I'm so excited.
YEAY!

yozora o miage hitori houkiboshi o mita no isshun de hajikete wa kiete shimatta kedo anata no koto omou to mune ga itaku naru no ima sugu aitai yo dakedo sora wa tobenai kara	I looked up alone at the night sky and saw a comet In an instant it began and vanished completely but It reminds me of you, and my chest begins to hurt I want to see you right now, but I can't fly through the sky
moshi atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba sora kakenuke tonde iku, donna ashita ga kite mo ko no omoi wa tsuyoi dakara houkiboshi zutto kowarenai yo	If maybe I'd been able to become a comet I would run flying through the sky No matter what kind of tomorrow comes, this thought will be strong So this comet is completely indestructable
ame ga futte iyada to boyaiteita toki ni anata ga itta koto ima demo oboeteru ame no ato no yozora wa kirei ni hoshi ga deru sore o kangaeru to ame mo suki ni nareru yo ne to	Rain's falling and it's miserable, and when it hazes over Any time now, I'll be remembering what you said In the night sky after the rain, a star emerges beautifully And I figure I can fall in love with the rain
moshi atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba afureru hikari furasu yo itsumo kanashii toki yozora miru anata ga egao ni naru youni motto kagayakitai	If, maybe, I'd gotten the chance to be a comet I'd overflow and spill light, always When you're sad, you looking at the night sky Makes me want to sparkle more, like you as you break into a smile
anata wa itsumo hitori nanika to tatakatteru soba ni iru koto shika atashi ni wa dekinai kedo	You're always fighting something by yourself I can't be that thing by your side, but...
moshi atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba sora kakenuke tonde iku kitto kanarazu todoku ko no isshun no hikari de anata no IMA terashi sora o megurou atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba kitto soba ni ite ageru, donna toki mo	If maybe, just maybe, I had the chance to become a comet I would surely rush to fall from the sky Beyond a doubt, I would reach you on this moment's light Let's wrap your "now" around the shining sky If I'd gotten the chance to be a comet Definitely, I'd be by your side for all time

Full lyrics, yeay!..
Arigato...

ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi yo kesenai kako mo seoi atte ikou ikiru koto wo nage dasanai de	Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live
tsunaida kimi no te wo	Your hand that I held...
itsuka ushinatte shimau no kana usurete iku egao to kimi wo mamoritai kara hibiku boku wo yobu koe sae kare toki ni sou kaze ni kaki kesaretatte kimi wo mitsuke dasu	Will we lose it someday? I want to protect you and that disappearing smile The ringing voice that calls me dries out Even if it gets erased by the wind along time I will find you
ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro	Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize
sabikitta hito no you ni	Like a rusted person
kasanari au dake ga munashikute hitori de ikite ikerutte itta arifureta yasashisa kotobajya ima wa mou todokanai hodo ni kimi wa uzukidasu	It felt so hollow to just pile atop one another You said you could live on your own Just with the usual kind words You ache to a point where I cannot reach you
tsunai da kimi no te wa nanigenai yasashisa wo motome Do you remember itami wo shiru koto de hito ni yasashiku nareru kara Drive your Life	Your hand that I held searched for some simple kindness Do you remember By learning pain, you can become a person who can be kind to others Drive your Life
ienai itami kanashimi de kizu tsuita kimi mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara ima wa sono mama de ii kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru daro	Injured with pain and sadness, the you that cannot be healed Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people Everything that happens in the unseen future has a meaning So stay like this, there'll come a time when you will realize
How can I see the meaning of life kieteku you're the only. . .	How can I see the meaning of life Disappearing, you're the only. . .
kowarenai you ni to hanarete iku kimi mou waraenai nante hito girai nante kotoba sou iwanai de ima wa by and by mie nakuttatte subete ni imi ga aru kara kesenai kako mo seoi attekou ikiru koto wo nagedasanai de	So you will not break, you distance yourself from me Don't say words like you can't smile or you hate people Now it's by and by, even if you cannot see, there's a meaning to everything Shoulder the burden of the past that cannot be erased; don't throw away your will to live
You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life? You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . modoranai kedo	You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . your different Life? You'd better forget everything. Remember. . . though, we cannot return
hizunda kioku no you na toki no naka de itsuka wakari aeru kara	Like in times of warped memories, we can understand someday

Alhamdulillah....
I'm so happy yesterday...
Thank you so much, Lennie...
For all your efforts, and your support...
Nanti, lepas ni bolehla aku bayar hutang ko kat Grand Bluewave tu..

And N91, YOU ARE MINE!
Muahahahaha....

You are a firestarter
Freakin' twisted firestarter

But thanks to you, now I realize
How fucking tiring it was being in the so called "considerate mode"
Damn tiring!
Thank you so much.
Very much.

Hahaha....
We are the evilest brother n sister around nowadays, kan kiddo kan?
Nak explanation?
Go to hell with that!
Never a person hurts me, like he did...
Damn, he hurts me so bad!

He deserve what we give him, kan kiddo kan?

CONTROL FREAK!
Aku still belum hilang akal lagi...
For the rest of my life?
I DON'T THINK SO!
Tunggu n lihat, ye?
Takpela, kita tunggu dan lihat aje la....

Tapi kalau setakat sms everyday, asking how am i doing, tu belum termasuk dalam kategori control freak lagi la...
Tu care namanya...

Berenang pun boleh sampai...
Dekat jer...
Tapi, macam terer sangat berenang pun...
Muahahahahah....

Malam tadi aku layan CSI Las Vegas first season...
Dari kul 3 petang, sampai kul 3 pagi.
Non stop...
Aku cuma berenti utk makan, solat dan mandi sahaja...
Tu pun tak abis lagi aku tengok...

Akhirnya, aku tengok gak citer Titanic ni sampai abis...
Tu pun sebab Lennie beria suruh aku tengok...
Setelah 8 tahun citer nih (citer ni kuar kat Mesia on 18/12/97), baru tadi aku tengok...
Selama ni aku tgk preview kat tv jer...
Tak pernah tengok cerita ni full...
Aku pun tak tahu kenapa aku takde desire pun nak tengok citer nih...
Mebbe sebab masa tu, citer ni macam over expose...
Muahahahaha...

Nape aku menulis cam typical malay yg poyo ari nih?
Is it because my considerate mode is kicking in?
kua kua kua....

Going to JB tomorrow...
Going to Best104, to be exact.
Bolehla jumpa DJ Riena, eheheh...
Dan bolehlah juga aku jumpa DJ Fieza yg si Yusri Cheras gila gilakan tuh...
MUAHAHAHAHAHAH.....

Apa jenis manusia dia nih, aku pun tak tau....
NO, I DON'T HAVE ANY SOFT SPOT FOR YOU ANYMORE...
Stop asking!

You dont even worth a single drop of tears from me....
Go to hell...
Go fuck your own ass!

Dah lama aku tak kene torture ngan fon calls macam ni....
Sungguh mencabar kesabaran....

bigfish.com.my dah takde....
Ada pulak dia punya descendants, aifa.com.my
Alahai....

I'm totally broke this month....
Flat!

Mana nak bayar umah lagi...
Arghhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

Hehe....
Semalam aku ingat nak update, sekali sibuk duk layan borak ngan kawan aku, langsung tak ingat nak update...
Terus balik jer...

Semalam punya cerita...

Aku punyala malas tak hengat nak gi keje semalam....
Bangun kul 5.45, mandi n subuh...
Pastu aku tengok jam baru kul 6, aku pun baring la balik....
Terjaga kul 6.15, then 6.30....
Masa ni aku dah rasa malas yang amat sangat utk gi keje....
Pastu aku layan baring sambil layan mata aku, sampai kul 7.30...
Akibatnya... Aku sampai opis kul 9.30...
HAHAHAHAHA......

Am gonna end everything tonite...
I don't care anymore...
I've had enough...

I need timeout la...
Away from everything...

I'm not being suspicious o somting...
It's just precautions...
Wear the black hat, rite kiddo?

But the SMS, really got me...
Come on, its not like we never SMS each other more than a day...
What a lame excuse you give me...
I went to school also, you know...
I may look stupid, but I AM NOT!

Whatever it is, I wanna see how far he can go, kiddo...
The secret weapon, is still safe...
Don't worry...

What the fuck was i thinking last nite...
Typing n sending that SMS....
Bodohnya!

Aku jumpa adik kesayangan aku semalam...
Bukan akak tipu, tak beritahu je, kan kiddo kan?
Sama la ko jugak...
Bukan tipu akak, cuma tak cerita je...
Tapi akhirnya, cerita jugak ngan akak, keh keh keh.....
Kan akak dah cakap, u can tell me everything..
Anything at all...
Ok?
Ke ko dah tak sayang akak?
Oooooo.....
Berani ko tak sayang akak?