This job hunting thingy is tiring, am i rite?

Am so tired!

It's been a long while
Ahakssss

i'm jobless now
anybody want to offer me a job?
With a pay that is not less than RM1600
contact me thru my emai at demynangel@yahoo.com

hehehehehe (read: am dead serious!)

I'm LEAVING
Seriously.
I AM.

That miracle i was talking about the other day happened today.
Just now, actually.
Thank you so much kiddo.
I owe you a whole lot more than you do to me.
Thank you.

Aduhai.
Rupanya pakaian untuk perasmian hari ni, one man dress. Together with all the pingats.
Shit!
Aku tak dapat pun kad jemputan tu.
Same goes with dinner tonite.
Aku tak dapat.
Nasib baik Kak Shah fax kat aku 2 hari lepas.
Saje nak boikot tempat keje aku, ke?
Aku tahu la boss aku baru tukar.
Ke, saja nak boikot aku?
Nampak sangat macam aku tak competent.
Damn!
Aku explain kat boss aku, aku tak dapat pun kad jemputan tu.
And nasib baik dia pun kata, dia tak pernah ternampak kad tu atas meja dia.
Nasib baik.

No.
There's no miracle that happens today.
No matter how many time i wished for it.
No matter how hard i closed my eyes.
Miracle is not stopping by here, today.
And most probably tomorrow will be the same as today.
Pity me.
Poor me.

Desperados.
So full of them today.
Makes me sick. And annoyed.
And laugh too.

Nak cerita pasal apa hari ni, yer?
Hmmmm.....

Jaafar Onn came to my office to do a 'cooking demonstration'.
Remind me of our trip to Kuala Terengganu.
We are jammed packed in a satria. Me, abg. wan, lennie, icha n halim.
At Kuantan, we listen to Radio Malaysia Pahang and he's a guest for a program encouraging Malaysian to eat fresh water fish.
Then, he was asked by the DJ, what's his favorite fish.
And he answers : "Ikan talapia merah la" in his way of talking.
O MY GOD!
We're laughing our heads off in the car.
We are bored at that time and all of us were intensely listening to the radio.
I miss that good 'ol time.
Sometimes.

What a ridiculous question.
And you are expecting a straight answer.
Are you out of your mind?
I think you are, that is the reason why you asked me that question, don't you?
God gives you brain so that you can use them.
Not abuse them.
Got me?

The bad and the ugly.
And I'm hungry.
Really hungry till my head hurts.
I want to go home. Now.

Boss aku guna ASUS P535.
Baru dapat semalam and dia suruh aku charging sampai full tadi.
Dah sudah full, aku browse la dulu phone tu.
Ahakssss.....
Mengujakan deria takbur aku la kalau aku guna fon tu.
Aku nak jadik YDP jugakla macam nih.
Ha ha ha.

"MY LIFE IS 75% Happy"


[x]You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[] You have your own room.
[] You own a cell phone.
[] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] You have a swimming pool
T 0 T A L: 2

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[] There is a computer/ laptop in your room
[x] You have never been beaten up
[ ] You never cry
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert
T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You have over 50 friends on friendster
[x] You have pictures on friendster.
[x] You enjoy having a friendster.
[x] You get allowance
[x] You collect something normal
[] You look foward to going to school
[x] You don't wish you were someone else
[x] You play a sport.
[] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 7

[x] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[x] You are happy with your appearance
[x] You aren't self-concious
[x] You have friends
T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life
[x] You have a special relationship with God
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You dont have any enemies....not that you know of anyways
[x] You are generally a nice person.
T 0 T A L: 7
SUMTOTAL:25
Now count your numbers and multiply by three. Then title this "MY LIFE IS % Happy"

Curik ni daripada blog budak kecik kat friendster. Aku tak tahu dia dapat dari mana. :)

Apasal lately kepala aku asyik sakit jer?
Nak kata pressure kerja, tak jugak.
Sakit betul la.
Heran lak aku.

Reading Fourth Procedure now.
Malam tadi sempat berapa paragraph jer aku baca.
Pastu ngantuk giler.
Sharp kul 8 malam, aku dah hanyut.
Badan letih baru lepas kebah demam.
Ni pun kepala aku tgh sakit nih.
Terbayang-bayang lak ikan puyu 2 ekor yg Love dapat mancing hari Ahad tuhari.
Nyesal lak aku tak siang and goreng macam dia mintak.
Sorry ye yang, orang termalas lak tuhari.
Nanti balik kampung lagi, awak mancing lagi, nanti orang siang and goreng, okay?
I love u.
:-)

Kenapa tastebud aku rasa tak sedap nih?
Hmmmmm...........

i loved to love u.

:)

If I'm alive and well, will you be there to hold my hand?

I cried.
Yes, I cried.
The feeling is different when u resigned than your boss got transfered somewhere else.
Moreover when you are his PA and you just work with him for 4 months.
And you really like your boss.
Really really fond of him coz he's just like a father to you.


Tuan, all the best kat pejabat baru.
Selamat bekerja dengan kakitangan baru.
Thank you so very much sebab tak pernah marah saya.
Walau sekali pun.

Sincerely,
Husna.

You and me, we come from different world.
Totally different.
The way we brought up is like earth and another galaxy million light years away.
Let's overcome that and make peace.
Deal?