We should stop seeing each other from this moment on....
We need to move on with our life....
You with your life, and me with mine.....
Ironic isn't it?
You are the one started it....
You are the one who supposed to end it....
Now its vice versa.....
How could she said that to you?
I'm very sorry, man....
I really am, dude....
Monday, May 03, 2004
Friday, April 30, 2004
Thursday, April 29, 2004
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
Monday, April 26, 2004
Thursday, April 22, 2004
Wednesday, April 21, 2004
Saturday, April 17, 2004
Friday, April 16, 2004
Thursday, April 15, 2004
Salam.....
Keperluan mesti dipenuhi....
Kehendak tu, terpulanglah pada diri sendiri....
Kalau kau rasa kau mampu, penuhilah kehendak tersebut....
Kalau kau rasa itu akan menjerut leher, lupakan je la babe.....
Life is simple......
Kau yang membuatkannya jadi susah....
Lalu menyalahkan orang lain....
Hei, hidup siapa sekarang ni?
Hidup kau atau dia?
Jadi, salahkan diri sendiri kalau sesuatu berlaku di luar kehendak kau....
Jangan salahkan dia.....
FAHAM?
Keperluan mesti dipenuhi....
Kehendak tu, terpulanglah pada diri sendiri....
Kalau kau rasa kau mampu, penuhilah kehendak tersebut....
Kalau kau rasa itu akan menjerut leher, lupakan je la babe.....
Life is simple......
Kau yang membuatkannya jadi susah....
Lalu menyalahkan orang lain....
Hei, hidup siapa sekarang ni?
Hidup kau atau dia?
Jadi, salahkan diri sendiri kalau sesuatu berlaku di luar kehendak kau....
Jangan salahkan dia.....
FAHAM?
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
Monday, April 12, 2004
Salam.....
Malam Ahad yang indah.....
I have a hunch already....
And my instinct was right.....
Kantoi, sial...... BIGTIME....
Wakakakakaka.....
I told you, im bad, evil, naughty, stubborn....
Kan dah kantoi.....
Lama mana ko nak tipu aku....
Aku dah cakap, tipu aku, ko takkan selamat....
Muahahahahahha........
Malam Ahad yang indah.....
I have a hunch already....
And my instinct was right.....
Kantoi, sial...... BIGTIME....
Wakakakakaka.....
I told you, im bad, evil, naughty, stubborn....
Kan dah kantoi.....
Lama mana ko nak tipu aku....
Aku dah cakap, tipu aku, ko takkan selamat....
Muahahahahahha........
Saturday, April 10, 2004
Salam.....
Malam tadi aku gi tengok Walking Tall ngan kawan aku kat GSC Summit USJ...
It was a good movie...
I said it was good because the movie did not bored me......
Uish, grammar aku berterabur, babe....
Lantakla situ....
My fren, nanti Starsky n Hutch kuar wayang, aku banjer ko lak, eh?
Thank u so much for last nite....
I had a great time...
Malam tadi aku gi tengok Walking Tall ngan kawan aku kat GSC Summit USJ...
It was a good movie...
I said it was good because the movie did not bored me......
Uish, grammar aku berterabur, babe....
Lantakla situ....
My fren, nanti Starsky n Hutch kuar wayang, aku banjer ko lak, eh?
Thank u so much for last nite....
I had a great time...
Friday, April 09, 2004
Thursday, April 08, 2004
Salam.....
Pagi aku dah dicemari dengan sumpah seranah....
Double Parking....
Pantang betul aku.....
Sebelum nih, aku duk bengang ngan orang yg stuck dengan double parking...
Pepagi buta duk main horn, apahal?
Pagi tadi, baru aku tau perasaan orang yang pernah stuck tuh.....
Macam sial.....
SELFISH....
Tu jer sebabnya....
Balik lambat, tengok parking takde, parking je la kat mana sempat....
Memang cam cilaka betul....
Aku series bengang.....
Lepas tuh, dah tekan hon dekat setengah jam, pun takde orang turun.....
Ni memang jenis yang kononnya bangun pagi awal....
Sempat lagi nak alih kete, kalau orang nak kluar gi kerja...
FUCK la......
Bengang betul aku.....
Pagi aku dah dicemari dengan sumpah seranah....
Double Parking....
Pantang betul aku.....
Sebelum nih, aku duk bengang ngan orang yg stuck dengan double parking...
Pepagi buta duk main horn, apahal?
Pagi tadi, baru aku tau perasaan orang yang pernah stuck tuh.....
Macam sial.....
SELFISH....
Tu jer sebabnya....
Balik lambat, tengok parking takde, parking je la kat mana sempat....
Memang cam cilaka betul....
Aku series bengang.....
Lepas tuh, dah tekan hon dekat setengah jam, pun takde orang turun.....
Ni memang jenis yang kononnya bangun pagi awal....
Sempat lagi nak alih kete, kalau orang nak kluar gi kerja...
FUCK la......
Bengang betul aku.....
Wednesday, April 07, 2004
Tuesday, April 06, 2004
Friday, April 02, 2004
Penat.... penat.... penat....
JAMIROQUAI : CORNER OF THE EARTH
Little darlin' don't you see the sun is shining
just for you, only today
If you hurry you can get a ray on you, come with me, just to play
Like every humming bird and bumblebee
Every sunflower, cloud and every tree
I feel so much a part of this
Nature's got me high and it's beautiful
I'm with this deep eternal universe
From death until rebirth
This corner of the earth is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
On the face of this I'm blessed
When the sunlight comes for free
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me
So inspired of that there's nothing left to do or say
Think I'll dream, 'til the stars shine
The wind it whispers and the clouds don't seem to care
And I know inside, that it's all mine
It's the chorus of the breakin' dawn
The mist that comes before the sun is born
To a hazy afternoon in May
Nature's got me high and it's so beautiful
I'm with this deep eternal universe from death until rebirth
[chorus]
You know that this corner of the earth is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
On the face of it I'm blessed
When the sunlight comes for free
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me x5
This corner of the earth, is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
When the sunlight comes for free
I know the corner of this earth it smiles at me
JAMIROQUAI : CORNER OF THE EARTH
Little darlin' don't you see the sun is shining
just for you, only today
If you hurry you can get a ray on you, come with me, just to play
Like every humming bird and bumblebee
Every sunflower, cloud and every tree
I feel so much a part of this
Nature's got me high and it's beautiful
I'm with this deep eternal universe
From death until rebirth
This corner of the earth is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
On the face of this I'm blessed
When the sunlight comes for free
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me
So inspired of that there's nothing left to do or say
Think I'll dream, 'til the stars shine
The wind it whispers and the clouds don't seem to care
And I know inside, that it's all mine
It's the chorus of the breakin' dawn
The mist that comes before the sun is born
To a hazy afternoon in May
Nature's got me high and it's so beautiful
I'm with this deep eternal universe from death until rebirth
[chorus]
You know that this corner of the earth is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
On the face of it I'm blessed
When the sunlight comes for free
I know this corner of the earth it smiles at me x5
This corner of the earth, is like me in many ways
I can sit for hours here and watch the emerald feathers play
When the sunlight comes for free
I know the corner of this earth it smiles at me
Thursday, April 01, 2004
Salam....
Aku buat test ni kat blog banai ......
Dan ini resultnya.....
Umah kaler hijau <----- You have little interest in your financial investments. You are not driven by material wealth and prefer to see where destiny takes you.
Baju kaler merah <----- Having a lively and outgoing personality, you don't like to blend into the crowd and pity people that do. You take fashion trends to the EXTREME!
Rose kaler pink <----- Variety is the spice of life! You are comfortable in any crowd or situation, and always come away with new friends.
Kete kaler hitam <----- In your mind, the image your friends have of you is very important. You like to have the latest brands and are prepared to invest a lot of your money in quality and expensive possessions.
Henfon kaler merah <----- Loves to talk to friends - keeps in close contact with friends. You are very outgoing and have no problem saying what you think.
Teddy bear kaler coklat <----- You are very considerate. Friendship is the world to you, and you are friends with everyone. Be careful, as sometimes this works against you if you are too trusting.
Eheheh..... tah pape ntah.... memula kata aku tak suka social life, then kata aku get along easy in crowd... Nampak sangat menipu aku.. Aku lak main buat jer, sebab takde mende nak buat time nih...
Aku buat test ni kat blog banai ......
Dan ini resultnya.....
Umah kaler hijau <----- You have little interest in your financial investments. You are not driven by material wealth and prefer to see where destiny takes you.
Baju kaler merah <----- Having a lively and outgoing personality, you don't like to blend into the crowd and pity people that do. You take fashion trends to the EXTREME!
Rose kaler pink <----- Variety is the spice of life! You are comfortable in any crowd or situation, and always come away with new friends.
Kete kaler hitam <----- In your mind, the image your friends have of you is very important. You like to have the latest brands and are prepared to invest a lot of your money in quality and expensive possessions.
Henfon kaler merah <----- Loves to talk to friends - keeps in close contact with friends. You are very outgoing and have no problem saying what you think.
Teddy bear kaler coklat <----- You are very considerate. Friendship is the world to you, and you are friends with everyone. Be careful, as sometimes this works against you if you are too trusting.
Eheheh..... tah pape ntah.... memula kata aku tak suka social life, then kata aku get along easy in crowd... Nampak sangat menipu aku.. Aku lak main buat jer, sebab takde mende nak buat time nih...
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Thursday, March 25, 2004
Monday, March 22, 2004
Salam............
Tadi aku baca archive blog aku nih....
Yang tahun lepas punya....
Happy jer aku masa tuh, takde masalah....
Beshnya....
Ada sesapa tak yang ada time capsule?
Kalau ada kan, aku nak sewa la...
Aku nak kembali ke satu tarikh dalam hidup aku...
Yang aku harap aku boleh ubah sangat-sangat apa yang aku buat pada tarikh tuh...
Kalau boleh kan, bestnya lah....
Tu la, orang tetua pun dah kata,
"Sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian, takde guna"
Tapi kan, aku nak tanya la kan
Rasionalnya la, logiknya la...
Ada ke orang nyesal dulu..
Maksud aku la kan, contohnya la...
Kalau orang tu nak buat jahat, merompak ke, mencurik ke....
Ada diorang pikir consequencesnya?
Korang rasa diorang pikir tak?
Sebab aku rasa konsepnya lebih kurang sama dengan sesal dahulu....
Ada ke?
Cam orang nak merogol la....
Ada ke dia fikir, uish, karang kalo aku rogol budak nih, kena tangkap, tak pepasal aku kena penjara ngan kena sebat....
Ada ke?
Aku rasa takde, pasal tu kes jenayah melambak-lambak kat mesia nih sekarang....
Ntahla....
Aku dah mula merepek....
Aku dah dapat balik semangat aku untuk menulis....
Senang jer sebenarnya, baca balik archive....
Dari situ aku terfikir, kenapa dulu aku boleh tulis pepanjang, sekarang dah malas?
Sepatutnya, semakin aku tua, makin rajin....
Ini tidak, makin malas lak jadinya....
Hmmmmm.........
Hendaknya lepas nih, aku dah tak malas-malas lagi....
Tadi aku baca archive blog aku nih....
Yang tahun lepas punya....
Happy jer aku masa tuh, takde masalah....
Beshnya....
Ada sesapa tak yang ada time capsule?
Kalau ada kan, aku nak sewa la...
Aku nak kembali ke satu tarikh dalam hidup aku...
Yang aku harap aku boleh ubah sangat-sangat apa yang aku buat pada tarikh tuh...
Kalau boleh kan, bestnya lah....
Tu la, orang tetua pun dah kata,
"Sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian, takde guna"
Tapi kan, aku nak tanya la kan
Rasionalnya la, logiknya la...
Ada ke orang nyesal dulu..
Maksud aku la kan, contohnya la...
Kalau orang tu nak buat jahat, merompak ke, mencurik ke....
Ada diorang pikir consequencesnya?
Korang rasa diorang pikir tak?
Sebab aku rasa konsepnya lebih kurang sama dengan sesal dahulu....
Ada ke?
Cam orang nak merogol la....
Ada ke dia fikir, uish, karang kalo aku rogol budak nih, kena tangkap, tak pepasal aku kena penjara ngan kena sebat....
Ada ke?
Aku rasa takde, pasal tu kes jenayah melambak-lambak kat mesia nih sekarang....
Ntahla....
Aku dah mula merepek....
Aku dah dapat balik semangat aku untuk menulis....
Senang jer sebenarnya, baca balik archive....
Dari situ aku terfikir, kenapa dulu aku boleh tulis pepanjang, sekarang dah malas?
Sepatutnya, semakin aku tua, makin rajin....
Ini tidak, makin malas lak jadinya....
Hmmmmm.........
Hendaknya lepas nih, aku dah tak malas-malas lagi....
Saturday, March 20, 2004
Wednesday, March 17, 2004
Tuesday, March 16, 2004
Your destructive powers vary widely as you constantly change trying to hide from everything.
Computer Virus Quiz
Monday, March 15, 2004
Saturday, March 13, 2004
Thursday, March 11, 2004
Salam.....
WHAT?
I'm becoming one of them commoners?
Ewwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gross!!!!
Me? Fasihatulhusna Rais... COMMONERS?
God help me!
ORDINARY, never existed in my life's vocabulary....
I'm one of a kind, remember?
Always remember that!
You want prove?
I'll prove it to you, allright!
Nu resolution: Jangan malas-malas lagi... ( kalau aku malas sekalipun, takkan tulis kat sinih, :P )
WHAT?
I'm becoming one of them commoners?
Ewwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gross!!!!
Me? Fasihatulhusna Rais... COMMONERS?
God help me!
ORDINARY, never existed in my life's vocabulary....
I'm one of a kind, remember?
Always remember that!
You want prove?
I'll prove it to you, allright!
Nu resolution: Jangan malas-malas lagi... ( kalau aku malas sekalipun, takkan tulis kat sinih, :P )
Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free
Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone
No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
Salam.....
Hari nih aku penat.....
Sorry yer Lennie, aku pun bukannya arif sangat jalan kat KL tuh....
Ehehehe.....
Nak gi KL Sentral, sekali pegi flat apa ntah....
Ehehehe.....
Ni semua sebab nak gi jumpa si Rizal la nih....
Uish.....
Aku nak keje ngan Maxis la....
Office, superb siott.....
Macam hotel, siap boleh baring2 kat atas lantai.....
Nak tido terus pun boleh....
Ni office stok yang memang elite giler la....
Kalo aku keje kat sinih, perghhhh.....
Musti besh.....
Jumaat nih, ada lagi appointment kat KLCC.....
Hari nih aku penat.....
Sorry yer Lennie, aku pun bukannya arif sangat jalan kat KL tuh....
Ehehehe.....
Nak gi KL Sentral, sekali pegi flat apa ntah....
Ehehehe.....
Ni semua sebab nak gi jumpa si Rizal la nih....
Uish.....
Aku nak keje ngan Maxis la....
Office, superb siott.....
Macam hotel, siap boleh baring2 kat atas lantai.....
Nak tido terus pun boleh....
Ni office stok yang memang elite giler la....
Kalo aku keje kat sinih, perghhhh.....
Musti besh.....
Jumaat nih, ada lagi appointment kat KLCC.....
Tuesday, March 09, 2004
Monday, March 08, 2004
Saturday, March 06, 2004
Friday, March 05, 2004
You are Jubilee!
Though you may be young and inexperienced, you have
great potential and will someday become an
admirable figure. For that to happen, though,
you must overcome your juvenile belief system
and adopt a more mature view on life.
Which X-Men character are you most like?
brought to you by Quizilla
Ha?
Wednesday, March 03, 2004
Salam.....
Petang aku diisi dengan membaca artikel bahasa ibunda aku.....
Lawak sey...
Bila dituturkan, aku tak rasa lawak, tapi bila dah ditulis, perkataan yang tak kelakar pun aku rasa kelakar....
Aku bukan mentertawakan bahasa ibunda aku sendiri...BUKAN...
Cuma aku rasa kelakar, ketika membacanya....
Sebab, selama ini aku dengar, dan kadang kadang, bila tiba angin sewel aku, aku akan tuturkan bahasa tersebut....
Jadi, bila ianya dalam bentuk tulisan, aku rasa lain macam....
Macam bukan bahasa yang selalu aku dengar bila aku balik.....
Entahla, mungkin perasaan aku sahaja....
Tapi bila aku baca, memang lain la...
Lain sesangat....
Aku nak print, dan bagi ayah aku baca, mesti ayah aku gelak tak ingat punyalah....
Eheheheh........
Petang aku diisi dengan membaca artikel bahasa ibunda aku.....
Lawak sey...
Bila dituturkan, aku tak rasa lawak, tapi bila dah ditulis, perkataan yang tak kelakar pun aku rasa kelakar....
Aku bukan mentertawakan bahasa ibunda aku sendiri...BUKAN...
Cuma aku rasa kelakar, ketika membacanya....
Sebab, selama ini aku dengar, dan kadang kadang, bila tiba angin sewel aku, aku akan tuturkan bahasa tersebut....
Jadi, bila ianya dalam bentuk tulisan, aku rasa lain macam....
Macam bukan bahasa yang selalu aku dengar bila aku balik.....
Entahla, mungkin perasaan aku sahaja....
Tapi bila aku baca, memang lain la...
Lain sesangat....
Aku nak print, dan bagi ayah aku baca, mesti ayah aku gelak tak ingat punyalah....
Eheheheh........
Monday, March 01, 2004
Salam....
Semalam, aku rasa relieved sangat...
Sangat sangat....
Semenjak masalah ni menghimpit dada, semalam aku rasa lapang...
Lapang selapang lapangnya....
Aku rasa ringan semacam...
I feel like floating into thin air....
Serious....
Thank u so much my friend....
Ko buat aku rasa happy...
Happy sangat... :)
Semalam, aku rasa relieved sangat...
Sangat sangat....
Semenjak masalah ni menghimpit dada, semalam aku rasa lapang...
Lapang selapang lapangnya....
Aku rasa ringan semacam...
I feel like floating into thin air....
Serious....
Thank u so much my friend....
Ko buat aku rasa happy...
Happy sangat... :)
Friday, February 27, 2004
Salam.....
Aku borak ngan abang ipar aku, citer kat dia pasal sorang manusia yang bangang nih...
Baca reply dia.... Ehehehehe.....
ghostly2lighten: terserah
ghostly2lighten: kalo aku ler ..
ghostly2lighten: memang jawapan camtu ler dapatnye
ghostly2lighten: pedulik aper ..
ghostly2lighten: some ppl just born to be stupid
ghostly2lighten: no matter how hard you try to teach them
aku: :D
ghostly2lighten: and they will still be at the same level
ghostly2lighten: or even worst ..
ghostly2lighten: and these types of ppl .. belong in not just a dumbass
ghostly2lighten: but most likely never should even be where they are now
aku: ehehehe
ghostly2lighten: they are more ppl who deserve to be there ..
ghostly2lighten: anyway, that's how life is ..
ghostly2lighten: okay ler ..
ghostly2lighten: kalo yang nak jawapan yg polite ... camnie
ghostly2lighten: encik open IE .. pastu kat Address tuh type; http://www.macromedia.com
ghostly2lighten: pastu encik boleh baca sendiri apa yg di katakan flash tu...
Ahahahaha.....
Ada ke jawab camtuh?
Cam nak mampus aku gelak....
Aku borak ngan abang ipar aku, citer kat dia pasal sorang manusia yang bangang nih...
Baca reply dia.... Ehehehehe.....
ghostly2lighten: terserah
ghostly2lighten: kalo aku ler ..
ghostly2lighten: memang jawapan camtu ler dapatnye
ghostly2lighten: pedulik aper ..
ghostly2lighten: some ppl just born to be stupid
ghostly2lighten: no matter how hard you try to teach them
aku: :D
ghostly2lighten: and they will still be at the same level
ghostly2lighten: or even worst ..
ghostly2lighten: and these types of ppl .. belong in not just a dumbass
ghostly2lighten: but most likely never should even be where they are now
aku: ehehehe
ghostly2lighten: they are more ppl who deserve to be there ..
ghostly2lighten: anyway, that's how life is ..
ghostly2lighten: okay ler ..
ghostly2lighten: kalo yang nak jawapan yg polite ... camnie
ghostly2lighten: encik open IE .. pastu kat Address tuh type; http://www.macromedia.com
ghostly2lighten: pastu encik boleh baca sendiri apa yg di katakan flash tu...
Ahahahaha.....
Ada ke jawab camtuh?
Cam nak mampus aku gelak....
Thursday, February 26, 2004
Salam...........
Nak kata aku dah penat berfikir, pun mungkin iya jugak...
Tapi aku takleh nak escape...
Mesti nak kena fikir....
Nak bagitau ke tidak?
Apa reactionnya nanti?
Banyakla benda aku kena fikir....
Thank you so much my fren, sebab tukarkan layout....
Aku jumpa layout nih masa main jigsaw puzzle kat gamehouse.com
Then aku terus jatuh cinta....
Abang ipar aku pun kata smart kalau letak gambar tu buat layout....
Ehehehe....Aku pun fikir-fikir....
Letak je la ek?...
So, sekarang dah terletak pun....
Tima kasih ye kawan, sebab tolong aku tukar layout....
Ko memang besh.... :)
Nak kata aku dah penat berfikir, pun mungkin iya jugak...
Tapi aku takleh nak escape...
Mesti nak kena fikir....
Nak bagitau ke tidak?
Apa reactionnya nanti?
Banyakla benda aku kena fikir....
Thank you so much my fren, sebab tukarkan layout....
Aku jumpa layout nih masa main jigsaw puzzle kat gamehouse.com
Then aku terus jatuh cinta....
Abang ipar aku pun kata smart kalau letak gambar tu buat layout....
Ehehehe....Aku pun fikir-fikir....
Letak je la ek?...
So, sekarang dah terletak pun....
Tima kasih ye kawan, sebab tolong aku tukar layout....
Ko memang besh.... :)
Tuesday, February 24, 2004
Friday, February 20, 2004
Monday, February 16, 2004
Salam........
Wings : Suara Kita
Ku kejar engkau di sana
Ku lambai wajah serupa
Selalu aku terbayang... oh...
Selalu aku terkenang
Biarpun telah berlalu
Wajah usia berbeza
Namun tak pernah di hati
Sesaat aku terlupa... oh...
Ku kenang kembali peristiwa
Walaupun pernah pedih
Hati kita... oooo... hati kita... oooo...
Telah pun kita mencuba
Walau rintangan bersama
Semangat masih menyala...oh...
Membakar dalam jiwa...
Ku kenang kembali peristiwa
Walaupun pernah pedih
Hati kita... oooo... hati kita... oooo...
Kesan satu rasa
Tinggi nilai harganya
Tak ternilai kita
Lepas dari ini
Mungkin seksa yang menanti... ooo...
Yang bersuara akulah yang pernah berkata ( 2X )
Aku cinta...
Oh... oh... oh... oh... ( 4X )
Telah pun kita mencuba
Walau rintangan bersama
Semangat masih menyala...
Membakar dalam jiwa...
Ku kenang kembali peristiwa
Walaupun pernah pedih
Hati kita... oooo... hati kita... oooo...
Kesan satu rasa
Tinggi nilai harganya
Tak ternilai kita
Lepas dari ini
Mungkin seksa yang menanti... ooo...
Yang bersuara akulah yang pernah berkata ( 2X )
Aku cinta...
Oh... oh... oh... oh... ( 4X )
Wings : Suara Kita
Ku kejar engkau di sana
Ku lambai wajah serupa
Selalu aku terbayang... oh...
Selalu aku terkenang
Biarpun telah berlalu
Wajah usia berbeza
Namun tak pernah di hati
Sesaat aku terlupa... oh...
Ku kenang kembali peristiwa
Walaupun pernah pedih
Hati kita... oooo... hati kita... oooo...
Telah pun kita mencuba
Walau rintangan bersama
Semangat masih menyala...oh...
Membakar dalam jiwa...
Ku kenang kembali peristiwa
Walaupun pernah pedih
Hati kita... oooo... hati kita... oooo...
Kesan satu rasa
Tinggi nilai harganya
Tak ternilai kita
Lepas dari ini
Mungkin seksa yang menanti... ooo...
Yang bersuara akulah yang pernah berkata ( 2X )
Aku cinta...
Oh... oh... oh... oh... ( 4X )
Telah pun kita mencuba
Walau rintangan bersama
Semangat masih menyala...
Membakar dalam jiwa...
Ku kenang kembali peristiwa
Walaupun pernah pedih
Hati kita... oooo... hati kita... oooo...
Kesan satu rasa
Tinggi nilai harganya
Tak ternilai kita
Lepas dari ini
Mungkin seksa yang menanti... ooo...
Yang bersuara akulah yang pernah berkata ( 2X )
Aku cinta...
Oh... oh... oh... oh... ( 4X )
Saturday, February 14, 2004
Salam.........
Aku rindu diri aku yang dulu....
Tadi aku borak ngan abang ipar aku, mengimbau kenangan dulu...
Tak sedar air mata aku mengalir.....
Aku dah banyak berubah.....
Dulu hidup aku happy sangat....
Bukan maksud aku sekarang aku tak happy, bukan macam tu....
Aku happy jugak sekarang, tapi tak sehappy dulu.....
Aku rindu diri aku yang dulu....
Tadi aku borak ngan abang ipar aku, mengimbau kenangan dulu...
Tak sedar air mata aku mengalir.....
Aku dah banyak berubah.....
Dulu hidup aku happy sangat....
Bukan maksud aku sekarang aku tak happy, bukan macam tu....
Aku happy jugak sekarang, tapi tak sehappy dulu.....
Thursday, February 12, 2004
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
Salam........
Aku dah tak kuasa....
Asyik melayan anginnya saja....
Apa? Ingat aku takde angin?
Angin aku lagi hebat.....
Mahu beradu angin? Silakan.....
Wa takdak hal nyer babe.....
When and where....
And I'll be there....
Kita lihat, siapa juaranya...
Aku atau kau?
Aku bukan meninggi diri, tapi aku rasa aku akan mengalahkan kau....
Lihat saja malam tadi, siapa yang berhenti?
Aku atau kau?
Kalau kau kurang ajar dengan aku, aku akan seratus kali kurang ajar dengan kau...
Kalau kau baik dengan aku, aku akan seratus kali baik kepada kau...
Falsafah hidup aku mudah.....
Don't fuck around with my life, and I'll leave yours alone..
But once you did, you will be sorry for the rest of your life....
MARK MY WORDS!
Chiaow...
Aku dah tak kuasa....
Asyik melayan anginnya saja....
Apa? Ingat aku takde angin?
Angin aku lagi hebat.....
Mahu beradu angin? Silakan.....
Wa takdak hal nyer babe.....
When and where....
And I'll be there....
Kita lihat, siapa juaranya...
Aku atau kau?
Aku bukan meninggi diri, tapi aku rasa aku akan mengalahkan kau....
Lihat saja malam tadi, siapa yang berhenti?
Aku atau kau?
Kalau kau kurang ajar dengan aku, aku akan seratus kali kurang ajar dengan kau...
Kalau kau baik dengan aku, aku akan seratus kali baik kepada kau...
Falsafah hidup aku mudah.....
Don't fuck around with my life, and I'll leave yours alone..
But once you did, you will be sorry for the rest of your life....
MARK MY WORDS!
Chiaow...
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
Salam....
Kapas dan lalang...
Yang terbang ditiup angin.....
Tanpa arah tuju....
Hanya mengikut kata angin....
Ke kiri, maka ke kirilah kapas dan lalang...
Ke kanan, maka ke kananlah kapas dan lalang....
Begitu juga dengan depan dan belakang....
Berputar angin, maka berputarlah kapas dan lalang....
Semakin laju putaran angin, semakin laju putaran kapas dan lalang....
Dan semakin sesak nafasku memerhatikannya........
Sesak dada....
Sesak segalanya....
Mengapa harus masalah seperti ini harus aku hadapi?
Tapi masalah ini, aku yang cari....Sengaja dicari...
Kenapa aku cari masalah ini?
Sebab aku bodoh...
Ya, aku memang BODOH!
Aku boleh mengelak, tapi aku bodoh, aku tetap mengadap, menadah dan menganga...
Kini masalah depan mata, dan aku tidak dapat lari...
Memang aku takkan dapat lari dari masalah ini sampai bila-bila...
Seumur hidup aku...
Membelenggu, menghantui...
Selagi aku masih hidup....
Jalan penyelesaian?
Jangan tanya aku...
Sudah tidak ada jalan penyelesaian....
Melainkan menghadapinya.......
Aku sudah tidak mampu menggalas beban ini seorang diri....
Tapi tiada siapa yang dapat membantu sekarang....
Bak kata seorang sahabat, "aku dah nampak all the consequences, Q"......
Aku juga dapat melihatnya.....
Lebih jelas darimu, sahabatku....
Terima kasih atas sokonganmu wahai sahabat-sahabatku....
Aku menyayangi kalian....
Amat menyayangi.....
END.
Kapas dan lalang...
Yang terbang ditiup angin.....
Tanpa arah tuju....
Hanya mengikut kata angin....
Ke kiri, maka ke kirilah kapas dan lalang...
Ke kanan, maka ke kananlah kapas dan lalang....
Begitu juga dengan depan dan belakang....
Berputar angin, maka berputarlah kapas dan lalang....
Semakin laju putaran angin, semakin laju putaran kapas dan lalang....
Dan semakin sesak nafasku memerhatikannya........
Sesak dada....
Sesak segalanya....
Mengapa harus masalah seperti ini harus aku hadapi?
Tapi masalah ini, aku yang cari....Sengaja dicari...
Kenapa aku cari masalah ini?
Sebab aku bodoh...
Ya, aku memang BODOH!
Aku boleh mengelak, tapi aku bodoh, aku tetap mengadap, menadah dan menganga...
Kini masalah depan mata, dan aku tidak dapat lari...
Memang aku takkan dapat lari dari masalah ini sampai bila-bila...
Seumur hidup aku...
Membelenggu, menghantui...
Selagi aku masih hidup....
Jalan penyelesaian?
Jangan tanya aku...
Sudah tidak ada jalan penyelesaian....
Melainkan menghadapinya.......
Aku sudah tidak mampu menggalas beban ini seorang diri....
Tapi tiada siapa yang dapat membantu sekarang....
Bak kata seorang sahabat, "aku dah nampak all the consequences, Q"......
Aku juga dapat melihatnya.....
Lebih jelas darimu, sahabatku....
Terima kasih atas sokonganmu wahai sahabat-sahabatku....
Aku menyayangi kalian....
Amat menyayangi.....
END.
Monday, February 09, 2004
Salam..........
Kawan,
Selama ni, kau lagi banyak tolong aku dari aku tolong kau....
So, kali ni aku pulak tolong kau....
Kalau nak dikira, apalah sangat pertolongan aku berbanding pertolongan kau selama ini...
Terima kasih sebab sudi jadi kawan aku....
Dan terima kasih atas sokongan kau selama ini....
Terima kasih......
Aku sayang ko, sayang sangat..............
Chiaow.........
Kawan,
Selama ni, kau lagi banyak tolong aku dari aku tolong kau....
So, kali ni aku pulak tolong kau....
Kalau nak dikira, apalah sangat pertolongan aku berbanding pertolongan kau selama ini...
Terima kasih sebab sudi jadi kawan aku....
Dan terima kasih atas sokongan kau selama ini....
Terima kasih......
Aku sayang ko, sayang sangat..............
Chiaow.........
Friday, February 06, 2004
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
Tuesday, February 03, 2004
Sunday, February 01, 2004
Friday, January 30, 2004
Salam.............
Aku addicted dengar lagu Disease by Matchbox 20.....
Satu hari je aku ulang lagu nih dekat 30 kali.....
Gila dah aku ni kot......
Ahahaha.........
Si Mohd Saiful Helmi call aku kata apasal aku nak tulis pasal dia.....
Aku nak tulis tentang ko pasal aku sayang ko la, bengong.......
Kalo tak, ko ingat aku rajin sangat ke menulis pasal ko......
Sesaja jer nak buat ko kembang idung......
Rajinnya la aku ni yer? :P
Tapi kan, ari ni mood aku agak kurangla.....
Nenanti je la ek aku tulis.....
Kalo ko nak baca, nanti bila aku dah tulis, aku sms ko.....
Woraitssssssss?
Chioaw.....
Aku addicted dengar lagu Disease by Matchbox 20.....
Satu hari je aku ulang lagu nih dekat 30 kali.....
Gila dah aku ni kot......
Ahahaha.........
Si Mohd Saiful Helmi call aku kata apasal aku nak tulis pasal dia.....
Aku nak tulis tentang ko pasal aku sayang ko la, bengong.......
Kalo tak, ko ingat aku rajin sangat ke menulis pasal ko......
Sesaja jer nak buat ko kembang idung......
Rajinnya la aku ni yer? :P
Tapi kan, ari ni mood aku agak kurangla.....
Nenanti je la ek aku tulis.....
Kalo ko nak baca, nanti bila aku dah tulis, aku sms ko.....
Woraitssssssss?
Chioaw.....
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
Salam.............
Aku ingat ari nih nak tulis pasal Mohd. Saiful Helmi....
Sekali masa tak mencukupi daaaaa........
Esok je la aku citer pasal ko ek.....
Musti ko kembang kuncup idung bila baca tulisan aku esok....
Neway, selamat bertunang.....
Jangan lupa aku, budak pompuan jahat ni sudahla.....
Eheheheh......
Aku ingat ari nih nak tulis pasal Mohd. Saiful Helmi....
Sekali masa tak mencukupi daaaaa........
Esok je la aku citer pasal ko ek.....
Musti ko kembang kuncup idung bila baca tulisan aku esok....
Neway, selamat bertunang.....
Jangan lupa aku, budak pompuan jahat ni sudahla.....
Eheheheh......
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
Hmmm...........
What to do with this love that I'm in?
I have given you all of my soul
Flying all my life like a rose in the wind
Tell me why I am always alone
On my way home............
Lagu Anggun ni bebetul menyentuh perasaan aku........
Entahla..........
I only wanna be with you.......
Aku nak ucap Happy Belated Birthday utk Lennie....
Ehehehe....
Actually birthday dia masa 25 haribulan tuhari....
Neway, last nite memang besh....
Terkujat ko, tak pepasal je waiter n waitress kat Victoria Station tu nyanyi eppi besday kat ko....
Haaaaa.....Merah muka....Ekekekeke.....
Besh...Besh....Besh....
Besh sesangat....
Semoga hidup ko akan sentiasa diberkati Allah hendaknya, Amin..........
What to do with this love that I'm in?
I have given you all of my soul
Flying all my life like a rose in the wind
Tell me why I am always alone
On my way home............
Lagu Anggun ni bebetul menyentuh perasaan aku........
Entahla..........
I only wanna be with you.......
Aku nak ucap Happy Belated Birthday utk Lennie....
Ehehehe....
Actually birthday dia masa 25 haribulan tuhari....
Neway, last nite memang besh....
Terkujat ko, tak pepasal je waiter n waitress kat Victoria Station tu nyanyi eppi besday kat ko....
Haaaaa.....Merah muka....Ekekekeke.....
Besh...Besh....Besh....
Besh sesangat....
Semoga hidup ko akan sentiasa diberkati Allah hendaknya, Amin..........
Monday, January 26, 2004
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Eheh....
You're a natural born trouble-maker. You hate
authority and do everything you can to get
around the law, or in some cases, break it.
Naturally stubborn, you hardly ever sway once a
decision is made. Your nature is fiery and
courageous, and always out-going. You love
attention and usually have kinky fetishes
you're not afraid to explore. People either
love you or hate you.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
brought to you by Quizilla
Rebellious huh? Am I?
Don't know....Maybe...
Ahahahha..... Life SUCKS!
You're a natural born trouble-maker. You hate
authority and do everything you can to get
around the law, or in some cases, break it.
Naturally stubborn, you hardly ever sway once a
decision is made. Your nature is fiery and
courageous, and always out-going. You love
attention and usually have kinky fetishes
you're not afraid to explore. People either
love you or hate you.
What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
brought to you by Quizilla
Rebellious huh? Am I?
Don't know....Maybe...
Ahahahha..... Life SUCKS!
Saturday, January 17, 2004
Running by No Doubt
Run, running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side
Me, I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
And I'm so sorry that I've fallen
Help me up, let's keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love
Running, running as fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated
Be, be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up
Running, running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated
Running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated
The future
Running, running as fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated
Running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated
Cara mudah utk orang malas macam aku update blog....
Paste aje lyric lagu, kira update gak la kan? ;)
Eheheheh......
Run, running all the time
Running to the future
With you right by my side
Me, I'm the one you chose
Out of all the people
You wanted me the most
And I'm so sorry that I've fallen
Help me up, let's keep on running
Don't let me fall out of love
Running, running as fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated
Be, be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up
Running, running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated
Running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated
The future
Running, running as fast as we can
Do you think we'll make it?
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated
Running as fast as we can
I really hope we make it
Do you think we'll make it?
We're running, running, keep holding my hand
So we don't get separated
Cara mudah utk orang malas macam aku update blog....
Paste aje lyric lagu, kira update gak la kan? ;)
Eheheheh......
Friday, January 16, 2004
Wednesday, January 14, 2004
Salam....
Aku buat sewel ari nih.....
Ahahahah..... Apasal aku buat camtu, ek?
Ntahla, aku pun tak tau....
Neway, aku nak congrats my very the good fren of Mine, Icha coz he won the first prize for Campbell's Family Photo contest...
Siap menang First prize lagi tuh, 4 air tickets to Perth, Australia.....
Congsrat, ma fren....Bawakla aku sekali...Eheheheh, lepak kat airport pun jadila...
Aku buat sewel ari nih.....
Ahahahah..... Apasal aku buat camtu, ek?
Ntahla, aku pun tak tau....
Neway, aku nak congrats my very the good fren of Mine, Icha coz he won the first prize for Campbell's Family Photo contest...
Siap menang First prize lagi tuh, 4 air tickets to Perth, Australia.....
Congsrat, ma fren....Bawakla aku sekali...Eheheheh, lepak kat airport pun jadila...
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
Saturday, January 10, 2004
Salam..........
Thanks alot Chah for this song..... Aku sayang kau... :)
You Belong To Me by Jason Wade
See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sun rise
From the tropic isle
Just remember darling
All the while
You belong to me
See the market place
In old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember
When a dream appears
You belong to me
And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me
Oh I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me
:)
Thanks alot Chah for this song..... Aku sayang kau... :)
You Belong To Me by Jason Wade
See the pyramids along the Nile
Watch the sun rise
From the tropic isle
Just remember darling
All the while
You belong to me
See the market place
In old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember
When a dream appears
You belong to me
And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me
Oh I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me
:)
Thursday, January 08, 2004
I just don't get it.....
If you doesn't want anybody to read it, then don't write at all!
What's with the c***r?
Wanna get attention? Then use foul language dear, u sure gonna get a whole lotta attention...
How annoying it is?
I wonder to whom u r sending the message.....
Whoever he/she is, he/she is so damn fucking stupid, falling 4 ur very lame game....
Stop writing!
Don't make me use foul language more, or I'M the one whom gonna get all the attention...
N u'll loose...... Straight to the drain dear.....
U r not THAT POPULAR....
Wanna know y people read ur writing?
Because they felt sorry for u, felt very sorry for your PATHETIC life....
And also ur LOVE? life?
There's no need for that dear....
Go get a REAL life, u desperately NEED ONE!
I need to come back to earth.....
This rage kick me out.....
Earth, pull me back....
If you doesn't want anybody to read it, then don't write at all!
What's with the c***r?
Wanna get attention? Then use foul language dear, u sure gonna get a whole lotta attention...
How annoying it is?
I wonder to whom u r sending the message.....
Whoever he/she is, he/she is so damn fucking stupid, falling 4 ur very lame game....
Stop writing!
Don't make me use foul language more, or I'M the one whom gonna get all the attention...
N u'll loose...... Straight to the drain dear.....
U r not THAT POPULAR....
Wanna know y people read ur writing?
Because they felt sorry for u, felt very sorry for your PATHETIC life....
And also ur LOVE? life?
There's no need for that dear....
Go get a REAL life, u desperately NEED ONE!
I need to come back to earth.....
This rage kick me out.....
Earth, pull me back....
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
Salam..........
I'm doing fine today....
Not to many task to be done.....
And i completed it today.....
Heheheh......
Apasal ek, aku malas sangat nak menulis lately nih....
Kemalasan berada di mana-mana.....
Weekend nih nak balik Skincan la.....
Dah lama tak balik......
Nak amik mood kat tepi pantai Parit 4....
Sapa nak ikut?
I'm doing fine today....
Not to many task to be done.....
And i completed it today.....
Heheheh......
Apasal ek, aku malas sangat nak menulis lately nih....
Kemalasan berada di mana-mana.....
Weekend nih nak balik Skincan la.....
Dah lama tak balik......
Nak amik mood kat tepi pantai Parit 4....
Sapa nak ikut?
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
Salam
What's Your Color?
July 5th - July 14th = Orange
ORANGE
You are responsible for your own actions, and you
know how to treat people.
You always have goals to reach, and are
competitive. When it comes to
friendship, you find it hard to trust someone,
but once you find the right
friend, you trust them for ever.
Aku dapat info. ni dari Forum Mesra.net....
What's Your Color?
July 5th - July 14th = Orange
ORANGE
You are responsible for your own actions, and you
know how to treat people.
You always have goals to reach, and are
competitive. When it comes to
friendship, you find it hard to trust someone,
but once you find the right
friend, you trust them for ever.
Aku dapat info. ni dari Forum Mesra.net....
Monday, January 05, 2004
Saturday, January 03, 2004
Friday, January 02, 2004
Wednesday, December 31, 2003
Salam.....
I lost my mood completely yesterday....
The sms really shocked me.....
But I guess I'm ready for it to come, just didn't expect it that early.....
The last time we see each other is on Saturday......
So, everything that we talked about still linger in my ears......
Well, what the heck, life goes on, right?
And am living it now, as a matter of fact!
I lost my mood completely yesterday....
The sms really shocked me.....
But I guess I'm ready for it to come, just didn't expect it that early.....
The last time we see each other is on Saturday......
So, everything that we talked about still linger in my ears......
Well, what the heck, life goes on, right?
And am living it now, as a matter of fact!
Tuesday, December 30, 2003
Monday, December 29, 2003
Wednesday, December 24, 2003
Salam.....
Aku kembali, tapi untuk hari ini sahaja......
Sudah lama benar aku tidak menulis di sini.....
Dan sudah lama benar juga aku tidak menyentuh pc ini......
Aku rindu la nak tulis kat sini.... tapi apsal aku takde idea lak ek?
Owh, sudah seminggu aku tidak bertegur sapa dengan dia....
Ignoring me means i'm gonna ignore you too....
Aku pedulik apa.....
Tanak bercakap langsung ngan aku sampai mati pun aku tak heran la.....
I don't give a fuck about it....
Heheheh......Mencarut lagi Q, mencarut.....
Nantila aku sambung, ek?
Takde idea la.............
Aku kembali, tapi untuk hari ini sahaja......
Sudah lama benar aku tidak menulis di sini.....
Dan sudah lama benar juga aku tidak menyentuh pc ini......
Aku rindu la nak tulis kat sini.... tapi apsal aku takde idea lak ek?
Owh, sudah seminggu aku tidak bertegur sapa dengan dia....
Ignoring me means i'm gonna ignore you too....
Aku pedulik apa.....
Tanak bercakap langsung ngan aku sampai mati pun aku tak heran la.....
I don't give a fuck about it....
Heheheh......Mencarut lagi Q, mencarut.....
Nantila aku sambung, ek?
Takde idea la.............
Thursday, September 04, 2003
Salam........
Entry aku semakin hari semakin pendek.....
Keghairahan aku untuk menulis sudah tiada.....
Keinginan aku untuk menulis sudah tumpul, setumpul belakang parang....
Tapi, belakang parang, jika diasah, akan tajam juga....
Jadilah parang dua mata, tanpa belakang.....
Tapi aku rasa aku tak perlu diasah, cuma perlukan permulaan
Permulaan dari awal...
A fresh start.... Itu yang aku perlukan sekarang.....
Bukan mudah memintal kata-kata untuk dicoretkan di sini....
Mungkin bagi orang lain, tulis saja apa kau mahu tulis....
Aku juga tergolong dalam golongan ini....
Tapi, kadangkala, apa yang ditulis, menyakitkan hati pembaca...
Aku malas untuk berfikir, jadi aku abaikan saja..... :)
Tapi sekarang, aku sudah malas untuk menulis.....
Kenapa?
Jangan ditanya..... Aku sendiri tidak tahu jawapannya......
Kemalasan menular di mana-mana....
Bergayutan di hati....
Jika aku mula mahu menulis, hati akan berkata, malaslah.....
Jika idea datang ke kepala, hati akan berkata, nantila kejap.....
Kemudian idea itu akan hilang.... Hilangnya idea, hilanglah keinginan untuk menulis.....
6 tahun lepas, aku cuma anggap ianya satu gurauan........
Tapi Jumaat lepas membuktikan sebaliknya.....
SEBALIKNYA......
Aduhai, satu lagi masalah menghimpit dada.....
Sesak....
Bahasa aku lain benar hari ini kan?
Aku versatile (bukan memuji diri sendiri)
Aku boleh jadi apa yg aku mahu.....
Aku boleh menjadi perempuan yang 'keras'
Aku juga boleh menjadi selembut-lembut perempuan....
Bergantung pada keadaan dan kata hati aku....
Jangan terkejut jika esok aku kembali menulis seperti cara aku menulis sebelum ini...
Mencarut pabila aku marah....
Mungkin kerana ini aku dipanggil weirdo? Mungkin juga......
Anehkah aku.....
Abang ipar aku kata, aku 'one of a kind' .....
Ahaks.....
Aku sudah malas untuk menulis....
Perasaan ini sudah kembali.....
Jadi, aku biarkan perasaan ini menang, sekali lagi....
Baik sungguh aku ini, bukan?
Right me when I'm wrong.....
Later.......
Entry aku semakin hari semakin pendek.....
Keghairahan aku untuk menulis sudah tiada.....
Keinginan aku untuk menulis sudah tumpul, setumpul belakang parang....
Tapi, belakang parang, jika diasah, akan tajam juga....
Jadilah parang dua mata, tanpa belakang.....
Tapi aku rasa aku tak perlu diasah, cuma perlukan permulaan
Permulaan dari awal...
A fresh start.... Itu yang aku perlukan sekarang.....
Bukan mudah memintal kata-kata untuk dicoretkan di sini....
Mungkin bagi orang lain, tulis saja apa kau mahu tulis....
Aku juga tergolong dalam golongan ini....
Tapi, kadangkala, apa yang ditulis, menyakitkan hati pembaca...
Aku malas untuk berfikir, jadi aku abaikan saja..... :)
Tapi sekarang, aku sudah malas untuk menulis.....
Kenapa?
Jangan ditanya..... Aku sendiri tidak tahu jawapannya......
Kemalasan menular di mana-mana....
Bergayutan di hati....
Jika aku mula mahu menulis, hati akan berkata, malaslah.....
Jika idea datang ke kepala, hati akan berkata, nantila kejap.....
Kemudian idea itu akan hilang.... Hilangnya idea, hilanglah keinginan untuk menulis.....
6 tahun lepas, aku cuma anggap ianya satu gurauan........
Tapi Jumaat lepas membuktikan sebaliknya.....
SEBALIKNYA......
Aduhai, satu lagi masalah menghimpit dada.....
Sesak....
Bahasa aku lain benar hari ini kan?
Aku versatile (bukan memuji diri sendiri)
Aku boleh jadi apa yg aku mahu.....
Aku boleh menjadi perempuan yang 'keras'
Aku juga boleh menjadi selembut-lembut perempuan....
Bergantung pada keadaan dan kata hati aku....
Jangan terkejut jika esok aku kembali menulis seperti cara aku menulis sebelum ini...
Mencarut pabila aku marah....
Mungkin kerana ini aku dipanggil weirdo? Mungkin juga......
Anehkah aku.....
Abang ipar aku kata, aku 'one of a kind' .....
Ahaks.....
Aku sudah malas untuk menulis....
Perasaan ini sudah kembali.....
Jadi, aku biarkan perasaan ini menang, sekali lagi....
Baik sungguh aku ini, bukan?
Right me when I'm wrong.....
Later.......
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