Friday, January 18, 2008

Go on. Keep hurting me.
You really want me to give up on you, huh?
It hurts.
I almost give up on you.
Almost.The word is just at the tip of my tongue the other night.
Thank God, i still can hold it back.
Been trying to ignore it, but I have feelings, you know.
I'm not some goddamn robot.
I'm a hot blooded human being, for heaven's sake.
I have a heart that pumps blood through my veins.

Don't think i can hold it much longer.
This is wayyyyyyyy too much.
It hurts the first time.
Ignored.
Then it got worse and worse.
And you're stepping off the boundaries.
Please, stop it.

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