When the table has turned, then only you know how hard it is to convince, kan?

He he he

i want it to be simple.

Okay?

SIMPLE

Baju nikah.

:)

sick and tired

Kalau kau berkawan pun on the surface, plastic, kawan kawan kau juga plastic

Berkawan kena ikhlas, bukan sebab untuk mengambil kesempatan

Maka, jangan cemburu jika ada orang lain yang punya kawan untuk masa senang dan susah.

Kau yang memilih untuk punya kawan semasa senang sahaja.

Salah kami yang tidak menolong saat kau susah?

Awak ada pernah rasa macam nak bunuh orang tak?

Saya rasa macam tu la hari ni.

Siapa yang saya nak bunuh ni, ye?

saya kembali.... ihiks....

semua rindu saya tak?

:P

Alamak.....

3 hari tak update.....

Dah gagal.....

Ihikss.....

Mahu menonton cerita ini......

Ini petang

Flirtatious tu memang nature dia la rasanya

So, tak payah la ambik serius dia cakap ape pun

And as long as layan dia macam kawan biasa, nothing will happen

Kalau dia perasan sendiri, tu nasib dia la

Ha ha ha

Nasib baik ingat nak update hari ni.

Nak pegi tengok Safe House.

Bye bye

I'm gonna write everyday, like i used to.

Sudah berubahkah anda?

Menjadi rajin?

HELL YEAH!

he he he

Comel sangat, kan?

I kind of hate you but at the same time pity you.

I dont even know which is real.

So now, you think im the one who needs help?

Niceeee..... :-)

Dalam hati kata, kenapalah dia tak macam tu

Selalu cemburu dengan apa yg orang ada

Nak macam tu

Cuba la bersyukur sikit

Hati, Nafsu, Otak - tolonglah synchronize sikit

Syukur, faham?

sebulan

Ahaks....

well, aku pernah lagi lama kot tak update

we have THE date already

and aku ingat perempuan je PMS

sebenarnya aku dah lama tau, tapi ini sangat depressing

sejam itu lama. 60 minit tanpa bicara.

takpe, practice makes perfect

and yes, aku akan perfectkan skill ini lagi

sampai takde rasa. baru padan muka.

The admin of this blog is on vacation. (I guess.)
Whatever. Happy new year in advance.
Hope the next year is better than this year.

~kernymi

please dont let my hormones talk.

you will hate me if you do.

What ghost?
I'm your nephew, demynangel.

tell me are you the ghost of jealousy?

"In response of below post"
Try to be more active and stop neglecting everything.

~kernymi

bila nak sampai 1000 post ni?

kalau update blog pun 2 3 bulan sekali

ha ha ha

He did what he promise me he'll do

I love you

:-)

Hello admin, is this blog already dead?

~kernymi

Bachelorette party la sangatttt......

NOT gonna happen..... :P

Is that suppose to be funny?

kena ke letak perbuatan yang kau buat sambil menulis?

kau rasa cool?

aku rasa kau poyo

benda tu buat orang hilang fokus baca apa yang kau tulis

sangat poyo n benci aku rasa kalau baca blog then ada somting like this fucking bastard - *big grin* then sambung another paragraph

Vertical Horizon - You're A God

She, is a stranger

You and I have history or don't you remember?

Nak gak cuti esok.......

Agak2, kalau aku ponteng, nampak sangat tak, eh?

he he he he.......

Ui.....

Mimpi malam tadi adalah sangat ngeri......

Petang jumaat dan pagi sabtu = bahagia.

Bila dia sentuh kepala aku, dengan senyuman hanya untuk aku, pandangan matanya hanya untuk aku, walau KLIA runtuh sekalipun, aku bahagia.

Bila waktunya hanya untuk aku, segala dirinya hanya untuk aku, aku bahagia.

Cepatlah hari rabu, aku rindu dia......

Haha

Show hari rabu ni ada kul 11.30 je.

Premier ke?

Aku benci la phone directory yang baru ni. Number extension tak cukup, nama orang takde dalam directory. Bangang je. Aku lagi suka directory yg lama. Lagi senang hidup aku.

Cruel. I know. Leave me alone.

Manic depression.

Bipolar.

Penat

pagi2 dah buat aku hilang mood. dah buat aku mencarut. kenapa selfish sangat? kenapa sebab kau, orang lain pun kena susah. kenapa orang macam ni kena hidup?

we girls, we dont rank or rate...... we just love...

and here I thought we are the complicated beings, now you have proven that we are not, you all are the ones who is complicated.....

nak carik baru laaaa.......

So what if i hate my boss?

Eh, kenapa sekarang macam rajin nak update blog?

Sebab boleh update kat opis?

Tapi macam tak relevan je.

And this, is my tree of life.....

The more you talk, the more lies you have to tell. Stop talking or else, you cant get out from the hole you dig yourself.

Aku tak pernah ada niat nak sambung balik. Dan aku tak nak pun. Jangan salah anggap. I just do not want enemies in life. Tu je. Doesnt mean that aku baik ngan kau, aku nak kau balik. Sekali cakap, sudah la. Tak payah aku nak ulang2, k?

kalau dah ada 3 4 orang yg tak tahan nak dekat dengan engkau, masih lagi salah mereka?

Pernah fikir mungkin kau yg punca orang tak nak dekat?

Pernah?

Giler ujub engkau ni. Pening kepala aku. Pastu nak kutuk2 diorang tak nak dekat dengan kau.

Ak elleeeeeeeeeeeeeee......... Ape ke benak sangat ko ni?

ha ha ha

Genting - 5/6/2011

Singgah sebentar. Membuat penat.

cant stop u from googling my name
but i can stop you from reading my blog.
ha ha haaaaa......

image taken from : http://www.flickr.com/photos/frisbeegirl/138937406/

jika kau yg ku cari....
mengapa ada rindu dihati....

kalau bukan berkasih ngan mu...
mengapa pula kita bertemu :))

1. The smile that uplifts…
The feeling that flows thru…
The touch of ur presence..
The very reason im here…
How can I not appreciate …

2. as u see beauty in my presence,,,
as u listen to words of my heart..
as u sense it ur eyes,,,
as it glide thru yr veins,,,
how can u ever deny...
my very existence....

3. It is a story i will tell..
a story worth telling
many times...

a story of u and me,,
a story of emotion...
a story of our poetic verses..

how our words bonded us...
make us be one...
its the story, our story...

I cried. Selepas ayah Adam, you are the first man yang buat i menangis. I thought my heart is dead. Rupanya belum lagi. i love you.

"you pernah kena dump tak?" "tak pernah lagi, y?" "well, there's always a first for everything." "y? u dumping me? u know, even if u dump me pun, i'll always come back, so, there's no point doing it"

B,
thank you so much for everything. the laugh, the fun, the talk. and most importantly, the LOVE. and im sorry for hurting you, for making you feel not special anymore. when u said have a happy life, when im stepping out from the train, i thought you are kidding. well, obviously now, you are not.

if i knew, i'll hug u longer n wont let go. ha ha.. selfish giler, kan?

OMG. Just listen to the opening of the film soundtrack! Need i say more?

If you wanna get into my pants, just say it. You don't have to pretend and tell me that you love me. Heck, u can't even answer when i asked if you are sure it's love and not lust. Boys!

mana ada orang suka kena ignore, kan? kalau kau dah tak nak aku contact kau, bagitau. senang. kau takkan buat aku rasa cam terhegeh hegeh. padahal aku tak pun. memang la aku kisah, kalau kau ignore, tapi kalau kau bagitau jangan contact, swear to god, aku takkan contact dah. please la weh, life is simple, jangan la complicatekan benda simple. hidup sekali je, kan? syurga nanti dah eternity, that doesnt count as life.

Kebas.
Numb.

it ended.
finally

Dah habis the allocated 5GB?
Camne nak tengok redtube camni?
Wahahahahahahahahahahahahah....

Takpe, esok reset balik, kan CELCOM kan?

remembrance

suke tak tengok Fergie pakai very short plaid n buat upskirt?

ha ha ha

ada lagi 9.

konon2 benchmark ye?
well, 900 is an achievement, dont you think so?

Giler babi rasa nak marah ni...
Tapi aku nak marah ape n pada siapa?
Marah kat babi je la, boleh?

Hahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahah

Saya sukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....................

Miss me, eh?
Padan muka....

You dont have the privilege to play hard to get with me.
I'm the only one yang boleh, okay?

13 to go. tapi malasnya ya amat. kadang kadang lupa. apa cer?

tak boleh embedding? takpela. tak kisah pun. :-)

Sakit giler la, bangsat!

Abandoned

Kenapa aku rasa kau macam menipu aku, eh?

Rindu

Do you see me cooking for you?

After this, 20 more to go.

Yeay!

Dig.
All you want.

Dig more.
Satisfy yourself.

sikit-sikit, salah aku
sikit-sikit, salah aku.

Kau sempurna sangat ke?

Baby,

Thank you so much for everything.
You define what love making is for me.
I had so much love. And fun.

I love you. Completely.

Listen, past will remain past. I DO NOT HAVE feeling towards you anymore. None. Stop asking, because you will hear the same answer u heard 2 years back. I'ts not going to change. Be it my feelings or my answer. Face it. And face it like a man. Please.

U keep on waiting for me because i'm your first love? BULLSHIT! Didn't i tell you before, i wont fall for this kind of shitty talk? What makes u think that i've changed? Is it because i treat u nicely just now? Owh for fuck's sake, im just trying to be civil. That's all. And that's that. End of story. Fullstop.

"Malas nak ganggu awak je..saya kan kalau boleh setiap masa nak dengar suara awak.. ye la selagi awak boleh dengar suara saya, kalau takleh, mesti awak miss giler kat saya, kan?"

Sayang, kalau saya tau nak jadi macam ni, saya takkan layan mengantuk saya malam tu....

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! SO MUCH!

Sayang

I love you so much.
So much!

You know who you are, Syaifful Anwar Salam....
Ihiksss.....

Sayang
Saya sayang awak. Sangat.
Jangan hilang.
EVER!

Kenangan.

Travie, would u like to be my boyfriend?
He he he

I want my old Syaifful back.
Do u think it'll happen?

Aku mimpi dalam mimpi subuh tadi.
Aku mimpi aku cerita pada dia mimpi aku 2 hari lepas.
Thats how much i miss him
Thats also how much aku nak baca buku itu.

:-(

4 biji kurma
bihun sup tawar
a mug of apple juice
a mug of air kosong


i missed buka puasa with MY family.....
huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Alhamdulillah

12 July 2010

Maybe it is a curse. But whatever it is, im loving it. Hehehehehehe.....

Twisted Ankle

Twisted ankle.

Allah bayar cash for my mischief yesterday....

Ampunkan hambaMu ini, Ya Allah.....

The much hyped GCB is NOT that great. To my tastebud la. Tak tau la orang lain. maybe sebab aku memang kurang gemar burger ayam kot. Should stick to quarter pounder or big mac la. I love beef patties.... hehehehehe

Kenangan kat bilik section 2, Shah Alam

Tak update blog coz dah tak feel eager macam muda2 dulu la....

Age is catching up...

hahahahaha

sungguh gampang statement itu.......

Nak tengok Freddy Krueger....
Nape takde yg nak temankan aku?

VIETNAM!!!

Enough said.....
I'm so happy n bersyukur giler ngan hidup aku sekarang....
Alhamdulillah.....

:)

WHAT?



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Kalau kau fikir dengan cara konon konon kau salah sms tu aku nak layan, you are dead wrong! Plastic tu dah lama berkubur, okay? Tak kuasa aku nak bazirkan kredit aku untuk orang yg sangat tak significant dalam hidup aku macam kau. Kau ingat, aku macam typicals yang lain? Salah sungguh telahan anda. Pastu, dah aku tak layan, termalu sendiri, boleh lak hantar sms kat aku, cakap sorry yang kau tersalah sms. Ape ko ingat aku baru semalam guna mobile phone ke, apa? Mengong sungguh la.


Envious. Suka compete antara satu sama lain. Kalau compete untuk benda baik, contohnya sape belajar lagi super, aku tak kisah, ni nak compete benda remeh. Pasal sape tengok movie dulu pun nak compete, tu aku takleh nak terima. Bapakla bangang aku rasa. Pastu cakap belakang. Depan punyala manis mulut, sampai 1 colony semut boleh hidup kat bibir, belakang, penuh ngan segala macam benda tajam, kan? Pelik betul la aku. Kenapa? Human nature ke? Tapi kan ke kau boleh curb perasaan tu? Kalau ye pun kau hasad dengki sangat, simpan sendiri sudah. Jangan tunjuk kat aku. Konon kawan baik, but a minute she left you, terus keluar segala macam jenis pisau untuk kau tikam belakang dia. Syukur kau bukan dalam BFF list aku. :D

Ketumbit

Dah 6 bulan.
Alhamdulillah

Dah 6 bulan.
Alhamdulillah

Langsung senyap, kan? Sebab aku bagitau ape yang aku rasa. Kata nak aku jujur, jujur la tu. Jujur aku, kalau kau menyimpang, memang kau akan rasa sakit hati yang amat sangat. But remember, YOU wished for it. Aku tak nak menghampakan orang, sebab I do believe in karma. Sebab memang ada pembalasan, kan? If not here, kat sana nanti. Itu memang pasti. What goes around, comes around, yang pipih datang melayang, yang bulat datang bergolek. Nak lagi? Cari sendiri.

Taking advantages. Tapi aku tak salahkan kau, sebab kalau aku jadi kau pun, aku akan ambik kesempatan jugak. Sape tak nak, benda sedap, and dia willing je, kan? Kau ayat 2, 3 patah perkataan, panggil sayang 2, 3 kali, boleh dapat. Senang sangat. And dia, aku no comment. Sebab aku rasa aku takde hak nak judge dia. Cuma engkau je yang buat aku terkilan sangat. Susah sangat ke nak loyal. Kau kata kau sayang dia, and kau nak spend the rest of your life dengan dia, tapi kau hurt dia. Sayang ke tu namanya? And kau hurt dia dengan tidur dengan perempuan lain pulak tu. Dia mengamuk and mintak putus, kau marah dia balik. Bodoh piang tahap dewa langit ke-18 betul la kau ni. Cuba kalau dia tidur ngan lelaki lain, confirm kau tak sudi nak tengok muka dia lagi, kan? Dan kau boleh bagi alasan, kau lelaki, takpe. Ape? Lelaki tak masuk neraka ke?

Korang dua dua kawan aku, tapi kau kena ingat, aku perempuan, and eventho’ aku kawan ngan kau dulu, and even ko tak pernah nampak, tapi sisterhood tu sentiasa ada babe. And kau tak kesian ke kat kawan kita yang matchmake kan korang, bila korang jadi macam ni? Sekarang, nak hang out sesama pun dah takde rasa, kan?

To the both of you, in case you read this, this is how I feel. This is what I want to say, but then, kalau aku cakap pun, it wont mean a thing pun, kan?

Confirm, copy paste. Hahahahaha..... Tah kat mana agaknya dia jumpa, then claim tulis sendiri, idea sendiri. My ass! Kalau bangang, buat cara bangang. Jangan poyo. Kan dah kantoi sendiri. Ntah faham tah tidak ape yang dia paste tu agaknya.

reading...... reading.......

YOU LOST!


Hahahahahahaha...... Padan muka!

Ha? Ape? Fire Drill?
Muahahahahahahaha……..
Kata “super”model kan? Nampak camera, kena la pose! He he he

Tadi, aku baca archive aku. Mak aih….. Giler lama dah aku tak menulis panjang2 macam zaman memula berblog dulu. Dan lagi satu, giler poyo aku rasa ayat2 aku dulu. Rasa macam, pesal poyo sangat aku, tulis2 macam ni, nih? Muahahahahaha….. Inilah yg dinamakan mengutuk diri sendiri. Ye la, selama ni duk puji diri sendiri je, kan? Sesekali kena gak kutuk, baru la tersedar. Hua hua hua….

Bila aku baca balik ape yg aku tulis kat para atas tu pun, aku baca balik, terasa gak macam ada bahang poyo di situ. Ha ha ha…

Semalam aku tengok PHOBIA 2, layan giler ah cerita tu, especially the last shorties. Demmmmm…… Best giler laaaaa….. Dalam duk ketawa2 pun, still boleh buat jantung aku skip a beat bila sampai part terkejut. Serius best.

Kau ingat aku tak tahu?