Aku tengah baca John Harvey wasted years ngan living proof sekarang ni. 2 in 1.
Baru 2 bulan aku tak gi kedai uncle, sekali signboard dah tukar la.
Colorful lagik.
Tu baru 2 bulan aku tak pegi, kalau 2 tahun, langsung tukar cat.
Muahahahahahah......
Siap tanya aku lagi mana hilang.
I'm around uncle, just don't have the time to drop by.
Don't worry, i'm still 1 of your most loyal customer.

Sebab tu aku malas nak gi Kajang.
Aku dah agak dah, mesti jumpa orang MPKj punya.
Arghhhhhh!!!!!!!!
Nak ambik tindakan tatatertib kat aku pulak.
Nak berapa ratus surat perletakan jawatan nak aku hantar?
Dahla breach contract.
Memang la buat my blood go upstairs macam ni.
Bodoh betul.
Dahla dapat anak lilin.
Muahahahahaha.....
Giler artis. Gila kuasa. Gila pangkat!
GILA!

Kalau nak something, sikit punya baik ngan aku.....
Bila time aku mintak tolong, macam bangsat jer.
Aku bukan mintak tolong pun sebenarnya, memang dia yang patut buat!
Buat la macam ni.
Doa orang teraniaya ni makbul.
Ko ada anak pompuan, nak aku jadi jahat n doakan anak ko jadi pelacur ke?
Kalau nak kira, aku tolong lagi banyak dari apa yang ko tolong aku.
Ko kene tangkap khalwat pun, kalau tak aku yg jadi penjamin betina tu, amacam?
Nak berkira ngan aku?
1 , 2, 3 dan seterusnya.....
Ahahahahaha.......
Aku akan keep hounding you.
Sampai ko lemas!

CANCER - The Cutie <---- (oh yes i am!)
Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person
you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it.
Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, but will KNOCK
your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.


Love of my life : LIBRA - The Lame One <----- (ehehehe)
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and
sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet!
however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end up
crying....

Aku ingat nak login kat sini guna gmail, tapi jari aku laju jer taip yahoo punya email.
Punya la tak synchronize otak ngan jari aku, ahaksss......
Tadi tolong ayong n asu kat karipap, n satu je yg aku tak suka, nanti tapak tangan aku especially yg kat ibu jari mesti sakit giler. Tapi takpela, amal jariah, kan?
Ehehehehe......
Tuhari aku ada jumpa satu blog yg penuh ngan gambar kucing, sekali lupa lak nak favorite, kiciwa betul pasal aku ingat aku nak link kat blog aku. Cheh!

Kiddo, did i do anything wrong?
Kenapa lately akak rasa ko macam nak avoid dari akak jer?
Serious cold.
I can feel the coldness here, tarak tipu punya.
The way you talk to me, sms me, memang lain gila.
If you really want to avoid me, do tell.
Akak leh faham n terima punya, no worries.
Kita bukan baru kenal semalam, dah 6 tahun dah.
Akak sayang ko. Betul betul sayang.
From the bottom of my heart, i really really love you, kiddo.
So, kalau nak ditch me pun, at least tell me, n tell me why.
I need and want to know, aight?

Kesan patah tangan aku masa umur 6 tahun yg dianggap terseliuh tu makin teruk sekarang.
Sakit. Lenguh. Ngilu.

hmmmm......

Kat area umah kakak aku, minyak masak berasaskan kelapa sawit tiada....
Aku heran, Malaysia ni ada berapa kangkang kera ladang kelapa sawit?
Sebab setahu aku, kalau aku on the way nak balik kampung, ada berjuta juta kangkang kera ladang kelapa sawit yg akan aku lalu, jadi, camana leh takde minyak?
Belum start ada kete guna biodiesel lagi
Nanti akan goreng ikan guna air menyamar jadi minyak.

Kakak aku kata aku gila!
Hahahahahahahaha..........

Aku kat umah, believe it or not
giler lama tak pernah update......

Looking back at me I see that I Never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Somethin' strong like a drug that gets meHigh
What I really meant to sayIs I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to sayIs I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so
Cold, to you, I'm sorry 'bout all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You can see me stand on my own again'
Cause now I can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Somethin' strong like a drug that got meHigh
What I really meant to sayIs I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to sayIs I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so coldI never meant to be
So coldI never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me
that I keepLocked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to meI never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have knownI guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say (Say)Is I'm sorry for the way (Sorry for the way) I am(I am) I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so coldWhat I really meant to say (Say)Is I'm sorry for the way (Sorry for the way) I am(I am) I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

this is such a huge turn in my life
from the comfy of an office
to a hectic and full of hiccups in a call floor.

life's weird.....
especially mine.

coz am a WEIRDO!

This job hunting thingy is tiring, am i rite?

Am so tired!

It's been a long while
Ahakssss

i'm jobless now
anybody want to offer me a job?
With a pay that is not less than RM1600
contact me thru my emai at demynangel@yahoo.com

hehehehehe (read: am dead serious!)

I'm LEAVING
Seriously.
I AM.

That miracle i was talking about the other day happened today.
Just now, actually.
Thank you so much kiddo.
I owe you a whole lot more than you do to me.
Thank you.

Aduhai.
Rupanya pakaian untuk perasmian hari ni, one man dress. Together with all the pingats.
Shit!
Aku tak dapat pun kad jemputan tu.
Same goes with dinner tonite.
Aku tak dapat.
Nasib baik Kak Shah fax kat aku 2 hari lepas.
Saje nak boikot tempat keje aku, ke?
Aku tahu la boss aku baru tukar.
Ke, saja nak boikot aku?
Nampak sangat macam aku tak competent.
Damn!
Aku explain kat boss aku, aku tak dapat pun kad jemputan tu.
And nasib baik dia pun kata, dia tak pernah ternampak kad tu atas meja dia.
Nasib baik.

No.
There's no miracle that happens today.
No matter how many time i wished for it.
No matter how hard i closed my eyes.
Miracle is not stopping by here, today.
And most probably tomorrow will be the same as today.
Pity me.
Poor me.

Desperados.
So full of them today.
Makes me sick. And annoyed.
And laugh too.

Nak cerita pasal apa hari ni, yer?
Hmmmm.....

Jaafar Onn came to my office to do a 'cooking demonstration'.
Remind me of our trip to Kuala Terengganu.
We are jammed packed in a satria. Me, abg. wan, lennie, icha n halim.
At Kuantan, we listen to Radio Malaysia Pahang and he's a guest for a program encouraging Malaysian to eat fresh water fish.
Then, he was asked by the DJ, what's his favorite fish.
And he answers : "Ikan talapia merah la" in his way of talking.
O MY GOD!
We're laughing our heads off in the car.
We are bored at that time and all of us were intensely listening to the radio.
I miss that good 'ol time.
Sometimes.

What a ridiculous question.
And you are expecting a straight answer.
Are you out of your mind?
I think you are, that is the reason why you asked me that question, don't you?
God gives you brain so that you can use them.
Not abuse them.
Got me?

The bad and the ugly.
And I'm hungry.
Really hungry till my head hurts.
I want to go home. Now.

Boss aku guna ASUS P535.
Baru dapat semalam and dia suruh aku charging sampai full tadi.
Dah sudah full, aku browse la dulu phone tu.
Ahakssss.....
Mengujakan deria takbur aku la kalau aku guna fon tu.
Aku nak jadik YDP jugakla macam nih.
Ha ha ha.

"MY LIFE IS 75% Happy"


[x]You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[] You have your own room.
[] You own a cell phone.
[] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] You have a swimming pool
T 0 T A L: 2

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[] There is a computer/ laptop in your room
[x] You have never been beaten up
[ ] You never cry
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert
T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You have over 50 friends on friendster
[x] You have pictures on friendster.
[x] You enjoy having a friendster.
[x] You get allowance
[x] You collect something normal
[] You look foward to going to school
[x] You don't wish you were someone else
[x] You play a sport.
[] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 7

[x] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[x] You are happy with your appearance
[x] You aren't self-concious
[x] You have friends
T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life
[x] You have a special relationship with God
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You dont have any enemies....not that you know of anyways
[x] You are generally a nice person.
T 0 T A L: 7
SUMTOTAL:25
Now count your numbers and multiply by three. Then title this "MY LIFE IS % Happy"

Curik ni daripada blog budak kecik kat friendster. Aku tak tahu dia dapat dari mana. :)

Apasal lately kepala aku asyik sakit jer?
Nak kata pressure kerja, tak jugak.
Sakit betul la.
Heran lak aku.

Reading Fourth Procedure now.
Malam tadi sempat berapa paragraph jer aku baca.
Pastu ngantuk giler.
Sharp kul 8 malam, aku dah hanyut.
Badan letih baru lepas kebah demam.
Ni pun kepala aku tgh sakit nih.
Terbayang-bayang lak ikan puyu 2 ekor yg Love dapat mancing hari Ahad tuhari.
Nyesal lak aku tak siang and goreng macam dia mintak.
Sorry ye yang, orang termalas lak tuhari.
Nanti balik kampung lagi, awak mancing lagi, nanti orang siang and goreng, okay?
I love u.
:-)

Kenapa tastebud aku rasa tak sedap nih?
Hmmmmm...........

i loved to love u.

:)

If I'm alive and well, will you be there to hold my hand?

I cried.
Yes, I cried.
The feeling is different when u resigned than your boss got transfered somewhere else.
Moreover when you are his PA and you just work with him for 4 months.
And you really like your boss.
Really really fond of him coz he's just like a father to you.


Tuan, all the best kat pejabat baru.
Selamat bekerja dengan kakitangan baru.
Thank you so very much sebab tak pernah marah saya.
Walau sekali pun.

Sincerely,
Husna.

You and me, we come from different world.
Totally different.
The way we brought up is like earth and another galaxy million light years away.
Let's overcome that and make peace.
Deal?

Giler buat aku marah and also buat aku bosan.
Degil
Aku kata hari ni tak boleh, tak boleh la.
Ape ke bangang sangat tak faham bahasa nih?
Nak aku cakap korea ker?
Aku tak reti.
Ahakssss..

Patutla aku rasa tak sedap hati.
Rupanya nak jadi camnih.
Saper yg sms aku?
Alahai la.

Cinta by Melly and Kris (but aku lagi suka yg Jac n Misha nyanyi, coz i love Jac's voice, he he..)

menapak jalan yg menjauh
tentukan arah yg ku mau
tempatan aku pada satu peristiwa
yg membuat hati lara
di dekat engkau aku tenang
sendu matamu penuh tanya
misteri hidup akankah menghilang
dan bahagia di akhir cerita

reff: cinta, tegarkan hatiku
tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
naluriku berkata, tak ingin terulang lagi
kehilangan cinta, hati bagai raga tak bernyawa
aku junjung petuahmu
cintai dia yg mencintaiku
hatinya dulu berlayar, kini telah menepi
bukankah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia
di dekat engkau aku tenang
sendu matamu penuh tanya
misteri hidup akankah menghilang
dan bahagia di akhir cerita

repeat reff

cinta biar saja ada
yg terjadi biar saja terjadi
bagaimana pun hidup hanya cerita
cerita tentang yg meninggalkan
dan yg ditinggalkan
cinta

Aku selesema.
Masuk hari ni dah 3 hari.
Masa hari rabu tu aku dah terasa dah.
Sekali semalam langsung takleh bangun. MC terus semalam.

Happy belated birthday, Lennie.
Sorila lambat wish semalam.
Aku tido the whole day semalam.
Wahhhhhhh...... Giler happening birthday bash tahun ni.
Celebrate kat Sabah lagik.
Eheh.

Haha!
How small this earth that we live in!
Husna?
Macam familiar je nama tuh!
Sekali memang familiar daaaa....
Ha ha ha.....

Alahai la En. Kamarul.
I want my pizza.
MY PIZZA!
:D

Tak.
Aku bukan kata kau berpura pura intelligent.
Tapi masalahnya, memang obvious kau kurang intelligent.
You are making a fool of yourself, my friend.
Tolonglah.

Malam tadi gaduh lagi.Pasal benda kecik pun boleh jadi gaduh..Pastu siap tulis note utk aku baca.Luahan hati dia.Selama ni aku tak pernah balas pun note dia, tapi i've had enough.Aku bukan yang macam dulu.Ikut je apa yang dia kata.Aku dah penat.Asyik aku je yang mengalah.Asyik aku je yang kene jaga perasaan dia.Aku takde perasaan ke?
Dan dia pun dah perasan, aku dah tak macam dulu.Aku dah pandai melawan.Nak tahu kenapa?Aku dah bosan.Sungguh. Aku betul betul dah bosan.Jangan sampai aku ignore.Kalau aku dah ignore, kau memang tak wujud dalam hidup aku lagi dah.Kau dah invisible.Ada, but i don't see you and i don't want to see you.Tolong jangan sampai tahap ni.Aku mintak tolong sangat.Bukan aku tak pernah cakap.Aku dah muak nak cakap.
Please.

Was watching Ghostrider's trailer just now.
Can't wait for the movie to be release here.
Pasal ada orang dah janji ngan aku nak belanja aku tengok movie nih.
YEAY!

Last saturday, i watched the hills have eyes after watching trailer of the same title only its sequel (the hills have eyes 2).
I was expecting a movie that will scare the wits out of me, but alas, i was disappointed, again.
It was a story bout a family going on a trip to California, got stranded on the desert of New Mexico after the guy at the last stop give them a 'detour'. And also a bunch of radioactive effected people living in the desert who practices cannibalism, as they dont have anything else to eat except human flesh.
BUGGER!
But i like one part though, the part where Lizard sucks Doug's wife (i forgot her name) breast. Yummy!
Hehehehehe.....

Aku benci la keadaan macam nih.
Tapi the possibility for her to do that ada jugak.
But i cannot trust the other person 100%.
Pening la.
Suka bikin aku kusut.

Fuck!

Aku rasa macam rugi lak tak pegi Terengganu. If i knew that this shit will be like this, i prefer Terengganu. Damn boring. If it's in Terengganu, at least i can hear the waves hit the beach. Tenang sikit. And also, boleh aku flirts ngan tourist kat pantai. Ha ha. And aku juga boleh dapat bespren baru, bak kata Ita. Iye lah, dah cerita tidur sebilik. Satgi karang, semua benda nak buat ngan bespren baru, dah lupa dia. Hahahaha.... Mana mungkin bebeh, kamu gebu, dia papan lapis. Kamu lazat, dia tulang. Hmmmm..... Nyam nyam nyam......

Kenapa la aku lak yg dikaitkan ngan dia?
Tah hape hape la.
Jangan bikin aku kusut la.

Engkau betul-betul buat aku hilang perasaan terhadap kau.
Betul.

Aku pergi kenduri rumah E-jump semalam.
Congrats my fren, sungguh tidak kusangka.....
Eheh.
Ko dah nak nampak macam normal balik dah
Tapi tembam di pipi masih ada.
Haha......
Kau tak akan jadi normal semula dah.
Caya la cakap aku nih.

I'm past bluffing.
Let's get serious.

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha.

You want me to become the one that you USED to know and love?
BAD NEWS!
She's gone, dude
She's GONE!

Hmmm..........
Aku nak lari.
Jauh dari sini.

"All this while, i think people that falls in love by just talking on the phone is stupid, but I think i'm stupid now."

What?
Another pick up line?
You think i was born yesterday, is it?

So, nak cabar aku la konon?
Sukahati ko la labuuuuu......
Aku takut ko je yg surrender dulu nanti.
And if you did, jangan salahkan aku coz aku over experienced.
Aight?

Aku tengok Eragon last Saturday kat KLCC.
I'm quite disappointed coz cerita tu tak reach aku punya expectation.
Aku expect cerita tu akan buat aku impressed, awed.
Tapi ampeh.
Padan muka aku, sape suruh aku expect something, kan?
Lenkali, jangan expect apa apa, supaya aku tak kecewa.
Enjoy the movie as it is, mesti best.
Halahai laaaaaaaaaaa.......

Tiba-tiba je aku rasa disappointed sangat sangat.

I am very disappointed!
Aku rasa macam nak jerit jer

DAMN!

What have I done?
Betul ke dia boleh accept lepas apa yang aku cakap tadi?
Ramai yang kata camtu, but in the end, ungkit jugak.
Aku dah mintak, jangan ungkit, but once you did, it means goodbye.
Aku sedar aku siapa.
Apa yang aku dah buat.
But that doesn't mean that i don't deserve to be happy.

Ingat aku tak boleh nak usaha ke?
Come on la, aku kan genius. hahahaha.....
Tak boleh buat kat pc aku, aku download kat pc boss aku.....
Jangan lupa, boss aku is korang semua punya big boss.....
So, sape lagi superior sekarang?
Haha.

Bengong ah!
Kata nak cakap ngan Zaman, aku ingat Zaman pentadbiran la. Sekali nak cakap ngan Haji Kamaruzzaman KP SUK la pulak.
Hahahahahaha.....
Sewel ah hari nih.
Nasib baik mood boss aku baik, siap boleh ketawa-ketawa lagi.
Phew!

Aku dah jangka dah kalau aku letak gambar tu, dia punya hits akan mencanak naik punya.
Hahahahahahaha.........
Memang dasar, ayat tak pernahnya yang bersopan santun.
Aku saje je nak test, masih lagi laku rupanya.
Tapi padan la laku pun, letak gambar kenangan lalu tuh.
Bukan selalu jumpa kat Malaysia nih.
Tu pasal sambutan hangat!

Aku nak macam ni la.
Jawab telefon aku dengan lemah lembut, penuh kasih sayang.
So, aku takdela rasa cam aku sorang je yang terhegeh hegeh nak bermanja.
Kan sedap je telinga aku dengar, hati aku cam dibelai belai.
I want you to be like this, always and forever!

Baru 2 bulan aku kat sini, dah jadi lain betul dah.
Betul la ko kata Chah, aku memang dah jadi orang lain yg keje macam aku nih.
"Can you hear yourself, Q?".....
Tersentap aku dengar soalan ko tuh.
My God, i didn't realize that am becoming one of them!
HELP!

Do you remember?
How we used to play like kids in the sun?

Giler aku nekad pagi tadi.
Aku pun tak expect aku boleh hantar sms macam tu.
Puas jugakla aku menangis.
And dia pun menangis jugak.

Kita berdua tahu siapa kita, kan?

comelnya budak nih.

haha.
aku tengok supernatural malam tadi, and aku rasa aku dah jatuh cinta la sama dia nih. hehe.
aku cakap ngan kakak aku, kalau aku dapat la budak nih, kompom aku tak kasi kuar rumah. bukan takakt kuar rumah, kuar bilik pun belum tentu aku bagi lagi.
pastu kakak aku cakap, isi budak tu dalam botol, pastu kalau rasa geram, goncang goncang botol tu. hehe.
giler ah.

I want this.
NOW!

Aku tak sabar nak tunggu hari Jumaat.....
Mari kita melantak! Hahahaha......

Jemput sesapa yang baca blog aku, hari Jumaat 17/11/06, Majlis Perbandaran Kajang buat Majlis Aidilfiri kat rumah rasmi Yang DiPertua.
Alamatnya : No. 10, Jln Pdg. Tembak, Kajang dari pukul 3 petang hingga 7 malam.

Jemputlah beramai ramai.

Aku rindu sangat ngan budakkecik kat Kulim.
Budak, bila nak jumpa ni?
Akak rindu sangat kat ko la.
Dah lama tak jumpa n borak borak.
Ko tak rindu akak ke?

Kau bagaikan udara
yang membantu aku untuk terus hidup diatas dunia
tanpamu ku lemah
pasti aku tak berdaya
kerna kau maha karya cinta ...

Semalam masuk rumah baru.

Aku nak ucapkan selamat hari raya untuk semua orang yang baca blog aku.
Selamat bercuti. Aku cuti 3 hari jer. Itu pun nasib baik isnin dapat cuti free, kalau tak, cuti 2 hari jer. Raya ketiga dah keje. Takpe, ni semua, COBAAN!

Mengantuk giler aku hari nih.

(takkan ini jer aku nak taip?)

Aku makan kat Hartz Chicken hari ni.
Ngan best friend aku.
Meh la datang Sunway Pyramid, join sekali.

Dah seminggu aku kat sini.
So far, Alhamdulillah.
Aku akan kekal kat sini sampai pencen, InsyaAllah.
Bukan senang babe, nak kerja kerajaan.
And one more thing, aku tak guna "kabel", ok?
Aku guna kelulusan aku.
Aku ada kelulusan. Sila kikis pemikiran yg mengatakan kalau kerja kerajaan, kena ada "kabel", aight?

Haha..
Babai HSBC, hello there MPKajang!

Aku tak expect pun dapat keje kat sini.
Alhamdulillah.

HSBC, here I come!

Aku lapar. Hehe.

Aku rindu dia sangat.
Doakan aku untuk esok.

Cik Man, saya yang berenti keje dulu.
Hehe.

Now there's all this talk about dying
Well I don't get it, for the life of me.

So, Cik Man nak berenti keje?
Aku lak tgh apply utk keje ngan MPKj.
Okla tu.

Giler kantoi pasal semalam.
Aku tak expect that she will call us all, into her room and talk about that.
Damn it, twice already.
But hey, people said that 3 time's a charmed.
But in my case, 3 times, you're GONE!

Giler kantoi pasal semalam.
Aku tak expect that she will call us all, into her room and talk about that.
Damn it, twice already.
But hey, people said that 3 time's a charmed.
But in my case, 3 times, you're GONE!

Only You - John Lennon (dedicated to : Khairul Syakirin)

Only you
can make this world seem right
Only you
can make the darkness bright
Only you and you alone
can thrill me like you do
and fill my heart with love for only you

Only you
can make this change in me
For it's true
you are my destiny
When you hold my hand, i understand
the magic that you do
You're my dream come true
my one and only you, only you

Only you and you alone
can thrill me like you do
and fill my heart with love for only you

Only you
can make this change in me
For it's true
you are my destiny
When you hold my hand, i understand
the magic that you do do
You're my dream come true
my one my one my one and only you
only you, only you, only you,
only you, only you, only you,
only you, only you, only you

I'm a Chevrolet Corvette!

You're a classic - powerful, athletic, and competitive. You're all about winning the race and getting the job done. While you have a practical everyday side, you get wild when anyone pushes your pedal. You hate to lose, but you hardly ever do.

Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

You are frying my ass, man!
I want to save myself from being lectured.
U ask me whether i told her o not.
Of course i told her!
What do u expect?
Lied for you? To save your ass and let mine get fried?
Out of your mind, is it?

"I don't know how can carry on living in this world".

I have found the paradox, that if you love someone until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.

Ade ke kata aku nangis sebab talipon kene pinjam.
Tah hape hape ntah.
Sewel dah tu, hahahahahaha......

Do you think I care if you are not going to work here anymore?
And do you think I care if the two of you not talking to me, and you two talk only about your world?
I dont give SHIT, aight?

Happy Birthday To Me,
Happy Birthday To Me,
Happy Birthday To Myself,
Happy Birthday To Me.

Sudah tua! Hahahahaha......

Giler cerewet boss baru aku nih.....
Nasib baik dia tak cerewet ngan aku, dia cerewet ngan orang orang yang dia beli barang jer.
Alhamdulillah.

Chibi, ko mesti dah tak percaya kat akak, kan?
Mesti ko rasa akak ni menipu, kan?
Tak berpegang pada janji, kan?
Akak dah tak tahu nak cakap apa lagi dah kat ko.
Sebab tu akak tak reply SMS.
Orang yg janji ngan akak pun tak tepati janji, camana akak nak tepati janji akak kat ko?
Ko mesti dah merajuk n jauh hati ngan akak, kan?
Mesti ko ingat akak jahat n sampai hati biarkan ko macam tu jer.
Akak malu ngan ko sebenarnya, tu pasal akak senyap jer.
Memang salah akak pun.
Akak nak mintak maaf pun rasa malu.
It is my fault.
I should never make that promise, should never ask for 'THAT' help in the first place sepatutnya!
I'm very sorry, Chibi.

Sayang aku kan?
Lama mana nak berahsia, nak tipu aku?
Akhirnya kantoi jugak..

I am happy with my life now.
Very happy.

PADAN MUKA!
Dapat staff lembab.
Siapa suruh tak reti nak appreciate orang?
RASAKAN!

AKU LUPA!
Bukannya aku sengaja tak nak call.
Sebelum ni, kalau missed call or sms, terus aku call.
Kecuali aku takde kredit.
Nak mengamuk, apahal?
Ambik kau, luahan perasaan aku.
Baca dan hayatilah sms aku tu.

Laa chibi, mana akak tau ko baca blog hehari....
Ingatkan takde org lain baca blog akak selain akak....
Rindu giler la akak kat ko....
Dahla masa ko nak gi hutan banat tu, tak jumpa....
Bila nak jumpa akak nih?
Nak bercerita panjang nih?
Rindunya akak, dahla banyak benda akak nak luahkan perasaan nih....
Huwaaaaaaaaaa....

Hmmm....

LANTAKLA!
None of my business!
Dia kena buang kerja pun, pedulik apa aku!

Stress aku macam ni.
Semua aku nak buat.
I WANT A RAISE!
Aku buat kerja 2 orang!
I DESERVE A RAISE!

Rentetan aku sakit perut hari khamis tuhari, aku masuk hospital hari jumaat.
Colon aku ada infection. Doktor tu kata, kat usus besar, ada satu pocket kecik, and pocket tu dah burst, n dah bernanah. Hari sabtu, aku kene operate, and aku stay kat wad, sampai ari rabu. Everday dapat 10ml morphin free. Takyah susah susah nak meragut utk dapatkan morphin, aku dapat free jer. (HAHA). 3 minggu dapat MC and semalam aku dah start keje balik.

Giler stress, semua aku nak buat. Dahla file invoice ngan resit takde, tekanan sungguh!

Aku sakit perut!

Have you ever loved her?
I have and it hurts (I have and I know it hurts)
To watch you fall like you were nothing (nothing)
And what for? (what for?), youth is lost

And I punch the walls
Do you care at all?
Those days were forever ours
Your forgotten lies
They stood the test of time

So I take this opportunity
To tell you what you don't mean to me (tell you what you don't mean to me)
Your grievances have left me standing still
Under a dark grey sky we come undone (dark grey sky we come undone)

And you've lost it all
Think you're so beautiful? Says who?
With scars of our love
"So beautiful', says who?

Before they throw you a parade
We should dispose of your charades
If they only knew (The person that you are)
The person i could be (The person you could've been)

Through rise and fall
You lost it all
You lost it all
You lost it all

So can I really love her? (love her?)
I have and I know it hurts
Many times I felt like I was nothing
And what for?
Never know
I've lost it all

Mengantuknya mata aku.

Marah aku sebab dump dia.
Bodoh ke?
Pastu cakap aku lucky coz dia tak belasah aku.
What the fuck?
Ko sape nak belasah aku?
Benda dah 3 tahun lepas, bangang!
Ayah aku pun tak pukul aku, ko nak pukul?
PEGI MAMPUS!

Aku benci betul dengan racists.
Bukan tak boleh nak bela and majukan bangsa sendiri, tapi jangan tindas orang lain.
And aku benci orang yang buat orang yang aku suka marah.
Aku suka tengok muka kau dulu.
DULU.
Tapi sejak malam tu, sejak aku tahu perangai engkau yang macam itu, aku jadi meluat.
Meluat memandang muka engkau.

AKU.RINDU.DIA.

Aku rindu dia yg pujuk pujuk aku kalau aku merajuk hasil perbuatan dia.
Aku rindu dia yg cium cium aku sebelum pergi kerja.
Aku rindu dia yg suka buat aku merajuk dan kemudian cubit cubit tangan aku.
Aku rindu dia yg suka berkelakuan keanak-anakan apabila memujuk aku.

AKU.RINDU.DIA