Ignorance. I was that at that time. And i was out to destroy myself. For good sebenarnya masa tu. I know it hurts you, i can see it. Tapi sebab aku tau kau akan sentiasa ada, aku jadi ujub. Walaupun aku sakit sama, tapi aku ignorance. Dengan semua orang dan semua benda.

Sekarang aku nak build hidup aku semula. And i need you. You who entertain me, you who advice me, you who laugh with me, you who duduk Starbucks with me and smoke together. I need that you.

You are very important in my life. Very very important. And i want my life back. Help me. Please.