malam tadi aku gi tengok Walking Tall ngan kawan aku kat GSC Summit USJ...
It was a good movie...
I said it was good because the movie did not bored me......

Uish, grammar aku berterabur, babe....
Lantakla situ....

My fren, nanti Starsky n Hutch kuar wayang, aku banjer ko lak, eh?
Thank u so much for last nite....
I had a great time...

Lalalalalala.......

I'm not singing because I'm happy...
I'm singing because I try to make MYSELF happy....

I promise to stop....
So many times...
I reminded myself that I'm not a kid anymore...
SO MANY TIMES....
But I'm still doing it...
DAMN!

Its better to be hated for what you are than to be loved for what you are not

If it Keeps on Raining
Levee's Going to Break
When The Levee Breaks
I'll Have no Place to Stay

Salam.....

Pagi aku dah dicemari dengan sumpah seranah....
Double Parking....
Pantang betul aku.....
Sebelum nih, aku duk bengang ngan orang yg stuck dengan double parking...
Pepagi buta duk main horn, apahal?
Pagi tadi, baru aku tau perasaan orang yang pernah stuck tuh.....
Macam sial.....

SELFISH....
Tu jer sebabnya....
Balik lambat, tengok parking takde, parking je la kat mana sempat....
Memang cam cilaka betul....
Aku series bengang.....
Lepas tuh, dah tekan hon dekat setengah jam, pun takde orang turun.....
Ni memang jenis yang kononnya bangun pagi awal....
Sempat lagi nak alih kete, kalau orang nak kluar gi kerja...
FUCK la......
Bengang betul aku.....

Salam........

Hari nih aku outing satu hari....
Appointment kat Technology Park......
Penatnya aku......

Jalan jalan carik customer...
Eheheheh.....

Salam.....

Penat aaaaa ari nih......
Kenapa ek?

Aku memang ngaku, aku degil, nakal, jahat....
Semuanyalah....
Dah sebati...
Dah takleh nak urai lagi dah....
Even buat 'reverse osmosis' pun dah takleh nak urai dah....
Then, camana?
Still my fault, is it?
Ehehehe......

Salam......

Kajang....
Petaling Street....

I LOVE MY LIFE!

Penat.... penat.... penat....

JAMIROQUAI : CORNER OF THE EARTH

Little darlin' don't you see the sun is shining
just for you, only today
If you hurry you can get a ray on you, come with me, just to play
Like every humming bird and bumblebee
Every sunflower, cloud and every tree
I feel so much a part of this
Nature's got me high and it's beautiful
I'm with this deep eternal universe
From death until rebirth

This corner of the earth is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
On the face of this I'm blessed
When the sunlight comes for free
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me
So inspired of that there's nothing left to do or say
Think I'll dream, 'til the stars shine

The wind it whispers and the clouds don't seem to care
And I know inside, that it's all mine
It's the chorus of the breakin' dawn
The mist that comes before the sun is born
To a hazy afternoon in May
Nature's got me high and it's so beautiful
I'm with this deep eternal universe from death until rebirth

[chorus]
You know that this corner of the earth is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
On the face of it I'm blessed
When the sunlight comes for free
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me x5

This corner of the earth, is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
When the sunlight comes for free
I know the corner of this earth it smiles at me

Salam....

Aku buat test ni kat blog banai ......
Dan ini resultnya.....

Umah kaler hijau <----- You have little interest in your financial investments. You are not driven by material wealth and prefer to see where destiny takes you.

Baju kaler merah <----- Having a lively and outgoing personality, you don't like to blend into the crowd and pity people that do. You take fashion trends to the EXTREME!

Rose kaler pink <----- Variety is the spice of life! You are comfortable in any crowd or situation, and always come away with new friends.

Kete kaler hitam <----- In your mind, the image your friends have of you is very important. You like to have the latest brands and are prepared to invest a lot of your money in quality and expensive possessions.

Henfon kaler merah <----- Loves to talk to friends - keeps in close contact with friends. You are very outgoing and have no problem saying what you think.

Teddy bear kaler coklat <----- You are very considerate. Friendship is the world to you, and you are friends with everyone. Be careful, as sometimes this works against you if you are too trusting.

Eheheh..... tah pape ntah.... memula kata aku tak suka social life, then kata aku get along easy in crowd... Nampak sangat menipu aku.. Aku lak main buat jer, sebab takde mende nak buat time nih...

You're UNBELIEVABLE

Salam...

Then, kalau orang buta yang banyak berjalan, luas apa ek?
Eheheheh.........

Salam.....

Penatnya aku hari nih.....

Salam....

Camana aku leh sesat tadi?
Padahal bukannya tak pernah gi opis Ubai tuh....
Tapi consider la, aku penah pegi sekali jer....
Oktober tahun lepas lak tuh....
Kira ok la kan, kalo aku sesat pung....
Eheheheh...........

Salam.........

Penatnya.......
Sib baik jawapannya positif....

Salam.......

Nak pegi ke tak?
Pegi ke tak?
Hmmmm........

Salam............

Tadi aku baca archive blog aku nih....
Yang tahun lepas punya....
Happy jer aku masa tuh, takde masalah....
Beshnya....
Ada sesapa tak yang ada time capsule?
Kalau ada kan, aku nak sewa la...
Aku nak kembali ke satu tarikh dalam hidup aku...
Yang aku harap aku boleh ubah sangat-sangat apa yang aku buat pada tarikh tuh...
Kalau boleh kan, bestnya lah....
Tu la, orang tetua pun dah kata,
"Sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian, takde guna"

Tapi kan, aku nak tanya la kan
Rasionalnya la, logiknya la...
Ada ke orang nyesal dulu..
Maksud aku la kan, contohnya la...
Kalau orang tu nak buat jahat, merompak ke, mencurik ke....
Ada diorang pikir consequencesnya?
Korang rasa diorang pikir tak?
Sebab aku rasa konsepnya lebih kurang sama dengan sesal dahulu....
Ada ke?
Cam orang nak merogol la....
Ada ke dia fikir, uish, karang kalo aku rogol budak nih, kena tangkap, tak pepasal aku kena penjara ngan kena sebat....
Ada ke?
Aku rasa takde, pasal tu kes jenayah melambak-lambak kat mesia nih sekarang....
Ntahla....
Aku dah mula merepek....
Aku dah dapat balik semangat aku untuk menulis....
Senang jer sebenarnya, baca balik archive....
Dari situ aku terfikir, kenapa dulu aku boleh tulis pepanjang, sekarang dah malas?
Sepatutnya, semakin aku tua, makin rajin....
Ini tidak, makin malas lak jadinya....
Hmmmmm.........

Hendaknya lepas nih, aku dah tak malas-malas lagi....

Welcome back.....

We missed you ....

............

Salam....

Penatnya....
Tak best langsung....

Ye ke?
Aku nyorok ke?
Mana adaaaaa...........

I WILL, don't worry....
:)

Salam......

Aku rasa annoyed sangat hari nih......
Annoyed sangat-sangat....

God, she's so damn annoying...
Please la, ok?
Nak menggedik, bukan kat sini....
Takde sapa nak layan gedik ko tu....
Buat aku rasa cam nak bagi penyepak ada la....
So, tolonglah....



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Your destructive powers vary widely as you constantly change trying to hide from everything.

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Tetiba jer hari nih, aku jadik macam takleh nak berfikir.....
Ahahah.... aku dah jadik macam dulu....
Dah jadik nakal macam dulu....
Eheheh... tak pepasal jer....
Aku ke?
Ye la kot....
Aku la, kalau aku tak layan, takde nyer....
Uish...
Lantakla situ....
Kosser mak melayannya, nyah....

Salam....

Jap lagi aku nak gi umah Asu....
Dah lama aku tak tido umah dia....
Karang merajuk pulak kakak aku yang sorang tuh....
Eheheh.....

Salam.....

WHAT?
I'm becoming one of them commoners?
Ewwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gross!!!!
Me? Fasihatulhusna Rais... COMMONERS?
God help me!

ORDINARY, never existed in my life's vocabulary....
I'm one of a kind, remember?
Always remember that!

You want prove?
I'll prove it to you, allright!

Nu resolution: Jangan malas-malas lagi... ( kalau aku malas sekalipun, takkan tulis kat sinih, :P )

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

Salam.....

Hari nih aku penat.....
Sorry yer Lennie, aku pun bukannya arif sangat jalan kat KL tuh....
Ehehehe.....
Nak gi KL Sentral, sekali pegi flat apa ntah....
Ehehehe.....
Ni semua sebab nak gi jumpa si Rizal la nih....

Uish.....
Aku nak keje ngan Maxis la....
Office, superb siott.....
Macam hotel, siap boleh baring2 kat atas lantai.....
Nak tido terus pun boleh....
Ni office stok yang memang elite giler la....
Kalo aku keje kat sinih, perghhhh.....
Musti besh.....

Jumaat nih, ada lagi appointment kat KLCC.....

Salam.....

Hari nih cam biasa jer....

Kenapa ek?
Aku makin malas nak menulis sekarang nih.....
Malas sangat....
Nak kata hidup aku bosan, tak jugak, ok jer
Tapi malasnya, melampau-lampau....
Ada petua tak, nak ilangkan perasaan malas nih?
Sebab aku rasa tak besh lak malas-malas nih....
Camana ek?

Salam....

I have to let you go...
No ever turned you over
No one's tried
To ever let you down....

Salam.....

Again yesterday, everything went down in the drain....
Arghhhhh...........

Salam.....

Everybody can write, but not everybody can be a GOOD writer....
Hmmmm.......
Life's like that.....

You are Jubilee!

Though you may be young and inexperienced, you have
great potential and will someday become an
admirable figure. For that to happen, though,
you must overcome your juvenile belief system
and adopt a more mature view on life.


Which X-Men character are you most like?
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Ha?

Salam.....

Petang aku diisi dengan membaca artikel bahasa ibunda aku.....
Lawak sey...
Bila dituturkan, aku tak rasa lawak, tapi bila dah ditulis, perkataan yang tak kelakar pun aku rasa kelakar....
Aku bukan mentertawakan bahasa ibunda aku sendiri...BUKAN...
Cuma aku rasa kelakar, ketika membacanya....
Sebab, selama ini aku dengar, dan kadang kadang, bila tiba angin sewel aku, aku akan tuturkan bahasa tersebut....
Jadi, bila ianya dalam bentuk tulisan, aku rasa lain macam....
Macam bukan bahasa yang selalu aku dengar bila aku balik.....
Entahla, mungkin perasaan aku sahaja....
Tapi bila aku baca, memang lain la...
Lain sesangat....

Aku nak print, dan bagi ayah aku baca, mesti ayah aku gelak tak ingat punyalah....
Eheheheh........

Salam....

Semalam, aku rasa relieved sangat...
Sangat sangat....
Semenjak masalah ni menghimpit dada, semalam aku rasa lapang...
Lapang selapang lapangnya....

Aku rasa ringan semacam...
I feel like floating into thin air....
Serious....
Thank u so much my friend....
Ko buat aku rasa happy...
Happy sangat... :)

Salam....

Here I come......

Salam.....

Aku borak ngan abang ipar aku, citer kat dia pasal sorang manusia yang bangang nih...
Baca reply dia.... Ehehehehe.....

ghostly2lighten: terserah
ghostly2lighten: kalo aku ler ..
ghostly2lighten: memang jawapan camtu ler dapatnye
ghostly2lighten: pedulik aper ..
ghostly2lighten: some ppl just born to be stupid
ghostly2lighten: no matter how hard you try to teach them
aku: :D
ghostly2lighten: and they will still be at the same level
ghostly2lighten: or even worst ..
ghostly2lighten: and these types of ppl .. belong in not just a dumbass
ghostly2lighten: but most likely never should even be where they are now
aku: ehehehe
ghostly2lighten: they are more ppl who deserve to be there ..
ghostly2lighten: anyway, that's how life is ..
ghostly2lighten: okay ler ..
ghostly2lighten: kalo yang nak jawapan yg polite ... camnie
ghostly2lighten: encik open IE .. pastu kat Address tuh type; http://www.macromedia.com
ghostly2lighten: pastu encik boleh baca sendiri apa yg di katakan flash tu...

Ahahahaha.....
Ada ke jawab camtuh?
Cam nak mampus aku gelak....

Salam...........

Nak kata aku dah penat berfikir, pun mungkin iya jugak...
Tapi aku takleh nak escape...
Mesti nak kena fikir....

Nak bagitau ke tidak?
Apa reactionnya nanti?

Banyakla benda aku kena fikir....

Thank you so much my fren, sebab tukarkan layout....
Aku jumpa layout nih masa main jigsaw puzzle kat gamehouse.com
Then aku terus jatuh cinta....
Abang ipar aku pun kata smart kalau letak gambar tu buat layout....
Ehehehe....Aku pun fikir-fikir....
Letak je la ek?...
So, sekarang dah terletak pun....
Tima kasih ye kawan, sebab tolong aku tukar layout....
Ko memang besh.... :)

Salam..........

Everyday is a winding road.......

Salam.......

Hari nih cam biasa.....
Seperti biasa...........
Ordinary days..........

Salam.....

Hari nih aku rasa tak best sangat....
Apasal pening sangat nih?
Takkan dah takleh minum kopi kot?
Semalam minum kopi, pening...Tadi pagi minum kopi pun, ni pening nih...
Biar betul.....

Salam.....

Life is much improved now...
And I'm so happy......

Salam.......

Nanti dulu....
Esok ye? :)

Salam........

Wings : Suara Kita

Ku kejar engkau di sana
Ku lambai wajah serupa
Selalu aku terbayang... oh...
Selalu aku terkenang

Biarpun telah berlalu
Wajah usia berbeza
Namun tak pernah di hati
Sesaat aku terlupa... oh...

Ku kenang kembali peristiwa
Walaupun pernah pedih
Hati kita... oooo... hati kita... oooo...

Telah pun kita mencuba
Walau rintangan bersama
Semangat masih menyala...oh...
Membakar dalam jiwa...

Ku kenang kembali peristiwa
Walaupun pernah pedih
Hati kita... oooo... hati kita... oooo...

Kesan satu rasa
Tinggi nilai harganya
Tak ternilai kita
Lepas dari ini
Mungkin seksa yang menanti... ooo...

Yang bersuara akulah yang pernah berkata ( 2X )
Aku cinta...
Oh... oh... oh... oh... ( 4X )

Telah pun kita mencuba
Walau rintangan bersama
Semangat masih menyala...
Membakar dalam jiwa...

Ku kenang kembali peristiwa
Walaupun pernah pedih
Hati kita... oooo... hati kita... oooo...

Kesan satu rasa
Tinggi nilai harganya
Tak ternilai kita
Lepas dari ini
Mungkin seksa yang menanti... ooo...

Yang bersuara akulah yang pernah berkata ( 2X )
Aku cinta...
Oh... oh... oh... oh... ( 4X )

Salam.........

Aku rindu diri aku yang dulu....
Tadi aku borak ngan abang ipar aku, mengimbau kenangan dulu...
Tak sedar air mata aku mengalir.....
Aku dah banyak berubah.....
Dulu hidup aku happy sangat....
Bukan maksud aku sekarang aku tak happy, bukan macam tu....
Aku happy jugak sekarang, tapi tak sehappy dulu.....

Assalamualaikum.......








Wassalam....

Salam....

Cuba terbalikkan perkataan salam tu....
Jadik apa?
MALAS....
Macam aku sekarang...
Eheheheh......

Malaslar nak update.... :)

Salam........

Aku dah tak kuasa....
Asyik melayan anginnya saja....
Apa? Ingat aku takde angin?
Angin aku lagi hebat.....
Mahu beradu angin? Silakan.....
Wa takdak hal nyer babe.....

When and where....
And I'll be there....
Kita lihat, siapa juaranya...
Aku atau kau?

Aku bukan meninggi diri, tapi aku rasa aku akan mengalahkan kau....
Lihat saja malam tadi, siapa yang berhenti?
Aku atau kau?
Kalau kau kurang ajar dengan aku, aku akan seratus kali kurang ajar dengan kau...
Kalau kau baik dengan aku, aku akan seratus kali baik kepada kau...
Falsafah hidup aku mudah.....
Don't fuck around with my life, and I'll leave yours alone..
But once you did, you will be sorry for the rest of your life....
MARK MY WORDS!

Chiaow...

Salam....

Kapas dan lalang...
Yang terbang ditiup angin.....
Tanpa arah tuju....
Hanya mengikut kata angin....
Ke kiri, maka ke kirilah kapas dan lalang...
Ke kanan, maka ke kananlah kapas dan lalang....
Begitu juga dengan depan dan belakang....
Berputar angin, maka berputarlah kapas dan lalang....
Semakin laju putaran angin, semakin laju putaran kapas dan lalang....
Dan semakin sesak nafasku memerhatikannya........
Sesak dada....
Sesak segalanya....
Mengapa harus masalah seperti ini harus aku hadapi?
Tapi masalah ini, aku yang cari....Sengaja dicari...
Kenapa aku cari masalah ini?
Sebab aku bodoh...
Ya, aku memang BODOH!
Aku boleh mengelak, tapi aku bodoh, aku tetap mengadap, menadah dan menganga...
Kini masalah depan mata, dan aku tidak dapat lari...
Memang aku takkan dapat lari dari masalah ini sampai bila-bila...
Seumur hidup aku...
Membelenggu, menghantui...
Selagi aku masih hidup....

Jalan penyelesaian?
Jangan tanya aku...
Sudah tidak ada jalan penyelesaian....
Melainkan menghadapinya.......
Aku sudah tidak mampu menggalas beban ini seorang diri....
Tapi tiada siapa yang dapat membantu sekarang....
Bak kata seorang sahabat, "aku dah nampak all the consequences, Q"......
Aku juga dapat melihatnya.....
Lebih jelas darimu, sahabatku....

Terima kasih atas sokonganmu wahai sahabat-sahabatku....
Aku menyayangi kalian....
Amat menyayangi.....

END.

Salam..........

Kawan,
Selama ni, kau lagi banyak tolong aku dari aku tolong kau....
So, kali ni aku pulak tolong kau....
Kalau nak dikira, apalah sangat pertolongan aku berbanding pertolongan kau selama ini...
Terima kasih sebab sudi jadi kawan aku....
Dan terima kasih atas sokongan kau selama ini....
Terima kasih......
Aku sayang ko, sayang sangat..............

Chiaow.........

Salam..........

Aku tak suka situasi camnih....
Aku paling tak suka....

Salam...........

Akak sayang Dino...Sayang sunguh-sungguh.....
Thanks for being here all this while...........
I owe you alot......

:)

Salam..........

Aku makin confuse.....
Berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul.....

Salam....


Are You Naughty or Nice?

Aku dah jangka that the result will turn out to be like this....
Aku memang jahat, so what?

Aku jahat.....

Salam.............

"I'm late"....
"For what?"
"REALITY!"

I need to go back to reality, I really do....
And as for you, GET YOUR OWN A LIFE!
Get the fuck away from my life.... AWAY!

This is MY LIFE..
MINE!

Salam.............

Aku addicted dengar lagu Disease by Matchbox 20.....
Satu hari je aku ulang lagu nih dekat 30 kali.....
Gila dah aku ni kot......
Ahahaha.........

Si Mohd Saiful Helmi call aku kata apasal aku nak tulis pasal dia.....
Aku nak tulis tentang ko pasal aku sayang ko la, bengong.......
Kalo tak, ko ingat aku rajin sangat ke menulis pasal ko......
Sesaja jer nak buat ko kembang idung......
Rajinnya la aku ni yer? :P
Tapi kan, ari ni mood aku agak kurangla.....
Nenanti je la ek aku tulis.....
Kalo ko nak baca, nanti bila aku dah tulis, aku sms ko.....
Woraitssssssss?

Chioaw.....

Salam.............

Aku ingat ari nih nak tulis pasal Mohd. Saiful Helmi....
Sekali masa tak mencukupi daaaaa........
Esok je la aku citer pasal ko ek.....
Musti ko kembang kuncup idung bila baca tulisan aku esok....
Neway, selamat bertunang.....
Jangan lupa aku, budak pompuan jahat ni sudahla.....
Eheheheh......

Hmmm...........

What to do with this love that I'm in?
I have given you all of my soul
Flying all my life like a rose in the wind
Tell me why I am always alone
On my way home............

Lagu Anggun ni bebetul menyentuh perasaan aku........
Entahla..........

I only wanna be with you.......

Aku nak ucap Happy Belated Birthday utk Lennie....
Ehehehe....
Actually birthday dia masa 25 haribulan tuhari....
Neway, last nite memang besh....
Terkujat ko, tak pepasal je waiter n waitress kat Victoria Station tu nyanyi eppi besday kat ko....
Haaaaa.....Merah muka....Ekekekeke.....
Besh...Besh....Besh....
Besh sesangat....
Semoga hidup ko akan sentiasa diberkati Allah hendaknya, Amin..........

Salam.............

Hari nih adalah hari penat sedunia untuk aku....
Penatnya, Ya Allah......
Lapar, aku tak makan dari malam tadi....
Aku dah takleh befikir, so aku tak tau nak tulis apa, selain dari kata aku penat....
Dan sememangnya, aku penat yang teramat sangat.....

Eheh....


You're a natural born trouble-maker. You hate
authority and do everything you can to get
around the law, or in some cases, break it.
Naturally stubborn, you hardly ever sway once a
decision is made. Your nature is fiery and
courageous, and always out-going. You love
attention and usually have kinky fetishes
you're not afraid to explore. People either
love you or hate you.


What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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Rebellious huh? Am I?
Don't know....Maybe...
Ahahahha..... Life SUCKS!

Running by No Doubt

Run, running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side

Me, I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most

And I'm so sorry that I've fallen
Help me up, let's keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love

Running, running as fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated

Be, be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me

Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up

Running, running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated

Running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated

The future

Running, running as fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated

Running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated

Cara mudah utk orang malas macam aku update blog....
Paste aje lyric lagu, kira update gak la kan? ;)
Eheheheh......

Salam.......


Cho Hakkai


Which Saiyuki Character are you?
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Salam....

Aku buat sewel ari nih.....
Ahahahah..... Apasal aku buat camtu, ek?
Ntahla, aku pun tak tau....

Neway, aku nak congrats my very the good fren of Mine, Icha coz he won the first prize for Campbell's Family Photo contest...
Siap menang First prize lagi tuh, 4 air tickets to Perth, Australia.....
Congsrat, ma fren....Bawakla aku sekali...Eheheheh, lepak kat airport pun jadila...

Salam...........

I'm confused......
What the hell am I suppose to do now?

Aku dah malas nak berfikir sebenarnya....
Bukan aku nak sesiakan pemberian Allah ni, tapi aku dah tak larat.....
Sesungguhnya tak larat.....

Padan muka aku!

Salam..........

Thanks alot Chah for this song..... Aku sayang kau... :)

You Belong To Me by Jason Wade

See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sun rise
From the tropic isle
Just remember darling
All the while
You belong to me

See the market place
In old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember
When a dream appears
You belong to me

And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me

Oh I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too

Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me

:)

Salam.......

Beratnya..........
Larat ke aku?

I just don't get it.....
If you doesn't want anybody to read it, then don't write at all!
What's with the c***r?
Wanna get attention? Then use foul language dear, u sure gonna get a whole lotta attention...
How annoying it is?
I wonder to whom u r sending the message.....
Whoever he/she is, he/she is so damn fucking stupid, falling 4 ur very lame game....
Stop writing!
Don't make me use foul language more, or I'M the one whom gonna get all the attention...
N u'll loose...... Straight to the drain dear.....
U r not THAT POPULAR....
Wanna know y people read ur writing?
Because they felt sorry for u, felt very sorry for your PATHETIC life....
And also ur LOVE? life?
There's no need for that dear....
Go get a REAL life, u desperately NEED ONE!

I need to come back to earth.....
This rage kick me out.....
Earth, pull me back....

Salam..........

I'm doing fine today....
Not to many task to be done.....
And i completed it today.....
Heheheh......

Apasal ek, aku malas sangat nak menulis lately nih....
Kemalasan berada di mana-mana.....
Weekend nih nak balik Skincan la.....
Dah lama tak balik......

Nak amik mood kat tepi pantai Parit 4....
Sapa nak ikut?

Salam

What's Your Color?

July 5th - July 14th = Orange

ORANGE

You are responsible for your own actions, and you
know how to treat people.
You always have goals to reach, and are
competitive. When it comes to
friendship, you find it hard to trust someone,
but once you find the right
friend, you trust them for ever.

Aku dapat info. ni dari Forum Mesra.net....

Salam...........

Aku sakit kepala ari nih.....
Uishhhhhhhhh....... Sakit sungguh!
Dah lama aku tak sakit kepala camnih......

Idea takde la babe, kepala wa sakit.....
Chiaow.....

Salam.....

Last nite was great.........
Thanks alot ma fren....
I owe u so much..... :)

Salam......

Semuanya takde mood ari nih.....
Abang Wan......Abang Wan......
Sabar ajelah..........

Salam.......

I'm confused.....
So very confused....-