Langsung senyap, kan? Sebab aku bagitau ape yang aku rasa. Kata nak aku jujur, jujur la tu. Jujur aku, kalau kau menyimpang, memang kau akan rasa sakit hati yang amat sangat. But remember, YOU wished for it. Aku tak nak menghampakan orang, sebab I do believe in karma. Sebab memang ada pembalasan, kan? If not here, kat sana nanti. Itu memang pasti. What goes around, comes around, yang pipih datang melayang, yang bulat datang bergolek. Nak lagi? Cari sendiri.

Taking advantages. Tapi aku tak salahkan kau, sebab kalau aku jadi kau pun, aku akan ambik kesempatan jugak. Sape tak nak, benda sedap, and dia willing je, kan? Kau ayat 2, 3 patah perkataan, panggil sayang 2, 3 kali, boleh dapat. Senang sangat. And dia, aku no comment. Sebab aku rasa aku takde hak nak judge dia. Cuma engkau je yang buat aku terkilan sangat. Susah sangat ke nak loyal. Kau kata kau sayang dia, and kau nak spend the rest of your life dengan dia, tapi kau hurt dia. Sayang ke tu namanya? And kau hurt dia dengan tidur dengan perempuan lain pulak tu. Dia mengamuk and mintak putus, kau marah dia balik. Bodoh piang tahap dewa langit ke-18 betul la kau ni. Cuba kalau dia tidur ngan lelaki lain, confirm kau tak sudi nak tengok muka dia lagi, kan? Dan kau boleh bagi alasan, kau lelaki, takpe. Ape? Lelaki tak masuk neraka ke?

Korang dua dua kawan aku, tapi kau kena ingat, aku perempuan, and eventho’ aku kawan ngan kau dulu, and even ko tak pernah nampak, tapi sisterhood tu sentiasa ada babe. And kau tak kesian ke kat kawan kita yang matchmake kan korang, bila korang jadi macam ni? Sekarang, nak hang out sesama pun dah takde rasa, kan?

To the both of you, in case you read this, this is how I feel. This is what I want to say, but then, kalau aku cakap pun, it wont mean a thing pun, kan?

Confirm, copy paste. Hahahahaha..... Tah kat mana agaknya dia jumpa, then claim tulis sendiri, idea sendiri. My ass! Kalau bangang, buat cara bangang. Jangan poyo. Kan dah kantoi sendiri. Ntah faham tah tidak ape yang dia paste tu agaknya.

reading...... reading.......

YOU LOST!


Hahahahahahaha...... Padan muka!

Ha? Ape? Fire Drill?
Muahahahahahahaha……..
Kata “super”model kan? Nampak camera, kena la pose! He he he

Tadi, aku baca archive aku. Mak aih….. Giler lama dah aku tak menulis panjang2 macam zaman memula berblog dulu. Dan lagi satu, giler poyo aku rasa ayat2 aku dulu. Rasa macam, pesal poyo sangat aku, tulis2 macam ni, nih? Muahahahahaha….. Inilah yg dinamakan mengutuk diri sendiri. Ye la, selama ni duk puji diri sendiri je, kan? Sesekali kena gak kutuk, baru la tersedar. Hua hua hua….

Bila aku baca balik ape yg aku tulis kat para atas tu pun, aku baca balik, terasa gak macam ada bahang poyo di situ. Ha ha ha…

Semalam aku tengok PHOBIA 2, layan giler ah cerita tu, especially the last shorties. Demmmmm…… Best giler laaaaa….. Dalam duk ketawa2 pun, still boleh buat jantung aku skip a beat bila sampai part terkejut. Serius best.

Kau ingat aku tak tahu?

UNWRITTEN

Last wednesday was the last straw.... Dah cukup sabar aku selama ni.... No more. NO MORE.


CRAWLING IN MY SKIN, THIS WOUND THEY WILL NOT HEAL

CLASSIC

Euphoria

So, that's how it is eh? Okay, if you say so.

Bila aku tak gemar someone, I tend to be annoying towards him or her. I mean, very annoying. It’s not a test, to see whether you are patience with me or not, I am like this. So, bila kau rasa cara aku YM, SMS ataupun bercakap mcam nak tak nak, or aku reply dengan ayat yg menyakitkan hati, stop. Because you should know by now yang aku tak suka kau. You don’t expect me to tell you straight that I don’t like you, get out of my life now, do you? Aku pun tak diajar untuk kurang ajar macam tu. Dan aku dah malas nak buat-buat suka kat orang yang aku tak suka sebab simpati. Malas.


Mengaku je la that u r married, ape susah sangat? We are not born yesterday la weh, we knew. Saje je layan perasan ko yg konon2 belum kawen tu. Ingat aku ngan kawan aku ni bangang sangat ke?

LANGKAWI WAS A BLAST!

Dan saya dengan ini merasmikan.

Kenapa aku rajin nak layan? Sebab kesian kot. Takde org lain nak layan dia. Even org yg dia duk jaja kata besfren tu pernah confess kat aku and kawan baik aku yang dia pun meluat ngan perangai ko. Perasan semua org nak kat ko. Taste kemain lagi. Hahahaha.... Nak je aku suruh cermin diri sendiri. Tapi aku ni berakal lagi. Sebab kalau aku layan kau punya idiocy, aku pun serupa. Idiot.

Sungguh pathetic aku rasa raya aku tahun ni. Tapi raya tahun lepas lagi worse. At least tahun ni aku dapat terima beraya kat kajang. Sikit je la. And aku pakai baju kurung on the first day of raya. And doa aku makbul, dapat gak aku mandi sunat raya tahun ni.

Aku dah plan nak balik kampung khamis n jumaat. Kenapa jadi pulak trainingnyaaaa..... Aku nak makan halwa maskat. Aku nak makan halwa maskat. Aku nak makan halwa maskat.

Nampaknya esok la aku balik kampung camni. Balik hari. Giler ah.

Selamat Hari Raya

Nak cari buku ni kat kedai Uncle dulu la. Kalau takde, baru beli kat Kino or MPH. Tak sabar. Tak sabar.

Trigger happy
Trigger happy

Got an AK47 well you know it makes me feel alright
Got an Uzi by my pillow, helps me sleep a little better at night
There's no feeling any greater
Than to shoot first and ask questions later
Now I'm trigger happy,(wooooooo) trigger happy every day

Well, you can't take my guns away, I got a constitutional right
Yeah, I gotta be ready if the Commies attack us tonight
Ba Ba Ba
I'll blow their brains out with my Smith and Wesson
That ought to teach them all a darn good lesson
Now I'm trigger happy,(wooooooo) trigger happy every day

(Oh yeah, I'm)trigger, trigger happy
Yes I'm trigger, trigger happy
(Oh baby, I'm)trigger, trigger happy
Yes I'm trigger, trigger happy
(Oh I'm so)trigger, trigger happy
Yes I'm trigger, trigger happy
Better watch out, punk, or I'm gonna have to blow you away

Oh, I accidently shot daddy last night in the den (Shot daddy in the den)
I mistook him in the dark for a drug-crazed Nazi again
(drug-crazed Nazi again)
Now why'd you have to get so mad?
It was just a lousy flesh wound, Dad
You know, I'm trigger happy,(woooooooo) trigger happy every day

Oh, I still haven't figured out the safety on my rifle yet
Little Fluffy took a round, better take him to the vet
I filled that kitty cat so full of lead
We'll have to use him for a pencil instead
Well, I'm trigger happy, trigger happy every day

(Oh yeah, I'm)trigger, trigger happy
Yes I'm trigger, trigger happy
(Oh baby, I'm)trigger, trigger happy
Yes I'm trigger, trigger happy
(Oh I'm so)trigger, trigger happy
Yes I'm trigger, trigger happy
Better watch out, punk, or I'm gonna have to blow you away

Come on and grab your ammo
What have you got to lose?
We'll get all liquored up
And shoot at anything that moves

Got a brand new semi-automatic weapon with a laser sight
(shoot to kill now shoot to kill)
Oh, I'm prayin' somebody tries to break in here tonight
(shoot to kill now shoot to kill)
I always keep a Magnum in my trunk
You better ask yourself, do you feel lucky, punk?
Because I'm trigger happy, trigger happy every day

(Oh yeah, I'm)trigger, trigger happy
Yes I'm trigger, trigger happy
(Oh baby, I'm)trigger, trigger happy
Yes I'm trigger, trigger happy
(Oh I'm so)trigger, trigger happy
Yes I'm trigger, trigger happy
Better watch out, punk, or I'm gonna have to blow you away
Better watch out, punk, or I'm gonna have to blow you away
Better watch out, punk, or I'm gonna have to blow you away
Better watch out, punk, or I'm gonna have to blow you away

Cacaw! Cacaw! Rawr!

Padan muka. Kan tu sakit hati. Sape suruh buat aku sakit hati dulu. Wahahahahahaha….
Revenge IS sweet!

District 9 was a blast! Tak percaya, pergi tengok sendiri

Not answering a call tak sama dengan rejecting a call ye? Sila pastikan anda tidak dianggap bodoh dengan kesalahan di atas. Dan sila pastikan juga you don’t simply put words in my mouth, especially things that will hurt you in the end. Stupid!

Dr Feelgood – Stupidity

(as sung by the current dr feelgood line-up, october 1998)

'a' chord on guitar
4 bars drums
1st verse: vocals, guitar, drums only. no bass.

All around the world
Every boy and girl
Come along with me
That's - a stupidity

All around the world
Every boy and girl
Take a lesson from me
That's - a stupidity

- guitar solo - 8 bars -

Papa says I look so crazy (lee sang 'silly')
Mama says I look a fool
I don't mind their criticism
They do that every day in school

So come along with me
See how much fun it can be
Watch it on tv
That's - a stupidity

- guitar solo - 8 bars -

So come along with me
See how much fun it can be
Watch it on tv
That's - a stupidity

So come along with me
See how much fun it can be
Watch it on tv
That's - a stupidity

All around the world
Every boy and girl
Come along with me
That's - a stupidity

Kau ingat, kau buat macam tu aku nak kesian? Lagi meluat ada la. Ape kau takde kerja lain ke selain dari cari simpati orang? Kau nak ke orang ada dengan kau sebab simpati semata-mata tanpa ada sebab lain? Get a grip on your life la wey, kau tak penat ke? Aku yang tengok ni yang penat dan rimas. Kalau orang dah kata tak boleh and tak nak kat kau tu, terima je la, ape susah sangat? Tak boleh terima rejection? Kalau hidup dalam dunia sendiri, memang la macam tu. Nasib la, kan?

On a lighter note, let’s sing this song together, okay?

Sing For The Moment – EMINEM

[Verse #1]
These ideas are nightmares for white parents
Whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings
Like whatever they say has no bearing
Its so scary in a house that allows no swearing
To see him walking around with his headphones blaring
Alone in his own zone, cold and he dont care
He's a problem child, what bothers him all comes out
When he talks about his fuckin' dad walkin out
Cos he hates him so bad that he blocks him out
But if he ever saw him again, he'd prolly knock him out
His thoughts are whacked, he's mad so he's talkin' back
Talkin black, brainwashed from rock and rap
He sags his pants, 2 rags and a stocking cap
His step-father hit him so he socked him back
And broke his nose, this house is a broken home
There's no control, he just lets his emotions go
Come on...

[Chorus:]
Sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
Sing with me,just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away

[Verse #2]
Entertainment is danger, intertwine it with gansters
In the land of the killers, a sinner's mind is a sanctum
Only you're unholy, only have one homey
Only this gun, lonely, cuz don't anyone know me
But everybody just feels like they can relate
I guess words are a motherfucker, they can be great
Or they can be great, or even worse, they can teach hate
Its like kids hang on every single statement we make
Like they worship us, plus all the stores ship us platinum
Now how the fuck did this metamorphasis happen?
From standin' on corners and porches just rappin'
To havin' a fortune, no more kissin' ass
But then these critics crucify you, journalists try to burn you
Fans turn on you, attorney's all gonna turn it to
To get their hands on every dime you have
They want you to lose your mind every time you mad
So they can try to make you out to look like a loose canon
You need to spew, dont hesitate to produce air-guns
Thats why these prosecutors wanna convict me
Swiftly just to get me offa these streets quickly
But all their kids been listen'n to me religiously
So i'm signing cds while police fingerprint me
They're for the judges daughter, but his grudge is against me
If i'm such a fuckin' menace, this shit doesnt make sense, Pete
It's all political, if my music is literal and i'm a criminal,
How the fuck can i raise a little girl?
I couldn't. i wouldn't be fit to
You're full of shit too, Guerrera, that was a fist that hit you!

[Chorus]

[Verse #3]
They say music can alter moods and talk to you
But can it load a gun for you and cock it too?
Well if it can, then the next time you assault a dude
Just tell the judge it was my fault, and i'll get sued
See what these kids do, is hear about us toting pistols
And they want to get one, cos they think the shit's cool
Not knowin' we're really just protectin' ourselves
We're entertainers, of course this shit's affecting our sales
You ignoramus. but music is reflection of self
We just explain it, and then we get our cheques in the mail
It's fucked up ain't it, how we can come from practically nothin'
To bein' able to have any fuckin' thing that we wanted
It's why we sing for these kids that don't have a thing
Except for a dream and a fucking rap magazine
Who post pinup pictures on their walls all day long
Idolise their favourite rappers and know all they songs
Or for anyone who's ever been through shit in they lives
So they sit and they cry at night, wishing they die
Till they throw on a rap record, and they sit and they vibe
We're nothing to you, but we're the fuckin' shit in their eyes
That's why we sieze the moment, and try to freeze it and own it
Squeeze it and hold it, 'cos we consider these minutes golden
And maybe they'll admit it when we're gone
Just let our spirits live on, through out lyrics that you hear in our songs
And we can

Kau ingat, kau buat macam tu aku nak kesian? Lagi meluat ada la. Ape kau takde kerja lain ke selain dari cari simpati orang? Kau nak ke orang ada dengan kau sebab simpati semata-mata tanpa ada sebab lain? Get a grip on your life la wey, kau tak penat ke? Aku yang tengok ni yang penat dan rimas. Kalau orang dah kata tak boleh and tak nak kat kau tu, terima je la, ape susah sangat? Tak boleh terima rejection? Kalau hidup dalam dunia sendiri, memang la macam tu. Nasib la, kan?

On a lighter note, let’s sing this song together, okay?

Sing For The Moment – EMINEM

[Verse #1]
These ideas are nightmares for white parents
Whose worst fear is a child with dyed hair and who likes earrings
Like whatever they say has no bearing
Its so scary in a house that allows no swearing
To see him walking around with his headphones blaring
Alone in his own zone, cold and he dont care
He's a problem child, what bothers him all comes out
When he talks about his fuckin' dad walkin out
Cos he hates him so bad that he blocks him out
But if he ever saw him again, he'd prolly knock him out
His thoughts are whacked, he's mad so he's talkin' back
Talkin black, brainwashed from rock and rap
He sags his pants, 2 rags and a stocking cap
His step-father hit him so he socked him back
And broke his nose, this house is a broken home
There's no control, he just lets his emotions go
Come on...

[Chorus:]
Sing with me, sing for the year
Sing for the laughter, sing for the tear
Sing with me,just for today
Maybe tomorrow, the good Lord will take you away

[Verse #2]
Entertainment is danger, intertwine it with gansters
In the land of the killers, a sinner's mind is a sanctum
Only you're unholy, only have one homey
Only this gun, lonely, cuz don't anyone know me
But everybody just feels like they can relate
I guess words are a motherfucker, they can be great
Or they can be great, or even worse, they can teach hate
Its like kids hang on every single statement we make
Like they worship us, plus all the stores ship us platinum
Now how the fuck did this metamorphasis happen?
From standin' on corners and porches just rappin'
To havin' a fortune, no more kissin' ass
But then these critics crucify you, journalists try to burn you
Fans turn on you, attorney's all gonna turn it to
To get their hands on every dime you have
They want you to lose your mind every time you mad
So they can try to make you out to look like a loose canon
You need to spew, dont hesitate to produce air-guns
Thats why these prosecutors wanna convict me
Swiftly just to get me offa these streets quickly
But all their kids been listen'n to me religiously
So i'm signing cds while police fingerprint me
They're for the judges daughter, but his grudge is against me
If i'm such a fuckin' menace, this shit doesnt make sense, Pete
It's all political, if my music is literal and i'm a criminal,
How the fuck can i raise a little girl?
I couldn't. i wouldn't be fit to
You're full of shit too, Guerrera, that was a fist that hit you!

[Chorus]

[Verse #3]
They say music can alter moods and talk to you
But can it load a gun for you and cock it too?
Well if it can, then the next time you assault a dude
Just tell the judge it was my fault, and i'll get sued
See what these kids do, is hear about us toting pistols
And they want to get one, cos they think the shit's cool
Not knowin' we're really just protectin' ourselves
We're entertainers, of course this shit's affecting our sales
You ignoramus. but music is reflection of self
We just explain it, and then we get our cheques in the mail
It's fucked up ain't it, how we can come from practically nothin'
To bein' able to have any fuckin' thing that we wanted
It's why we sing for these kids that don't have a thing
Except for a dream and a fucking rap magazine
Who post pinup pictures on their walls all day long
Idolise their favourite rappers and know all they songs
Or for anyone who's ever been through shit in they lives
So they sit and they cry at night, wishing they die
Till they throw on a rap record, and they sit and they vibe
We're nothing to you, but we're the fuckin' shit in their eyes
That's why we sieze the moment, and try to freeze it and own it
Squeeze it and hold it, 'cos we consider these minutes golden
And maybe they'll admit it when we're gone
Just let our spirits live on, through out lyrics that you hear in our songs
And we can

I did it. Yeay! Yes, memang la rasa guilty, tapi dari lagi lama aku hypocrite and menipu, baik settlekan je. Kan? Kan? Kan?

Ok, tadi my first mistake. Damn la. Macam mana aku boleh lupa nak buat copy? Mengong betul la. Nasib baik dia ok je, tapi aku rasa dia sedikit marah jugak la, sebab dia jenis yg perfectionist and jaga reputation. I’m so sorry Mr. Wong, I lupa betul nak buat copy tadi. Maybe sebab dalam my mind, fikir I have to send this report as soon as possible to PGB. I’m sorry.

Do I look like I care?


Kenapa semua org tanya camana kerja ngan boss2 aku ni? What is it with them, my boss I mean? Teruk sangat ke diorang ni? Ok je aku tengok, and I feel ok too, coz I’m the one who worked with them. I still haven’t encountered any problem. Yet. But seriously, to me, they are ok. So please, stop asking me bout that. If you want to start a conversation with me, find another topic. Coz u r making my boss looks bad in my book. And this is not good. And not cool. Sooooo not cool.

I have to do it. Can’t hold it back any longer. I’ve been telling myself all this while that I could do it, I can manage, just give it some time. Turned out that I can’t, no matter how I try. Guess I don’t tried hard enough, eh?

I’m sorry.

Pukul 11 kau aku bangun hari ni.
Muahahahahahahahahah......

Semenjak keje ni, aku tak nampak pun muka dia. Then tadi aku nampak muka dia dengan jelas. Sangat jelas. Ehehehehehe.... I missed you. Very much.

Benda simple macam tu pun kau tak tau? Kesian. Lain kali, mak bapak hantar gi sekolah untuk belajar, belajar bebetul, jangan nak memain, nak bercinta. Ha, inilah jadinya. Satgi aku cakap bodoh, marah pulak, tapi dah memang bodoh, takkan aku nak cakap pandai lak kan? Pastu dah salah, tak nak ngaku lak. Saje je nak cari pasal ngan aku la tu.

New Radicals - You Get What You Give

Wake up kids
we got the dreamers disease
Age 14 they got you down on your knees
Souls polite, we're busy still saying please
Friendnemies, who, when you're down ain't your friend
Every night we smash their Mercedes-Benz
First we run; and then we laugh till we cry
But when the night is falling
and you cannot find the light, light
You feel your dreams are dying
Hold tight

Chorus:
---------
You've got the music in you
Don't let go
You've got the music in you
One dance left
This world is gonna pull through
Don't give up
You've got a reason to live
Can't forget
We only get what we give
---------

I'm coming home baby
You're tops, Give it to me now

Four a.m. we ran a miracle mile
we're flat broke but hey we do it in style
The bad rich
God's flying in for your trial
But when the night is falling
You cannot find a friend, friend
You feel your tree is breaking
Just bend

(chorus)

This whole damn world can fall apart
It'll be ok, follow your heart
You're in harms way I'm right behind
Now say you're mine

(chorus)

Don't let go
I feel the music in you,you,you YOU!
Fly ....... high .......!
What's real ....... can't die .......!
You only get what you give
Gonna get what you give
Don't give up
Just don't be afraid to live .......!

Health insurance rip off lying
FDA big bankers buying
Fake computer crashes dining
Cloning while they're multiplying
Fashion shoots with Beck and Hanson
Courtney Love, and Marilyn Manson
You're all fakes
Run to your mansions
Come around, we'll kick your ass in!

Don't let go
One dance left
Don't give up
Can't forget

Though they are a one hit wonder, but this song is stuck in my head. Forever and ever, babe

11 hari aku tak update blog. DAMN! Ni semua tempat keje aku punya pasal la ni. Blocked blogger lak. Bapak kedekut. Tau la aku baru start keje. Anyway, this song ROCKS! If u know what i mean. Heheh




Pixie Lott – Mama Do Song Words

Every night I go
Every night I go
Sneaking out the door
I lie a little more
Baby, I’m helpless

There’s something ‘bout the night
And the way it hides all the things I like
Little black butterflies
Deep inside me

What would my mama do (Oh Oh)
If she knew ‘bout me and you? (Oh Oh)
What would my daddy say (Oh Oh)
If he saw me hurt this way? (Oh Oh)

Why should I feel ashamed?
Feeling guilty at the mention of your name
Here we are again
It’s nearly perfect

What would my mama do (Oh Oh)
If she knew ‘bout me and you? (Oh Oh)
What would my daddy say (Oh Oh)
If he saw me hurt this way? (Oh Oh)

What would my mama do?
What would my daddy say?

All the things a girl should know
Are the things she can’t control
All the things a girl should know
She can’t control

Oh, what would my mama do (Oh Oh)
If she knew ‘bout me and you? (Oh Oh)
What would my daddy say (Oh Oh)
If he saw me hurt this way? (Oh Oh)

Susah sangat ke nak bayar hutang? Masa mintak kemain manis lagi mulut ko, kan?

Is it that hard? It's not, isn't it?

Nape takde keje? Saje nak suruh aku tido ke?

Not as busy as i think it would be. Tapi aku lapar, n aku cuma ada pass pelawat. How? Takkan aku nak register lagi sekali nanti lepas lunch hour? Pening ah macam ni.




Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to you. Happy birthday to Mama. Happy birthday to you. YEAY!

Alhamdulillah.
Officially tomorrow. YEAY!
Dah dapat offer letter pun.
YEAY!

Esok. YEAY!

Balik kampung. YEAY!

Even ada org lain duk umah aku pun, but still, BALIK KAMPUNG! YEAY!

Sikit2 ada org mati. Sikit2 ada orang mati. This is not the way to gain my sympathy la bongok! Bongok betul la ko ni. Ingat kalau kau cerita ada org mati, aku nak kesian la? Nak datang nangis2 kat ko la? Giler babi bodohnya otak ko ni. Sekali ko tipu aku ngan cara camni, ko ingat aku nak percaya la? Bangang sangatla aku if i trip on the same banana peel again. Please la wey, grow up la. Okay? Aku dahla penat ni. Ko lagi nak buat aku hangin. Babi betul la kau ni.

Berenti buat aku serabut, boleh?

And i can't wait for first of July. YEAY!

Berenti buat aku serabut, boleh?

And i can't wait for first of July. YEAY!

You are with her just because you need to be with somebody? Banyak cilakak la kau punya jawapan tu babe. Sakit hati aku mendengarnya. Sakit sangat.

nak update ape eh? takde cerita la. tak payah la update camni..

Aku tgk cerita ni semalam kat Midvalley. Damn la! Langsung tak best. Tell the truth, aku rasa cerita ini stupid. Seriously. And lucky me, its not me paying for the ticket. Hehehehehehe.....

The clean version




This song is soooooo infectious. All me nephews are singing this song now. Hehehehehe....

It's not the original video, but what the heck! Enjoy the song, makes me warm inside. Very.

This is the lyrics :

A fingers touch upon my lips
It’s a morning yearning
It’s a morning yearning
Pull the curtains shut try to keep it dark
But the sun is burning
The sun is burning

The world awakens on the run
And we’ll soon be earning
We’ll soon be earning
With hopes of better days to come
That’s a morning yearning
Morning yearning

Morning yearning…

Another day another chance to get it right
Must I still be learning?
Must I still be learning?
Baby crying kept us up all night
With her morning yearning
With her morning yearning

Morning yearning…

Like a summer rose I’m a victim of the fall
But am soon returning
Soon returning
Your love’s the warmest place the sun ever shines
My morning yearning
My morning yearning

Morning yearning…

Cikgu Jamaluddin menang MyVi! Heheheheh...Beli buku, cipta slogan, dapat kete free. Ini tidak adil! Hahaha... Cikgu, bagi la saya kete tu...

Aku pernah cerita pasal cikgu Jamaluddin ni dulu. Dia la yg tulis dalam buku laporan kata aku main pisau n aku kena panggil ngan GPK HEM. Sekali menang kete! Wohoooooo....
Poi, ingat cikgu Jamaluddin? Wahahahahahahahah......

Come my lady, come, come my lady, you're my butterfly, sugar, baby!

Happy Birthday, Love.

Sorry i can't celebrate it with you. Just wanted you to know, that i love you so very much!

ANIMALS AND CHILDREN TELL THE TRUTH THEY NEVER LIE, WHICH ONE IS MORE HUMAN THERE'S A THOUGHT NOW YOU DECIDE!

Chah, BIG FAT LIAR is back Chah! Can you believe it? BIG FAT LIAR! Man, the nerves yang dia ada, really impressive la. Kagum aku. Wahahahahahaha.....

Kenapa aku rasa Terminator : Salvation tak best?

Peace, relax la. Its nobody's fault, okay. Standard la kena marah camni, bukannya tak pernah. Diorang marah kejap je, katanya akak ni kan anak manja. Wahahahahaha....

Oi! Magnet! Magnet!

Belasah je. Pedulik ape.

Stop being so damn annoying. And stop pushing me to the edge.

Alhamdulillah. Allah sayang aku and duit aku.

What have i gotten myself into?

How i wish that this doesnt happen. Please, lie to me.

A day out alone and a movie marathon : Priceless

SUPER DUPER FUCKING PERVERT!


You tainted my Friday, you bastard!




And today, my blog is 7 years old. Happy birthday, WeIRDo used to be A|K|U|P|U|N|Y|A.
Heheheheheh....

Aku ingatkan Adam 'anak siapa hensem' Lambert yang menang American Idol. Sigh.....

Bila ku dah ready mentally n physically nak lepak wad, sekali wad penuh la pulak!

He he he....


Memang rejeki aku nak tengok final American Idol nih....

Avoiding confrontation sangat sangatlah honourable, kan? Sebab tu aku malas nak layan orang poyo yang perasan bagus. Kau ingat kau best sangat ke? Aku malas la nak layan kau ni. Sebab tu, aku layan kau nak tak nak je. Kalau kau perasan la sebab aku tau kau cuma perasankan diri kau je. Sudah sudah la tu, ramai lagi orang yg super bagus dari kau. Macam aku. Sebab aku tau aku wayyyy much better in any other way. Ini la baru dikatakan angkuh, riak, takbur, perasan, vain dan sebagainya.

Gut wrenching.


BILA MAUT TIBA

Berhenti memberi tindak balas.

Genting was FUN! Thank you so much la babe sebab bawak i gi sana. But it would be much better kalau kita naik rides, don't you think? Hehehehe... Kan senang kalau u cakap yg u takut tinggi, tak payah nak buat alasan, rides dah tutup..... Wahahahahaha....


There's no need to be afraid of heights, as i will be working at Level 67, Tower 1, PETRONAS KLCC. YEAY!

I got Petronas. Tak nak belanja makan ke? Secret Recipe Cheesecake ke, The Ship ke.... Ehehehehe...

Dan ini adalah lagu yang aku dengar tatkala aku sangat gembira keluar dari bilik interview, level 37, Tower One semalam.



Ehehehe... Straight from the hip. Cut to the chase. I'll tell that motherfuckin slut to her face...

PETRONAS!!!!!
HERE I COME!!!!!



Heheheheheh.... Subhanallah, aku tak tau macam mana nak express betapa gembiranya aku!


Alhamdulillah!

Aku sceptical pasal Star Trek, sekali tengok, BEST la! Hahahahah...

Chah, finish up One More Day as soon as possible, then aku nak pinjam. Heheheheh....

Dalam proses membaca semua hasil tulisan Mitch Albom's. Sebab aku ada tengok For One More Day kat Hallmark Channel last 2 months. Sangat best. Everyday's life is compiled in one book. Suka hati aku.

Kacip by Pipiyapong. KL Alternative Book Fest semalam. Sindiket Soljah's Booth. Tapi aku datang lambat, missed the launch. Takpe, as long as aku dapat beli blook ini.

Aku dah tak kisah. Kalau dulu, sehari tidak, aku rasa macam diabaikan. Ignored. Abandoned. Dan yang sinonim dengannya. Sekarang tak lagi. Sedikit wonder kenapa, but that's it. There's a lot of other fishes in the sea. I mean, literally. Tak dapat makan ikan terubuk, ikan cencaru pun sedap kalau bakar, kan?

What you text me, really really freaking me out. That's too way ahead la dear. Slowly, okay?

Dan aku sangat excited untuk hari isnin ni. Siap shopping baju bagai. Hehehehehe....

Baru aku perasan, tengok gambar yang baru ni. Besarnya!!! C ke D? Wahahahahaha.....


Dah nak sangat naughty kan? Ha, ambik kau.

Sesal kemudian tidak berguna betul la. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! Aku benci perasaan camni. Crave sangat for attention, kan? Padan muka aku!

Oh, aku hampir terlepas cakap tadi. Terlepas cakap yang confirm akan mengkantoikan aku to the max! Nasib baik.

Aku cinta.

Tomok menang OIAM? Big deal. Dia memang dah ada peminat masa dengan New Boyz. Then menjadi musically genius bak kata Paul Moss, lagi la dia kumpul orang yang minat dia. Kalau Aweera yang menang, barulah aku kagum. Tak, aku bukan nak perleceh Tomok, sebab aku neutral, takdela minat sangat, tapi aku tengok gak dia punya performance. Memang best. Aku tak tengok final OIAM coz aku dalam bas. Dan aku turun je dari bas, kakak aku call, jerit2 tanya tengok tak OIAM, Tomok menang katanya. First word yang keluar dari mulut aku ialah : BABI! Eheheheheh... Coz aku nak Aweera yang menang. :)


These 3 days have been fun! Aku gembira. Dan aku rasa best sangat2.

Aku konon konon nak update 3 entry sekaligus sebab i'll be away from tomorrow till sunday, tapi dengan keadaan aku yang ketiadaan idea ni, enjoy YouTube je la ye? Aku letak 3, ok?

Semalam aku tengok jelajah Malaysia. Tertengok sebenarnya. Takde niat pun. Niat sebenarnya nak pulangkan buku je. Lucky? You can say that.

Pakai make up dalam bas? Setakat touch up sikit2 pakai bedak n lipstick tu aku boleh terima lagi, ni siap pakai mascara ngan eye shadow. Sangat tidak boleh diterima akal, okay?


Being ignored and abandoned ye? PADAN MUKA! Wahahahahahaha.... Nak aku kesian? Pegi la mampus!

Dulu aku ada jumpa clip ni kat YouTube. The real music video. Ni dah takde kat frontpage and aku agak kurang rajin nak search lagi. Bersyukurla dengan apa yang ada.

Nampak sangat la kamu bermuka-muka. Sangat phony la kamu ini. Sakit hati saya, tau. Lain kali jangan buat macam ni lagi, tau. Nanti saya benci kamu. Saya tak nak benci kamu dan saya yakin, kamu pun tak nak dibenci oleh saya. Sebab kalau saya dah dalam mood sarcastic saya, even best friend saya pun can't stand me. Jadi, tolonglah saya, ye?


Sekian, terima kasih.

Aku suka mimpi aku malam tadi. Sangat sangat. Jadi betul, akulah manusia paling happy dalam dunia.

Untuk Mak. Acik sayang Mak. Acik rindu Mak. Cuma itu je yang boleh Acik hadiahkan untuk Mak sekarang ni.

Aku request lagu ni kat hitz.fm back in 2003 and they played it with my so called "ucapan". Cool kan aku?

You got a reaction
You got a reaction didn't you?
You took a white orchid
You took a white orchid turned it blue

Something better than nothing
Something better than nothing, it's giving up
You need to do something
Try keep the truth from showing up

How dare you
How old are you now, anyway?
How dare you
How old are you now, anyway?

How old are you
How old are you now, anyway?


You're given a flower
But I guess that there's just no pleasing you
Your lips tastes sour
But you think that it's just me teasing you

You got a reaction
You got a reaction, didn't you?
You took a white orchid
You took a white orchid turned it blue

Get behind me
Get behind me now, anyway
Get behind me
Get behind me now, anyway

Get behind me
Get behind me now, anyway

You got a reaction
You got a reaction, didn't you?
You took a white orchid
You took a white orchid turned it blue

Aku bukan promote YouTube. Aku letak lagu yang aku suka. Bak kata Blogger.com :

Your blog. Share your thoughts, photos, and more with your friends and the world.

Pandai Blogger.com ni. Saaaaaayang sangat kat dia.

Chah, jom. Ehehehehehehe...

I don't care if he's gay or whatever. Even if he's a transvestite. I love his voice.




And this girl is AWESOME! i'm not a big fan of her because of AF. I despise AF but damn girl, you are AWEFUCKINGSOME!

See, i'm fair and square. I watched both shows. I'm such a good earthling, aren't i?

Sabtu dan ahad aku dihabiskan kat Muzium Negara. Yes, u read me right. MUZIUM NEGARA. I'm such a good citizen. Ha ha ha. Dan aku juga seorang makcik yang adil. Sabtu aku bawak 3 orang nephew aku dan ahadnya, aku bawak belen yang lagi sorang tu. Tapi since hari ahad aku keluar dari pagi, dapat la gi muzium PDRM. Then nak pegi taman orkid, tapi hujan tidak mengizinkan.

You have to understand, i need to take this slowly. Aku tak nak abandon kau macam dulu lagi. Tolong faham. Jangan paksa aku. Aku dalam proses mencuba untuk terima. Sabar. Baru 2 minit bercakap kat telefon, aku rasa macam 2 jam. Aku cakap ngan diri aku, layan je, tapi tak boleh. Kejam sangat ke aku?

There's a different between sure and sure? Perasan ada question mark kat belakang? Kalau ada question mark tu, baru la dia jadi pertanyaan, kalau takde, itu satu pernyataan. Takkan confuse ngan T dan N dalam pertanyaan and pernyataan kot?

Contoh:

"jom jumpa"
"sure"

Ini maksudnya, boleh/jomla/ok je nak jumpa

"jom jumpa"
"sure?"

Ini maksudnya, betul ke nak jumpa?




Mengerti?

Kenapa mimpi aku pelik pelik sangat lately? Dan yang lagi pelik, mimpi tu melekat kat kepala aku sampai aku boleh ingat dengan vividnya. Dan kenapa aku asyik mimpi pasal blogger blogger yang blog diorang aku selalu baca? Ada sumpahan ke, apa ni? Punya la lama dah aku berkecimpung dalam dunia blogging ni, tak pernah pun aku mimpi mimpi macam ni. Cuak lak aku. Takkan la aku dah tak boleh baca blog diorang kot?

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Aside from getting a tongue stud which aku pernah buat, i would really really want to have a tattoo on my body. A permanent tattoo, bukan temporary. Pada aku, tattoo is an art and macam aku buat tongue stud tu, aku buat untuk diri aku sendiri, bukan untuk orang lain tengok and judge.

Sekian, terima kasih.

Meluatnya aku kat engkau ni. Meluat sangat sangat. Kau ingat kau bagus sangat ke? Fake. Memang aku sedikit judgemental when it comes to shit like this. Kenapa la engkau terwujud dalam hidup aku? Babi betul la.


Woi bangang! Kau ingat i will fall for your lame trick? Punya la bodoh, tak ingat aku sape, tetiba je nak minjam duit. Kete tersadai kat Putrajaya konon. Pe ke bodohnya engkau ni? Tiba tiba panggil aku awak. Macam bangsat jer. Dasar jantan tak guna, makan duit perempuan, macam tu la. Esok bank in balik konon. Eh, memang babi la lelaki macam ni.

Aku habis baca dalam masa 2 jam je. Sebab mostly isinya aku dah baca dalam blog. Bukan stalker, aku suka baca tanpa meng"expose'kan diri aku. Thank you Daun. I can feel you. And thank you to you yang membolehkan aku bayar Perempuan Simpanan. Thank you so much.

Shutdown

Hari ni, untuk pertama kalinya, aku jumpa Cina pondan. Siap pantis kening bagai, tapi bila bersuara, terus aku jadi takut. Live, in person. Berdiri sebelah aku. Kesian kan aku? Batak sangat jumpa pondan Cina. Ini menunjukkan aku Angel. Angelic. Whichever that suits you.

Rizal, it's not that i forgot about you. I purposely blocked my mind and not to think about you. Best, kan?

The Accidental?

Quizzes Girls Games

Malam tadi aku lepak kat Perantau ngan Faris dan 2 orang kawannya selama sejam tanpa seorang pun kat rumah perasan aku keluar. Hebat kan ilmu halimunan aku?


Aku sangat sangat takde mood hari ni.

BABI!

Tell me a story, I said.
What kind of story you want to hear? You said
I want to hear a love story, I said.
Okay, You said.
There was once this boy who is so in love with this girl. The End. You said.
That's it? I said
That's it, You said.
Love doesn't need to be romantic all the time, right? You said.
Right, I said.
Like us, You said.
Yes. Like us. I said
Anyway, where are you from? Mars? I said.
Ha ha ha. You laugh.
I'm being naive. Cute, right? I said.
Yes. Very. And you make me feels like making love to you all over again. You said.
Lets. I said.

Penipu. To make this works, kena ada trust, tapi since kau dah violate trust aku, kau ingat aku nak percaya lagi? Sakit konon. Penipu! Dahla, aku dah malas. Like what Justin Timberlake says Cry Me A River


It's time for me to go to someone that loves me, instead of being with someone i love, kan Chah?

I'm going to get my tongue stud back. To hell with other people. I'm doing it for myself, not for other people to see or judge. Kubur aku, amalan aku, dosa aku, masuk neraka pun aku. Kan?

So condescending unnecessarily critical.

Ha ha ha

I don't need to say anything. Anything at all. Just treat him cold. Then he'll definitely realize. Sooner or later. If he's smart enough, that is.

And Rizal, i didn't disappear, i'm just keeping it low, from u, from everyone. And don't ask me why because i don't even have the answer myself. I keep searching, but i can't find it. So, stop pestering me for the answer that i don't have. You will annoy me and in the end, it will become hate. You don't want me to hate you, trust me, you don't.

Matchbox 20 - Cold


I will do without
The spaces in between
If you can tell me now
What it means to be

You have been found out
I have been deceived
By the one that I need

Tell me why you gotta be so cold
How'd you get so high
Why you're keeping me low
You dont know, you don't know
Tell me how we're gonna make it last
You're ready to fly
I'm ready to crash
Don't go, don't go, no

You will go without
A better part of me
There will be no doubt
What this all could mean
You will be found out
I can not believe
In the one that I need

Tell me why you gotta be so cold
How'd you get so high
Why you're keeping me low
You don't know, you don't know, don't know
And tell me how we're gonna make it last
You're ready to fly
I'm ready to crash
Don't go, don't go away

Tell me why you gotta be so cold
How'd you get so high
Why you're keeping me low
You don't know, you don't know, you don't know
And tell me how we're gonna make it last
You're ready to fly
I'm ready to crash
Don't go
Yeah, don't go

Tell me why you gotta be so cold
Tell me anything about you I don't know
I don't know by now
Know by now
Tell me how we're gonna make it last
You're ready to fly
I'm ready to crash
Don't go
Yeah, don't go


Lagu ni berhantu. Macam lagu Disease gak. Sangat sangat amazing. Wish aku boleh tulis something as beautiful as this.

Hari ni birthday chenta hati aku. Happy 30th birthday, love. I love you so much!


Korang nak tengok tak muka chenta hati aku ni? Scroll bawah yer?





























He he he

Aku nak main game ni. End of story!


Mana nak carik? Memang aku old skool. Game ni best. Sangat. Trust me. Aku dah main game ni sampai complete.

Entah kenapa aku rajin hari ni. Blog clicking punya blog clicking, aku jumpa blog ni dan aku jumpa soalan soalan yang aku rasa aku rajin nak jawab. Mungkin sebab hidung tersumbat aku jadi rajin, kot?


1. Name : Q call me Q (Quentin ye anak anak... Eja betul betul, Q u E n t i n)
2. Sisters : 3 olang kakak
3. Brothers : 1 olang abang, 1 olang adik
4. Shoe size : 5 (aku comel)
5. Height : 5' 2"
6. Where do you live : Kajang
7. Have you ever been on a plane : Yes. Gi Sabah n Sarawak kene naik kapal terbang
8. Swam in the ocean : Pernah la
9. Fallen asleep at school : Penipu la sape tak pernah
10. Broken someone’s heart : Yes. And aku masih rasa guilty sampai hari ni
11. Fell off your chair : Selalu gak
12. Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Pernah. Dan aku rasa macam bangsat sangat sebab dia tak call.
13. Saved e-mails : Kalau aku suka email tu, aku save, kalau tak, aku forward, then aku delete je.
14. What is your room like : Takde bilik, boleh?
15. What’s right beside you: Azharul Hakim. Tengah main game Angel Online
16. What is the last thing you ate : Daging masak cincai, nasi and ikan kembung goreng. Aku yang masak. (Sape nak jadikan aku wifey diorang, silakan.. Heheh)
17. Chicken pox : Masa aku form 3
18. Sore throat : Sekarang ni aku memang tengah sakit tekak pun.
19. Stitches : Masa aku operate buang usus, confirm la ada stitches
20.Broken nose : Nope
21. Do you Believe in love at first sight : Yes.
22. Like picnics : Tak pernah pun.
23. The last person you danced with : Adik aku
24. Last made you smile : Blog yang aku curik soalan ni
25. You last yelled at : Kace (seekor kucing)
26. Today did you…to someone you like : Did i what? Soalan tak lengkap ni
27. Kissed anyone : Takde lagi hari ni
28. Get sick : Aku memang tengah demam pun
29. Talk to an ex : Hari ni takde lagi
30. Miss someone : Ye. Aku rindu dia sangat sangat. Sampai aku rasa nak give up
31. Who do you really hate: Takde. Aku kan baik.
32. Do you like your hand-writing : Suka la. Dah nama tangan aku, kan?
33. Are your toe nails painted : Tak.
34. Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : Kalau katil kat 4 Season, kira aci tak? Hehehehe....
35. What color shirt are you wearing now : Hitam
36. Are you a friendly person : Ye
37. Do you have any pets : Ada 4 ekor kucing
38. Do you sleep with the TV on : Kadang kadang
39. What are you doing right now : Jawab soalan ni la, pandai
40. Can you handle the truth : Of course. Lantakla sakit macam mana pun
41. Are you closer to your mother or father : To my father
42. Do you eat healthy : Tak. Rasa nak makan ape pun, belasah jer
43. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : Yeap
44. If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: Chah
45. Are you loud or quiet most of the time : Loud
46. Are you confident : Yes. Very.
47. 5 things I was doing 10 years ago: Belajar kat ITM. Belajar bercinta. Duduk kat Kolej Cempaka 4. Makan kat dining. Lepak kat Seksyen 2, Shah Alam
48. 5 things I would do if i were a billionaire: Bawak Ayah gi Haji ngan family semua. Beli umah kat Malibu. Bercuti keliling dunia. Mini Cooper. Tubuhkan rumah anak yatim
49. 5 of my bad habits: Aku suka dengar mp3 kuat2 sampai rasa nak pekak.
50. 5 places I’ve lived/living: Takde. Dari lahir sampai sekarang, aku tak pernah keluar dari Selangor.
51. 5 things I feel grateful: Family aku, kesihatan aku
52. 5 people I would like to tag… sesapa yang baca blog aku ni la. Ada ke orang baca? Wahahahahahahah....

Sakit tekak. Suara aku tak keluar. Demam. Selsema. Hidung berhingus. Aku terlepas buat duit up to RM52 utk 2 hari. Takpe. Kifarah. Redha. Ikhlas. Pahala. Syurga.

Babe, mana ada i marah kat you. Buat apa i nak marah pun? Bukannya u ada buat salah pape. Maybe a bit pushy la, tapi takla over sangat. I yang tak berapa nak ada mood 2 3 hari ni. Sorry ye babe, u call i tak angkat, u sms i tak reply. Baru pagi ni i reply, kan? Sorry again.

And you, my super duper junior, u hate me that much, huh? Memula masa i bagi sms, u tak kenal i sape, elok je u reply, kan? Lepas i bagitau i sape, terus senyap. Tapi i rasa, i tak salah masa kita break dulu. I mean, i just ended a relationship with a guy yang makan duit i, then nak masuk balik into the same type of relationship? Tu bangang namanya, babe. And i tak bangang, heheh. Hate and despise me all you want, i tak sakit pun. And this writing? This is nothing, sebab ni blog i, sukahati i la nak tulis apa pun, kan? Denial? Perlu ke? Wahahahahaha....

Peace, kita memang notty, kan? Memang tidak dapat disangkal lagi. Wahahahahaha.... Perlu ke mintak maaf kat orang yang perasan bagus camtu? Obses ngan diri sendiri. Dia ingat the earth revolves around dia kot? Meluat aku.

Peace buat jaket la, nak? Akak cadangkan tu la, sebab yang Peace bercadang nak buat tu macam tak best je bunyinya. Ha ha ha. Kata tak main la plagiarism? Tu macam ala ala meniru gak, walaupun bendanya lain, kan?

Kalau kau dah tau benda tu menyakitkan, yang kau layan lagi kenapa? Tak ke bodoh tu namanya?

Jangan call or sms? Tunggu sampai awak sms, baru leh sms?

Kenapa mesti cakap kat saya macam ni? Awak buat saya fikir yang bukan-bukan. Saya tau awak letih, awak penat, tapi tolong jangan cakap benda-benda camni kat saya. Sentap babe. Awak dahla jauh, cakap lak camni. Aduyai. Saya tau awak ada masalah, ngan mak awak sakit, saya tau. Tapi jangan sebab awak serabut, awak nak ignore saya.

Damn! I fucking hate long distance relationship!

Take care when you are out there. And thank you for the words. :)

You buat blog tu memang nak dedicate kat i sorang je ke? Hehehehe.. (mode perasan)

I knew it. You are too good to be true. JB, huh? JB la sangat. One HUGE mistake you make, you go to my nephew's blog thru mine. And unfortunately, he has live traffic feed in his blog. Dan dengan jelas, nyata dan terang, kau dari Kuantan, Pahang. Heh!

Allah loves me. In fact, Allah sayang semua hambaNya. And that includes you. If you still believe in Him, that is. Terang-terang kat situ tunjuk kau dari mana. Ray yg suruh, ye? Mustahil kalau kau kenal Ray, kau tak kenal siapa orang2 yang aku cerita kat kau. Kan?

Blog kau pun, aku yang tolong, kan? Ke blog tu hanya untuk distraction? So that you can read my blog? You have to remember one thing, and ONE thing only : I'm a fucking genius when it comes to Internet and blogs. I've been blogging since May 2002, for fuck's sake!

Saya. Rindu. Awak.

Kenapa kena tunggu lagi 2 minggu? Kenapa tak boleh malam ni?

The Faceless - Horizons Of Chaos II : Hypocrisy

On the helm of a false entity
The faithful standing firmly
Betrayal of the worthy
Patrons of demoralization
Disregarding justice
Corrupting minds of the innocent
Society bows to the throne
Unaware of what the siren beholds
Fools suffer
Horizons of chaos
The solstice of annihilation
The break of daylight is their last for all eternity
A sacred blood will spill
She'll bask in their ashes
A sacred blood will spill
She'll bask in their scorching ashes
Bow down to your God, reaper of your soul
Look into her eyes, see the white light
Hand upon his head, look up at your queen
Never again
Try and take her throne
Now she'll take your life

My dashboard says i have 1 follower. What on earth is going on? I don't put that application on my blog. And i NEVER will. Or is this Google way to promote that application? Whatever it is, i'm not gonna put it up, the application that is.

Ok, let me get this thing straight, we chatted on YM, i feel comfortable chatting with you, i asked your number for easier contact. Doesn't mean that i wanna become your life partner, okay? Don't be too vain. Get a grip, please.

We are okay. Near death experience. I understand. But don't be too cold. You make me think that you are avoiding me. And 1 thing about me that you need to understand, and i think you do, whatever i feel like saying, or ask you, i'll say and ask you. Straight. No more hypocrisy. Too old and too wise for all this shit.


Woh, aku update cakap Inggeris. Pissed? Sikit la. Sakit hati? Banyak. Hehehehehe...

Semalam aku tengok cerita ni ngan Chah kat KLCC. Selalu kalau nak tengok movie, aku akan tengok showtime n baca sinopsis. Tapi sebab semalam semua on impulse, terus je gamble gi KLCC n beli tiket.

One word : BRILLIANT!

Aku janji ngan diri aku sendiri, yang aku takkan hisap Winston Light lagi. Forever! Dia punya aftertaste, sampai hari ni aku leh terasa lagi. Yearkhhhh! Even aku hisap hari rabu tuhari.

Benjamin Button best!

Does he says the same thing he said to me, to her? Dia buat aku curious. Sebab malam tu minah ni meyalak-nyalak kat aku. Lepas tu, tak tau la dia call ke, minah tu call ke, terus senyap je perempuan ni.

Aku nak camera. Untuk snap gambar. Aku dead bored. Dan juga dead broke.

Sebenarnya aku tak heran pun kalau nampak darah. Meleleh la banyak mana pun, takde hal punya. Tapi masalahnya, jangan aku terkejut. Roh baru je masuk dalam badan subuh tadi, pastu aku sakitkan pulak dia ngan lukakan tangan aku. Merajuk la dia. Terus dia keluar balik. Dekat 5 minit jugakla aku blackout. Heheh.

Dalam gak luka ni. Hati aku dah tergerak dah malam tadi, ada gak yg luka kena kaca ni. Sekali, aku yang kena. Cheh!

Aku tak bagitau dia pun. Dia pun tak reply sms aku. Busy agaknya. Takpela.

I'm happy. What he didnt know n i didnt know wont hurt us, right?

Jangan tanya aku lagi kenapa aku tak reply sms, boleh? Ape ke bangangnye engkau ni? Kan aku dah kata jangan sms, jangan call. Which part of the sentence that you dont understand?

How i missed my friends kat MPKj. Damn. Sampai aku mimpi malam tadi. Bukannya jauh pun kalau aku nak gi jumpa diorang. Aku yang malas.

Aku nak tengok Benjamin Button.

So, u have found my blog? And u have read my entries? Bagus. Dan kau rasa marah? Marah kau je la? Aku punya marah kau tak kira? Ke kau sorang je pandai marah?

Aku layan Smashing Pumpkin lagi bagus.

And kau percaya bila dia sms kau kata yang dia nak jumpa aku petang ni? Yang kebetulannya aku keluar dengan kakak aku untuk ke Perpustakaan Kuala Lumpur, maka sudah tentun bunyi sekeliling akan lain jika aku berada di rumah.

Giler meroyan apa budak perempuan ni? Kata nak jumpa aku petang tadi? Schizhophrenic delusional bitch!

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!

Mohd Saad @ Ad

demynangel: awak
demynangel: =))
demynangel: aduyai
hooreys_ad: sape ni
demynangel: giler kaki belit putar alam si ray ni
demynangel: saya la
demynangel: aku gigit jugak dia ni karangt
hooreys_ad: tau lah
hooreys_ad: dia cite ap[e kat awak
demynangel: awak suruh dia topup kn utk awak eh?
hooreys_ad: bile ms plak sy minta dia topupkan
demynangel: dia cakap kat saya
demynangel: then dia tanya, saya pernah tlg topup utk awak tak
demynangel: saya cakap pernah la
demynangel: sekali ke 2 kali
demynangel: saya tak ingat dah
demynangel: sekali je kot
hooreys_ad: ni dia tanye kat sy
hooreys_ad: blh jd awek x
demynangel: ray: dia ckp skit lagi nk buka ym
ray: ray ckp knp
ray: dia cakp nk ym
ray: tapi bz ni
ray: skit lagi
ray: nk ym lh
ray: kak
ray: penh tak beli dia topup ??
ray: dia mintak topup ngn ray
aku: pernah
aku: 2 kali kot
aku: ke sekali
aku: ntah
aku: tak ingat
demynangel: owh shit
demynangel: copy paste la kat sini
demynangel: awaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
hooreys_ad: cam ne nk kopy paste
hooreys_ad: sy layankan je dia
demynangel: awak highlight la
demynangel: then copy
demynangel: then, paste la kat tempat awak taip tu
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: sarawak lah
Merpati Puteh: u
Second Hoorey: owh...
Second Hoorey: ble blik sini
Merpati Puteh: ermm
Merpati Puteh: tak tau lagi lh
Merpati Puteh: knp nya ?
Merpati Puteh: u nk jmp i ke
Merpati Puteh: tak sabar nk jmp
Second Hoorey: ye lah nk jmpe u
Merpati Puteh: i??
demynangel: mana part kata nak jadi awek tu sayang?
demynangel: dia org sarawak ke?
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: i??
Merpati Puteh: owhh
Merpati Puteh: ok
Merpati Puteh: dear
demynangel: owh fuck
demynangel: =))
demynangel: mati aku ketawa camni
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: tak suka romantik ke
Second Hoorey: sy akan romantik pada aweks je
Second Hoorey: klu kawan2 biasa xkan nk bersayang2
Merpati Puteh: ooo
Merpati Puteh: klo i jadi awek u
Second Hoorey: ok je
Merpati Puteh: blh ke
Second Hoorey: blh
Merpati Puteh: u kasi tau husna
Merpati Puteh: i ym ngn dia
Merpati Puteh: ekk
demynangel: ray: dia blh wat ape pon pada ray
ray: ok lah tue
ray: tapi tnya lah dia
ray: aper yg dia rahsia kan pada akak
ray: slme ni
ray: dah pnh ader ank
ray: ngn sape
demynangel: awak ada anak?
hooreys_ad: giler babi bdk ni
hooreys_ad: aku x pernah wat cam tu
demynangel: aku: tu akak tau
aku: dia cerita kat akak
ray: ape yg dia cerita
ray: dan ape yg akak tau
aku: yg dia clubbing
aku: mabuk
aku: free sex
aku: pernah tunang tapi putus
ray: ermm
ray: yg tu pada semua dia cite
ray: yg dia ada ank sorg cite tak
demynangel: mampus aku camni babe
demynangel: mati ketawa saya camni
demynangel: sampai staff saya tegur
demynangel: nape ketawa je tak berenti
hooreys_ad: lu pikir r sdri
hooreys_ad: gua xnk tipu lu
hooreys_ad: tp lu tgk lah bdk tu cam ne
demynangel: dia kata lu ada anak ngan pompuan nama intan?
demynangel: lu nak ke dia jd gf lu ni babe?
demynangel: kalau dia jd gf lu
demynangel: wa tak nak kawan ngan lu dah babe
demynangel: serius
demynangel: aku: eh
aku: dia tak cerita pun dia ada anak
ray: ermm
ray: pmpn tue name intan
ray: cari lah sape dia tue
ray: tnya dia sape intan
ray: pastu
ray: copy paste kat dia
ray: sbb dia cakap dia kasi id kat kak
ray: tol ke
aku: a'ah
hooreys_ad: intan tu kawan sy kat sini
demynangel: ooo
hooreys_ad: mcm kawn ngan awk gak
hooreys_ad: sy ada bg tau kan sy ada kwn kat sini
demynangel: yeap
hooreys_ad: tp x bg tau nama je
demynangel: yeap
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: ok skrg ni i akn cakap yg betol
Merpati Puteh: pada husna
Merpati Puteh: yg i ni sape
Merpati Puteh: n i akan
Merpati Puteh: bg tau dia
Merpati Puteh: yg intan tue
Merpati Puteh: u dah kenal ngn lame ngn intan
Merpati Puteh: dan tdo same ngn dia
Merpati Puteh: u permain kan perasaan husna
demynangel: ada aku kisah ker?
demynangel: aduyaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: right ?
Merpati Puteh: u tau lah
Merpati Puteh: tgk i wat aper
hooreys_ad: bdk ni ada tekanan jiwa ke
demynangel: mana saya tau
hooreys_ad: dah babe
hooreys_ad: jgn gelak sgt
hooreys_ad: nnti sakit peryt
demynangel: mampus laaaaa macam ni
hooreys_ad: gua geram giler ngan bdk ni
hooreys_ad: gua rogol br tau
hooreys_ad: pastu bg buaya makan
demynangel: lagi
demynangel: ape lg dia ym awak?
hooreys_ad: xde ym lg
demynangel: dah stop dah?
hooreys_ad: pasal intan tu je
hooreys_ad: ada
hooreys_ad: jap g bg ek
demynangel: okay
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: tapi u ni bodoh kasi tau intan
Second Hoorey: ape dia
Merpati Puteh: ermm
Merpati Puteh: nti dia akn tgl kan u
Second Hoorey: biar lah]
Second Hoorey: dia nk tgglkn i ke
Merpati Puteh: dan pegi kepada johan
Second Hoorey: biar lah johan tu
Second Hoorey: st skit pun x heran
Second Hoorey: byk lg perempuan
Second Hoorey: u pun ada
Merpati Puteh: hhahaa
demynangel: hahaha
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: tau pon
Merpati Puteh: u
Merpati Puteh: tapi i skit tak pndang
Merpati Puteh: u
Merpati Puteh: i nk hancur kan dia
Merpati Puteh: klo dia pada johan pon
Merpati Puteh: i akn rampas
Merpati Puteh: gak
Merpati Puteh: sbb i lgi cntik dari dia
Merpati Puteh:
demynangel: dia jeles ngan intan ke?
demynangel: maybe dia dapat no saya dari intan ni kot
demynangel: n number penang
hooreys_ad: xtau lah
hooreys_ad: sawan lah bdk ni
hooreys_ad: sy x kisah pun
demynangel: dia nak ngan awak tu babe
hooreys_ad: klu sume org nk tgglkan sy
demynangel: gi la nikah ngan dia
hooreys_ad: yg penting aku x ssh
demynangel: saya tak nak kawan ngan awak kalau awak jd bf ray
demynangel: serius
hooreys_ad: xnak nikah ngan dia
demynangel: kalau awak nak copy paste ni kat dia pun takpe
hooreys_ad: sy nak main2 kan dia
hooreys_ad: tau lah
hooreys_ad: >:)
demynangel: hahahahaha
hooreys_ad: gua nk srh mber gua lyn
hooreys_ad: yg kat maran tu
hooreys_ad: wakakaka
hooreys_ad: bz ke]
demynangel: takla
demynangel: ada ni
demynangel: babe
demynangel: dia kata awak tipu yg awak copy paste kat saya tu
demynangel: =))
hooreys_ad: dah tu
hooreys_ad: sape yg btol
hooreys_ad: sume org cakap gua tipu
hooreys_ad: gua xkisah pun
demynangel: babe
demynangel: wa tak kata pun lu tipu
demynangel: dia yg tipu wa
demynangel: wa dah tau dah
demynangel: wa percaya kat lu babe
demynangel: wa kenal lu lg dulu dr dia
demynangel: cuma semalam je, wa rasa sentap sket
hooreys_ad: erm....
demynangel: sebab dia giler2 babi convince wa
hooreys_ad: knp sentap bg je tau kat sy
demynangel: siap cakap demi Allah lg
hooreys_ad: erm... org klu dah kantoi
hooreys_ad: nk pertahankan diri
hooreys_ad: cam2 blh wat
demynangel: tu la tu
demynangel: tadi pagi saya tanya
demynangel: awak bg gambar mana kat dia
demynangel: dia kata mana ada awak bg
hooreys_ad: bg gmbr pki kemeja putih
demynangel: sekali saya forward gambar yg dia email kat awak
demynangel: menggagau dia
demynangel: wahahahahaha
hooreys_ad: awk ada kan pic tu
demynangel: nak cover
demynangel: yg kat jom heboh tu eh?
hooreys_ad: bkn
demynangel: takde pun
hooreys_ad: pic ni
hooreys_ad: xkan xde
demynangel: nope
demynangel: mana ada
hooreys_ad: save sayangggggggggg
demynangel: ye
demynangel: nak save la ni sayang
demynangel: awak\
demynangel: baca ni
hooreys_ad: ok mana
demynangel: ray: ray tak penah ym dgn second hoorey
ray: dn id ray bukan merpati puteh
ray: tapi lain
ray: merpatiputeh
aku: oooooo
aku: ni bukan ray ker?
demynangel: =))
demynangel: giler babi la budak ni
hooreys_ad: putar alam lah bdk ni
demynangel: ray: bukan
ray: siyes kak
aku: oooo
aku: then sape tu?
ray: ray tak kn tpu
ray: org yg ray sayg
ray: i dont noe
aku: okay
ray: myb dia nk lepas kn diri dia
aku: so, mmg bukan ray la ni?
ray: pastu
ray: wat cam tue kat ray
ray:
ray: im so sad for that
aku: dah la ray
aku: biar la
aku: yg penting, kita kawan, kan?
demynangel: awak
demynangel: ada lg tu
hooreys_ad: ok sy nak out dlu ada keje
demynangel: awak


Suraya Shamsuddin @ Ray (aku) Sue (Ad)

merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ermm
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yerlah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: nk wat cm ne kan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: klo ray tau kak nti ray bg tau kak ke
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi kaknk bwt aper ??
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: akak nk tgk, betul ke yg sama?11:08 AM
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp akak cakap cam tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: akak tau ke
demynangel: tak tau la yang
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: oo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dah tue kak nk tgk betol ke same knp ??
demynangel: ye la
demynangel: kan ray ada forward sms kat akak
demynangel: pasal id _ad tu
demynangel: tu la nk tgk
demynangel: betul ke?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak dia cakap cam tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray cakp lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: name dia ad
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia cakp
demynangel: oooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi ari tue tgk _ad
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia gak ke ??
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia tnya npak kat mane
demynangel: ada ke?
demynangel: ntah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kat room
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: lag
demynangel: akak jarang layan room
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi mase tu kami tgh chat gak ngn ym
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi blh ke
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dalam satu mase pakai 2 id
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dlm komputer yg sama
demynangel: tak sure la
demynangel: oooooo
demynangel: tu yg ray tanya tu?
demynangel: yg sibuk tanya pasal lanun sg pahang tu eh?
demynangel: apa id tu?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ??
demynangel: ada
demynangel: ray tanya akak
demynangel: camana nak eja pirate
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray nk ckp kat kwn ray
demynangel: oooooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia kutuk ray dalam
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: bahasa jepun
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi ray nk cakap dia dlm
demynangel: ooooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: bhasa englsh
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia lanun sungi pahang
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp kak
demynangel: takde pape
demynangel: ingatkan tgh chat ngan ad masa tu
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp plk ckp cam tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: chat ngn dia jaga_kubur
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dalam mase yg same _ad tue add
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: rupa2 nye
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kwn 1 skolah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: cite pnya cite
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: igt kan ad
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sbb _ad kan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: rupa nya adnan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: =))
demynangel: wahahahahaha
demynangel: ray, dia email gambar yg mana kat ray?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: emil ????
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mane ader emil pic
demynangel: then?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yg kak tunjuk tue lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kami chat biasa ke
demynangel: ok
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: bile nk tgk pic
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dai tak kasi
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pon
demynangel: yg ni ray tipu akak, kan?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: suka mengelak
demynangel: sebab dia email kat akak gambar yg ray email kat dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yg mane
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ??
demynangel: :)
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak der lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ha ???
demynangel: ye
demynangel: jgn tipu sayang
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mane ader lah
demynangel: ada
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: wat??
demynangel: nak akak forward ke gambar yg dia forward kat akak?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mane ader foword lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: nk tgk
demynangel: jap
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: foword lah
demynangel: ye sayang
demynangel: jap
demynangel: ok
demynangel: akak dah forward
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tgu ni
demynangel: ye
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: k
demynangel: dah dapat?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: blm
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: jb
demynangel: ok
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ha
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kenap ngn pic tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ari tu mase ym
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia mintk pic
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sue kasi lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray kasi lah
demynangel: oooooo
demynangel: gambar dia, yg mana dia bg?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: takk
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mmg dia tk kasi pic
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia cuma kasi tgk kat ym
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: je
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pastu
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mane nk ader
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi dah lame dh
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mase kak kasi yg dia pki bju ape tah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dah delate
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dah
demynangel: ok
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp ???
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia mmg tak de kasi pic
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mase yg ader skali tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia tunjuk
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pic dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray mintak
demynangel: oooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pastu dia ckap
demynangel: dia cakap lain
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak der pic
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pstu dia kasi pic
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray tgk
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak same
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ngn akak
demynangel: ooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kasi
demynangel: okay
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray tak lah save
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp ??
demynangel: tapi org yg sama, kan?
demynangel: takde pape la ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak tau lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sbb pic dia tak same
demynangel: ha?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray wat pe k save
demynangel: okay
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak penting
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pon
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dai ckp aper kat kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia msg ok je ngn ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: still msg
demynangel: takde pape
demynangel: mmg la
demynangel: akak tau
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi org tak layan pon
demynangel: dia forward sms ray kat akak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: cam ne akk tau
demynangel: :)
demynangel: ray
demynangel: dia kawan akak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: bile plk lah ray msg ngn dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mase yg pas dia cakp cam tu kat ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kak ray pon blh wat cam tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: fowd
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pastu ckp dia kasi
demynangel: ye sayang
demynangel: akak tau
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: padhal mane nk ader name ape ke phone ke mcm emil kn
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: aper yg akk tau
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia skrg ni tak ym ngn akk
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ke
demynangel: tak
demynangel: dua YM ngan ray ke?
demynangel: *dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak pon
demynangel: oo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sbb dia msg tadi bz
demynangel: uh
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia ckp skit lagi nk buka ym
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray ckp knp
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia cakp nk ym
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi bz ni
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: skit lagi
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: nk ym lh
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: penh tak beli dia topup ??
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia mintak topup ngn ray
demynangel: pernah
demynangel: 2 kali kot
demynangel: ke sekali
demynangel: ntah
demynangel: tak ingat
demynangel: ray, bgtau ngan ad kite ym ker?
demynangel: aduyaiiiii
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak ..
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kenapa ??
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia msg kak ke
demynangel: a'ah
demynangel: ray
demynangel: come on
demynangel: stop denying
demynangel: :)
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ha ??
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mane ader lh kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia tk on9 pon
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia cakp kat ray tak der krd
demynangel: wahahahahaha
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kak
demynangel: ye sayang
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp tetibe snyap
demynangel: ooo
demynangel: akak tgh borak ngan kawan akak
demynangel: ray pun tgh chat ngan ad, kan?
demynangel: carry on la chat ngan dear
demynangel: =))
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ermm
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak der lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: chat ngn dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia mane on9
demynangel: ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: jaga_kubur kak on9 ke
demynangel: tolong berhenti tipu akak
demynangel: aduyaiiiii
demynangel: dahla
demynangel: akak nak masak jap
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: what ever
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kak mmg pcya kat ida
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kn
demynangel: yeap
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: so ape lg nk cakp
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sbb tue lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray dah ckp smlm
demynangel: sebab dia copy paste ray chat ngan dia n send kat akak
demynangel: :)
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia blh wat ape pon pada ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ok lah tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi tnya lah dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: aper yg dia rahsia kan pada akak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: slme ni
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dah pnh ader ank
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ngn sape
demynangel: tu akak tau
demynangel: dia cerita kat akak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ape yg dia cerita
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dan ape yg akak tau
demynangel: yg dia clubbing
demynangel: mabuk
demynangel: free sex
demynangel: pernah tunang tapi putus
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ermm
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yg tu pada semua dia cite
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yg dia ada ank sorg cite tak
demynangel: eh
demynangel: dia tak cerita pun dia ada anak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ermm
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pmpn tue name intan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: cari lah sape dia tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tnya dia sape intan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pastu
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: copy paste kat dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sbb dia cakap dia kasi id kat kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tol ke
demynangel: a'ah
demynangel: dah la ray
demynangel: :0
demynangel: :)
demynangel: ray nak jadi awek ad eh?
demynangel: uuuuuuu
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yup
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi bukan beto
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: betol
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: main ke
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: je
demynangel: ooo
demynangel: intan tu kawan ray ke?\
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: bukan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia yg cerita
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ad yg cite
demynangel: ooo
demynangel: ad cite kat ray?
demynangel: yg dia ada anak ngan intan?
demynangel: ui
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia tu putar biliut cite
demynangel: dia tak cite ngan akak pun?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: gile lah laki tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: benci aku
demynangel: relax la ray
demynangel: layankan jer
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sbb akak ni awek dia
demynangel: ray
demynangel: akak bukan awek dia
demynangel: ray
demynangel: ooooo ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yer
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ade jb
demynangel: ok
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dah tau dah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: cam ne dia wat
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kak fowad ym yg dia kasi kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yg konon nye dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia ym ngn ray
demynangel: owh
demynangel: jap
demynangel: Second Hoorey: Merpati Puteh: sarawak lah
Merpati Puteh: u
Second Hoorey: owh...
Second Hoorey: ble blik sini
Merpati Puteh: ermm
Merpati Puteh: tak tau lagi lh
Merpati Puteh: knp nya ?
Merpati Puteh: u nk jmp i ke
Merpati Puteh: tak sabar nk jmp
Second Hoorey: ye lah nk jmpe u
Merpati Puteh: i??
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray tak penah ym dgn second hoorey
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dn id ray bukan merpati puteh
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi lain
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: merpatiputeh
demynangel: oooooo
demynangel: ni bukan ray ker?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: bukan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: siyes kak
demynangel: oooo
demynangel: then sape tu?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray tak kn tpu
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: org yg ray sayg
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: i dont noe
demynangel: okay
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: myb dia nk lepas kn diri dia
demynangel: so, mmg bukan ray la ni?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pastu
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: wat cam tue kat ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: :(
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: im so sad for that
demynangel: dah la ray
demynangel: biar la
demynangel: yg penting, kita kawan, kan?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tah lah kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kak pecaya org yg pnh tipu kak
demynangel: macam ni la ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tah la kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mls dh
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: nk cakp
demynangel: ray
demynangel: abaikan je semua ni
demynangel: okay?
demynangel: akak tak kisah pun
demynangel: sape tipu sape
demynangel: selagi pennipuan tu tak buat akak mati
demynangel: akak tak kisah
demynangel: tipu la selagi mampu
demynangel: n akak suka kawan ngan ray
demynangel: okay?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: it up to u
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: jgn cakap mati
demynangel: ok
demynangel: akak nak masak jap
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: k

Memang holy fucking shit la. Lie. All you want. Selagi tak buat aku mati, tipu la. Do i look like i care. Korang bukannya significant sangat pun dalam hidup aku. Picisan tepian longkang kotor tersumbat di tepi jalan jer. Or do u want me to write u two a poem?

Dua dua still kawan aku. Still aku layan cam biasa. Takde rasa pape pun. Tipu la selagi mampu. As long as your lies didnt make me bleed to death, i dont give a fuck pun.

Kau bash dia, n dia pun bash engkau. Sama je. Dedua pun tipu aku. Dapat apa tipu aku? Kalau kau, si perempuan, nak kat dia si lelaki, ambik la. Aku sikit tak heran. Tah pape la, pening aku. Si perempuan siap bersumpah ngan nama Allah lagi, tak kenal Penang, yg lelaki lak, beria ia kata Penang tau dulu. Lantakla babe, ada nampak macam aku kisah ke?

Aku dapat tag ni kat blog Teddy

1.What have you've been doing recently?
masak lauk utk my dad

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yeap. Of course i do

3.What happened at 10am today?
I on pc n get online

4.When did you last cry?
Last Saturday. Bersungguh-sungguh aku nangis sampai nephew aku tanya what happen. Hahahaha...

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
Yes.

6.What do you want in your life now?
Nak kerjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Yes if i have one in my hand. Hood? No.

8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
Tido n baca buku

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
Short pants. Malaysia ni panas.

10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?
"k, awk punya hal sy tgh keje, kena marah pun xpe, hahahaha..." from Ad to my idea of bashing Ray.

11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
Nope. Its simple, so y complicate things?

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Yeap. A t shirt. Actually, dia bagi terus kat aku

13.What was the last movie you caught?
Inkheart with my nephew last Sunday

14.What are you proud of?
Myself

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
"Dont want. I just want u. Can u call me now?" from Rizal on 17/12/08

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
Seberapa Pantas - Sheila On 7

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Q. All me frens call me that anyway

18.What does the newest text say?
"Rehat ke meeting lagi?" from Ad

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
4 somting a.m

20.Are you currently happy?
Yes. Very very happy. I cant even tell u how happy i am

21.Who gives you the best advise?
My bro in law n Chah

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Yeap

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night
Ad n Ray

24.Is something bugging you know
Nope

25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Ad. After he forwarded me a sms from Ray

Tadi aku tengok cerita ni kat Times Square ngan nephew aku.
Oi! Ape cerita macam ni?
Trailer kemain lagi menarik minat aku, sekali tengok, ak elleeeeeeeeee......
Lain kali, aku tak nak tertipu ngan trailer lagi.
TAK NAK!
When was the last time kita tengok movie yang excite kita, Chah?
Yang buat kita rasa macam wow! Damn! That was a very good movie.
Bila eh, Chah?
Tapi aku for sure akan tengok WATCHMEN.
Tapi aku tak nak expect apa apa
Nanti tak sampai expectation, rasa macam sial jer

Sorry babe, I got my life back.

So, don't expect me to reply you like i used to do.

As like what Chah said, HEARTLESS.

Yes, that's how i live my life before.

Before Storm, that is.

God, how he turned my life around.

Bukan 360 but 720 degree tuuu...

Ignorance. I was that at that time. And i was out to destroy myself. For good sebenarnya masa tu. I know it hurts you, i can see it. Tapi sebab aku tau kau akan sentiasa ada, aku jadi ujub. Walaupun aku sakit sama, tapi aku ignorance. Dengan semua orang dan semua benda.

Sekarang aku nak build hidup aku semula. And i need you. You who entertain me, you who advice me, you who laugh with me, you who duduk Starbucks with me and smoke together. I need that you.

You are very important in my life. Very very important. And i want my life back. Help me. Please.

I'm fucking bored. Aku nak dia. Nak sangat.

Babi!

Oi. Aku dah muak dengar cerita pasal kau layan tunang out of this world tu. Please. Dah jadi sangat annoying, okay? Macam kau la manusia paling romantik. Dan paling best layan tunang. Tolonglah.

And stop acting like u r saintest person on earth. Yang tak kisah tunangnya bercumbu dengan lelaki lain. Bullshit! Tu dayus namanaya, bitch! And stop telling me yang kau tak reti nak buat surprises. What are you expecting? Me to puji you sampai ke langit, saying that u r the one, all of us girls waiting for all this while, ke? Please la. You are not the one I want, okay?

So, dia dah officially jadi my bf? Ke? Ye ke? Kenapa aku takde rasa pape pun? Memang dah mati betul hati aku ni. GOOD.

Owh, budak Indon tu pun dah ada orang ambik? Memang jodoh kau dengan aku, kot?

YEAY!

Semalam aku pergi interview kat Khazanah Nasional. Aku langsung tak study. Alasannya, aku demam. Dan interviewer tu percaya, sebab muka aku memang pucat.

Lepas habis interview, layan 4 Christmases ngan Chah. Ok la cerita tu. Entertained gak la aku. Dan cubaan untuk menghisap rokok di kala demam adalah amat tidak sesuai sekali dilakukan. Giler tekak aku dan lidah aku rasa bangsat, even baru lepas satu drag jer.

Dan dia sms aku, mintak maaf sebab tak sms aku. Nak tenangkan jiwa katanya. Aku ok je. Ke dia terasa aku dah lama tak call dia? Ape, dia takleh call aku ke?

Kau takut ada orang lain yang aku suka?

Kau tanya kenapa aku tak pernah ceritakan pada kau?