I need a vacation...
BADLY!

Im not sure bout this anymore...
Hmmmm.... I smell something fishy..
But it's okay, i wanna see how far this will go...
And who will end it...
Hopefully it will never ends....
Hopefully this is the last...

Aku rasa tak besh la hari ni....
Aku dah tak tau nak komen apa sebenarnya...
All we can do is talk, and listen to you...
The rest, its your life, its your choice...
You make the decision....
If you need advice, me n Icha will always be there...
I promise with all my heart...
Aku sayang ko, sayang sangat sangat....
Bear that in mind....
5 years, and after everything, i'm still here, kan?

So careless my mind state
But it's not my state of mind..

Want to put my tender heart it in a blender
Watch it spin round to a beautiful oblivion

Life is wonderful...

I am 50% Asshole/Bitch.

I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck `em.

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Wonderful.

Ada orang tanya, nape tajuk blog aku weirdo...
Weird sangat ke aku nih?
Ntahla, aku pun tak tau nak jawab camana....
Tapi most of my friends cakap aku ni weird...
Even ada sorang classmate aku nih, masa study, kata aku ni alien....
Dia kata cara aku bercakap macam alien, cam bukan makhluk hidup kat bumi
Muahahahahha......

Earthlings to Q..
Earthlings to Q
Do you copy?

Confirm, we're moving out from here...
Most probably next week.....
Hmmmm......

This is my shoe...
And it only fits me....
Don't bother trying it on....
Thank you!

Heard bout the news last Monday actually....
Looking for Streamyx open port in that place....
We're moving out from here...
To Alam Megah, Seksyen 28, Shah Alam..
What?
Aw, come on....
Not there....
Pwease....

I'm not your typical malay girl next door..
Hahah!
Yes I'm different..
Indeed I AM!
I'm one of a kind...
And being a typical is not an option
Not for me, that is....

But hey, i can be considerate at times...
And i lurveeee learning things the hard way
Like what my beloved brother in law said to me...
When things is wayyyyy out of the control....
Hehe...
But i can be those cute lil' fairy
Flippin' wings on the flower
In your backyard garden..
You just have to know the way..
Way how you can turn me to those lil' fairy...
I won't tell you how..
Go figure!

Things are gonna change
And not for better
Don't know what it means to me
but it's hopeless, hopeless...

Got to get you home
Could be with anyone
Think of what I've done, uh
You know it all

Everything is everything
Everything is everything
The more I talk about it
The less I do control
Everything means EVERYTHING
Can't understand a word
Half of the stuff I'm sayin'

The things I do possess
Sometimes they own me too
What they gonna do to me?
It's hopeless, hopeless...

What I can't explain
I'm sure you'll get it well
Since I always wanted
I always wanted you

Everything is everything
The more I talk about it
The less I do control
Everything means EVERYTHING
Can't understand a word
Half of the stuff I'm sayin'

Riding low, riding low, riding faster
If this is what I want
Look at what it did to me
Riding low, riding low, riding faster
If this is what you want
This is what you get instead
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Everything is everything
The more I talk about it
The less I do control
Everything means EVERYTHING
Can't understand a word
Half of the stuff I'm sayin'

Riding low, riding low, riding faster
The more I talk about it
The less I do control
Riding low, riding low, riding faster
Can't understand a word
Half of the stuff I'm sayin'

Cuti aku dihabiskan dengan bermalas-malasan di kampung....
Aku rasa besh sangat.....
Aku happy....

Aku harap ianya berkekalan...
Sampai bila bila...

I love you, I really do...
Okkk owwww.... I'm in love!

Aku happy hari ni.....

Aduhai....
Phone call tak berenti.....
Ramai sangat ke yang apply nak masuk MRSM nih?
Non-stop.....
Aku letak gagang jer, bunyik tepon...
Aku letak lagi, bunyik lagi....
Letih la wei......

This morning, on my way to work, i saw this flower that reminds me of my childhood planted along the highway. I don't know what's the name of the flower, but us, Saiful, Yin and me, we called it 'bunga pukul sepuluh'. This is because, the flower is in full bloom at approximately 10 o'clock in the morning. When i was little, (at the age of 9, not so little, i guess), me, saiful and yin will wait for the flowers to bloom. This is because, when it blooms, there will be bees flying around the flower, to suck all the honey the flower has. (SUCK, hahahaha!). Then, we will quietly walk to the flower, and closed all it's petal. Then, we will pluck the flower with the bee trapped inside the petal.

We will bring the flower close to our ear, to hear the buzzing of the bee inside it. Then, after a few minutes, when the buzzing is almost gone, we will open all the petal and let the bee fly. It's fun to see the bee fly away, in it's dizziness... Call me cruel (or even you can call the SPCA, i don't care), but hey, it's fun. It seriously is!

Grammar getting worse each day..
Hahah!

Vampire Princess Miyu

Went to have me lunch at Carrefour this afternoon...
Me have KFC for me lunch.....
Me met this muthafucka cashier at KFC....
This godamn muthafucka cashier....
Seriously tick me off...
Very slow service, and very slow response....
VERY, VERY SLOW!
Me have to repat twice, to tell him that me want strawberry drink...
And he still fill up the cup with Pepsi
Dumbass!
Retarded dumbass cashier!
Took him almost 10 minutes to get me order ready...
Hello, me ain't got all day!
Me only have 1 hour for me lunch break!
Me think he likes his manager, who happens to be a GUY...
His eyes follows everywhere his manager went....
Hello, you are working now, not flirting....
If you wanna drag, wait till the nite comes, aight?
Now, gimme me order!
Me hungry!
Me need food!

Me very angry today!
Me need to go to Alaska to cool down....