Tell me a story, I said.
What kind of story you want to hear? You said
I want to hear a love story, I said.
Okay, You said.
There was once this boy who is so in love with this girl. The End. You said.
That's it? I said
That's it, You said.
Love doesn't need to be romantic all the time, right? You said.
Right, I said.
Like us, You said.
Yes. Like us. I said
Anyway, where are you from? Mars? I said.
Ha ha ha. You laugh.
I'm being naive. Cute, right? I said.
Yes. Very. And you make me feels like making love to you all over again. You said.
Lets. I said.

Penipu. To make this works, kena ada trust, tapi since kau dah violate trust aku, kau ingat aku nak percaya lagi? Sakit konon. Penipu! Dahla, aku dah malas. Like what Justin Timberlake says Cry Me A River


It's time for me to go to someone that loves me, instead of being with someone i love, kan Chah?

I'm going to get my tongue stud back. To hell with other people. I'm doing it for myself, not for other people to see or judge. Kubur aku, amalan aku, dosa aku, masuk neraka pun aku. Kan?

So condescending unnecessarily critical.

Ha ha ha

I don't need to say anything. Anything at all. Just treat him cold. Then he'll definitely realize. Sooner or later. If he's smart enough, that is.

And Rizal, i didn't disappear, i'm just keeping it low, from u, from everyone. And don't ask me why because i don't even have the answer myself. I keep searching, but i can't find it. So, stop pestering me for the answer that i don't have. You will annoy me and in the end, it will become hate. You don't want me to hate you, trust me, you don't.

Matchbox 20 - Cold


I will do without
The spaces in between
If you can tell me now
What it means to be

You have been found out
I have been deceived
By the one that I need

Tell me why you gotta be so cold
How'd you get so high
Why you're keeping me low
You dont know, you don't know
Tell me how we're gonna make it last
You're ready to fly
I'm ready to crash
Don't go, don't go, no

You will go without
A better part of me
There will be no doubt
What this all could mean
You will be found out
I can not believe
In the one that I need

Tell me why you gotta be so cold
How'd you get so high
Why you're keeping me low
You don't know, you don't know, don't know
And tell me how we're gonna make it last
You're ready to fly
I'm ready to crash
Don't go, don't go away

Tell me why you gotta be so cold
How'd you get so high
Why you're keeping me low
You don't know, you don't know, you don't know
And tell me how we're gonna make it last
You're ready to fly
I'm ready to crash
Don't go
Yeah, don't go

Tell me why you gotta be so cold
Tell me anything about you I don't know
I don't know by now
Know by now
Tell me how we're gonna make it last
You're ready to fly
I'm ready to crash
Don't go
Yeah, don't go


Lagu ni berhantu. Macam lagu Disease gak. Sangat sangat amazing. Wish aku boleh tulis something as beautiful as this.

Hari ni birthday chenta hati aku. Happy 30th birthday, love. I love you so much!


Korang nak tengok tak muka chenta hati aku ni? Scroll bawah yer?





























He he he

Aku nak main game ni. End of story!


Mana nak carik? Memang aku old skool. Game ni best. Sangat. Trust me. Aku dah main game ni sampai complete.

Entah kenapa aku rajin hari ni. Blog clicking punya blog clicking, aku jumpa blog ni dan aku jumpa soalan soalan yang aku rasa aku rajin nak jawab. Mungkin sebab hidung tersumbat aku jadi rajin, kot?


1. Name : Q call me Q (Quentin ye anak anak... Eja betul betul, Q u E n t i n)
2. Sisters : 3 olang kakak
3. Brothers : 1 olang abang, 1 olang adik
4. Shoe size : 5 (aku comel)
5. Height : 5' 2"
6. Where do you live : Kajang
7. Have you ever been on a plane : Yes. Gi Sabah n Sarawak kene naik kapal terbang
8. Swam in the ocean : Pernah la
9. Fallen asleep at school : Penipu la sape tak pernah
10. Broken someone’s heart : Yes. And aku masih rasa guilty sampai hari ni
11. Fell off your chair : Selalu gak
12. Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Pernah. Dan aku rasa macam bangsat sangat sebab dia tak call.
13. Saved e-mails : Kalau aku suka email tu, aku save, kalau tak, aku forward, then aku delete je.
14. What is your room like : Takde bilik, boleh?
15. What’s right beside you: Azharul Hakim. Tengah main game Angel Online
16. What is the last thing you ate : Daging masak cincai, nasi and ikan kembung goreng. Aku yang masak. (Sape nak jadikan aku wifey diorang, silakan.. Heheh)
17. Chicken pox : Masa aku form 3
18. Sore throat : Sekarang ni aku memang tengah sakit tekak pun.
19. Stitches : Masa aku operate buang usus, confirm la ada stitches
20.Broken nose : Nope
21. Do you Believe in love at first sight : Yes.
22. Like picnics : Tak pernah pun.
23. The last person you danced with : Adik aku
24. Last made you smile : Blog yang aku curik soalan ni
25. You last yelled at : Kace (seekor kucing)
26. Today did you…to someone you like : Did i what? Soalan tak lengkap ni
27. Kissed anyone : Takde lagi hari ni
28. Get sick : Aku memang tengah demam pun
29. Talk to an ex : Hari ni takde lagi
30. Miss someone : Ye. Aku rindu dia sangat sangat. Sampai aku rasa nak give up
31. Who do you really hate: Takde. Aku kan baik.
32. Do you like your hand-writing : Suka la. Dah nama tangan aku, kan?
33. Are your toe nails painted : Tak.
34. Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : Kalau katil kat 4 Season, kira aci tak? Hehehehe....
35. What color shirt are you wearing now : Hitam
36. Are you a friendly person : Ye
37. Do you have any pets : Ada 4 ekor kucing
38. Do you sleep with the TV on : Kadang kadang
39. What are you doing right now : Jawab soalan ni la, pandai
40. Can you handle the truth : Of course. Lantakla sakit macam mana pun
41. Are you closer to your mother or father : To my father
42. Do you eat healthy : Tak. Rasa nak makan ape pun, belasah jer
43. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : Yeap
44. If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: Chah
45. Are you loud or quiet most of the time : Loud
46. Are you confident : Yes. Very.
47. 5 things I was doing 10 years ago: Belajar kat ITM. Belajar bercinta. Duduk kat Kolej Cempaka 4. Makan kat dining. Lepak kat Seksyen 2, Shah Alam
48. 5 things I would do if i were a billionaire: Bawak Ayah gi Haji ngan family semua. Beli umah kat Malibu. Bercuti keliling dunia. Mini Cooper. Tubuhkan rumah anak yatim
49. 5 of my bad habits: Aku suka dengar mp3 kuat2 sampai rasa nak pekak.
50. 5 places I’ve lived/living: Takde. Dari lahir sampai sekarang, aku tak pernah keluar dari Selangor.
51. 5 things I feel grateful: Family aku, kesihatan aku
52. 5 people I would like to tag… sesapa yang baca blog aku ni la. Ada ke orang baca? Wahahahahahahah....

Sakit tekak. Suara aku tak keluar. Demam. Selsema. Hidung berhingus. Aku terlepas buat duit up to RM52 utk 2 hari. Takpe. Kifarah. Redha. Ikhlas. Pahala. Syurga.

Babe, mana ada i marah kat you. Buat apa i nak marah pun? Bukannya u ada buat salah pape. Maybe a bit pushy la, tapi takla over sangat. I yang tak berapa nak ada mood 2 3 hari ni. Sorry ye babe, u call i tak angkat, u sms i tak reply. Baru pagi ni i reply, kan? Sorry again.

And you, my super duper junior, u hate me that much, huh? Memula masa i bagi sms, u tak kenal i sape, elok je u reply, kan? Lepas i bagitau i sape, terus senyap. Tapi i rasa, i tak salah masa kita break dulu. I mean, i just ended a relationship with a guy yang makan duit i, then nak masuk balik into the same type of relationship? Tu bangang namanya, babe. And i tak bangang, heheh. Hate and despise me all you want, i tak sakit pun. And this writing? This is nothing, sebab ni blog i, sukahati i la nak tulis apa pun, kan? Denial? Perlu ke? Wahahahahaha....

Peace, kita memang notty, kan? Memang tidak dapat disangkal lagi. Wahahahahaha.... Perlu ke mintak maaf kat orang yang perasan bagus camtu? Obses ngan diri sendiri. Dia ingat the earth revolves around dia kot? Meluat aku.

Peace buat jaket la, nak? Akak cadangkan tu la, sebab yang Peace bercadang nak buat tu macam tak best je bunyinya. Ha ha ha. Kata tak main la plagiarism? Tu macam ala ala meniru gak, walaupun bendanya lain, kan?

Kalau kau dah tau benda tu menyakitkan, yang kau layan lagi kenapa? Tak ke bodoh tu namanya?

Jangan call or sms? Tunggu sampai awak sms, baru leh sms?

Kenapa mesti cakap kat saya macam ni? Awak buat saya fikir yang bukan-bukan. Saya tau awak letih, awak penat, tapi tolong jangan cakap benda-benda camni kat saya. Sentap babe. Awak dahla jauh, cakap lak camni. Aduyai. Saya tau awak ada masalah, ngan mak awak sakit, saya tau. Tapi jangan sebab awak serabut, awak nak ignore saya.

Damn! I fucking hate long distance relationship!

Take care when you are out there. And thank you for the words. :)

You buat blog tu memang nak dedicate kat i sorang je ke? Hehehehe.. (mode perasan)

I knew it. You are too good to be true. JB, huh? JB la sangat. One HUGE mistake you make, you go to my nephew's blog thru mine. And unfortunately, he has live traffic feed in his blog. Dan dengan jelas, nyata dan terang, kau dari Kuantan, Pahang. Heh!

Allah loves me. In fact, Allah sayang semua hambaNya. And that includes you. If you still believe in Him, that is. Terang-terang kat situ tunjuk kau dari mana. Ray yg suruh, ye? Mustahil kalau kau kenal Ray, kau tak kenal siapa orang2 yang aku cerita kat kau. Kan?

Blog kau pun, aku yang tolong, kan? Ke blog tu hanya untuk distraction? So that you can read my blog? You have to remember one thing, and ONE thing only : I'm a fucking genius when it comes to Internet and blogs. I've been blogging since May 2002, for fuck's sake!

Saya. Rindu. Awak.

Kenapa kena tunggu lagi 2 minggu? Kenapa tak boleh malam ni?

The Faceless - Horizons Of Chaos II : Hypocrisy

On the helm of a false entity
The faithful standing firmly
Betrayal of the worthy
Patrons of demoralization
Disregarding justice
Corrupting minds of the innocent
Society bows to the throne
Unaware of what the siren beholds
Fools suffer
Horizons of chaos
The solstice of annihilation
The break of daylight is their last for all eternity
A sacred blood will spill
She'll bask in their ashes
A sacred blood will spill
She'll bask in their scorching ashes
Bow down to your God, reaper of your soul
Look into her eyes, see the white light
Hand upon his head, look up at your queen
Never again
Try and take her throne
Now she'll take your life

My dashboard says i have 1 follower. What on earth is going on? I don't put that application on my blog. And i NEVER will. Or is this Google way to promote that application? Whatever it is, i'm not gonna put it up, the application that is.

Ok, let me get this thing straight, we chatted on YM, i feel comfortable chatting with you, i asked your number for easier contact. Doesn't mean that i wanna become your life partner, okay? Don't be too vain. Get a grip, please.

We are okay. Near death experience. I understand. But don't be too cold. You make me think that you are avoiding me. And 1 thing about me that you need to understand, and i think you do, whatever i feel like saying, or ask you, i'll say and ask you. Straight. No more hypocrisy. Too old and too wise for all this shit.


Woh, aku update cakap Inggeris. Pissed? Sikit la. Sakit hati? Banyak. Hehehehehe...

Semalam aku tengok cerita ni ngan Chah kat KLCC. Selalu kalau nak tengok movie, aku akan tengok showtime n baca sinopsis. Tapi sebab semalam semua on impulse, terus je gamble gi KLCC n beli tiket.

One word : BRILLIANT!