Just because one stupid tiny little thing, you are mad at me...
Sulking for the past 3 days....
Owh, for crying out loud, GROW UP!
You are not 13, add up another 10 years to it...

Thank god i have this to entertain me...

BIG RED BUTTON

In this world there's real and make believe...
And you seems real to me...
Are you?

John Butler Trio - Zebra

I could be loud man I could be silent
I could be young man or I could be old
I could be a gentleman or I could be violent
I could turn hot man or I could be cold
I could be just like the calm before the storm boy waiting for all hell yeah to break loose
I could be innocent or I could be guilty
Doesn't mean that I won't believe in the news so I'm singing

I could be rich like a wondering gypsy
I could be poor like a fat wallet lost
I could be the first man or I could come last
It's not who breaks the ribbon boy it's how you get across
I could be red blue black or white sunset as dark as a day boy or bright as a night
I could be the sun boy or I could be the moon
I made it from the stars boy I'm shining so bright so I'm singing

I could be asleep or i could be awake
I could be alive and a be the walking dead
I could be ignorant or I could be informed
I could lead my life man or I could be lead
I could be anything I put my mind to boy all I gotta do is be myself i have a chance
I could bring love back into my life
And share it with the world if I got some balance

He's married la, Chah.....
Dah ada anak sorang dah pun....

It's going to be a one man show la after this...
Kat kredit tu, kuar nama sorang je...
Kata handle semua, except for camera....
Hahahahahahah......

(Macam mana aku nak pau air diorang ni?)

"Joe.... joe..."
"Eh, aku ingatkan joe tadi"
"Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........."

Somewhere only WE know.

Love Me Butch
Love You Zulhelme

:)

Subhanallah....
2 bulan hilang, masuk lokap rupanya...
Suspek kes curi motor...
Hmmm....
I dont know what to say...
I'm speechless....

After 2 months, tetiba je muncul....
Mimpi apa?
Planet marikh berlanggar ngan bumi?
Aku call, tak angkat....
Aku sms, tak reply....
Pastu tanya nape aku senyap...
Bodoh ke, apa?

Today is my last day in Holiday Inn, Kuching..
I can't believe I'm in Kuching...
Hehe...
Bought some souvenirs for me frens and also for me love...
Signing off, coz me flight will be at 8.45 p.m
Tata, KUCHING!

Aku baca balik PM kat forum lelama dulu...
Aku simpan semuanya...
Kenangan di hari tua...

Kiddo...

Bila akak baca balik PM tu, mak aih, sakit sungguh hati akak....
Tapi kan, kiddo kan, life's funny, kan?
The table can turn in the blink of an eye...
Hmmmm....
Life goes on for the both of us, kan?
Ada nanti, ada la...
No hopes, aight?

Kenapa nak jadikan aku scapegoat?
Kalau kau dah dapat kije kat tempat lain, kenapa mesti jadikan aku alasan ko untuk berhenti?
What did I do to you?
Aku rasa aku takde wat pape pun....
Jahat sangat ke aku ni?
Ko buat aku rasa tak besh the whole day hari ni....
Nasib baik aku ada sorang adik kesayangan dan sorang sahabat yang amat baik...
Yang boleh membuat aku senyum dan ketawa kembali...

BITCH!

Kuching, here I come....

Aku tak tau nak tulis apa sebenarnya....
Speechless...
Dah 2orang aku beritahu, yg aku dah bosan...
Masuk 3 orang, mau jadi betul nih...
Aduhai....

Kenapa tak cuba?
Susah sangat ke?
Kan dah sedar sendiri, padan muka....

Kiddo.....

I really appreciate everything that you have done for me.
Thank you so much.
Thank you, really.
But this will never works. We won't work. There's no us here. There will never be us here. It's not you, it's me myself.
We better remain this way, kiddo. I am happy and you are too. I just don't wanna get hurt by you again.
EVER!
We have our own life from now on.
I love you, and I know you love me too.
But we can't be together.
And we both can't answer the question, right?
We both don't know why we can't be together.
We just can't.
Simple as that.
I've been telling myself all this while (after Japs, actually) that you are just a lil' bro, nothing more, nothing less.
That's why I was so mad at myself when I get jealous over your "dinda's" sms.
So stupid of me.
But then, I grab myself back
I remind myself, who you are actually in my heart.
But I manage to be the first person you say the three magic word in person.
You said "I LOVE YOU", to my face.
I'm great, aren't I?
I told you, i'm great.
Hahaha...
I'm the first.
And i'm very honored.
Very much honored.
I still remember the look on your face when we first met.
You didn't expect me to be me, huh?
Kiddo, this is me.
This is who I am.
What you hear and read is what you get.
You think i'm gonna be cold as a rock after I saw you?
Man, how wrong you are.
I want you to see ME.
The real ME.
Not someone else.
And that is why I said to you, just be yourself.
You, not someone else!.
Whatever it is, I love you.
So much.
And you love me too, right?
Kan kiddo, kan?
Sayang akak, kan?
We will see each other again, kiddo.
Don't worry.
This is one thing that I promise you.
And, I still owe you a pillow, kan?
;)