alamek....
masa memula bukak blogger.com tadi, kemain lagi berkobar-kobar aku nak update...
sekalinya, ampehs...
tak tau nak cerita pasal apa pun...
lapar kots...
hmmmmm..... aku makan apa je tadi?
nasik lemak for breakfast... pastu tak lunch pun...
eh, jadik banyak lak tulis...
ingat tadi nak letak .......... jer...
ikikikikikikiki.....

weirdO ? you ?
no never!!!
...
one of a kind you are ... indeed

Aku ngaku, aku nih banyak sangat tak sama ngan orang lain...
Kata WEIRDO, mana leh sama ngan COMMONERS!
(Abg ipar aku kata bukan weirdo, one of a kind la...)
Aku nih, kalau orang cakap benda tu takde, and aku dah set dalam kepala hotak aku, benda tu memang takde, kalau tetiba ko kata benda tu ada sebenarnya, and ko saja nak hide the truth, pada aku benda tu tetap TIDAK ADA!
Katalah aku apa saja, tapi kalau kau yang kata takde, maknanya takde la kan?
Jadi, buat apa mengadakan benda yang aku dah kata takde?
Lantakla orang nak kata aku hipokrit ke, poyo ke, gi mampus ar...
So, what?

Ooooooo..... Kak G , saja duk tepi tingkap, bagi saya jeles dengar bunyik angin ye, Kak G, ye?
Takpe... takpeee....Satu hari nanti, akak tengokla, sampai gak saya kat KLD...
Huhuhuhuhuhuh...... Tapi tatau la bila pulak 'satu hari' tu nak muncul.....

Rupanya batuk dan sakit tekak aku 2, 3 hari nih nak membawa ke demam...
Patutla aku rasa nafas aku panas semacam jer semalam.....
Hidung aku berair.....
Macam Mr. Martjin said, "don't get dehydrated coz of your running nose..."
Hahahahah... Funny.... Aku suka customer yang peramah dan kelakar seperti ini...
Aku rasa macam nak gi klinik, macam nak ambik MC...
Series, dada aku rasa sendat, peparu aku rasa cam kembang...
Perut aku rasa tak besh...

Laaaa..... Dah kul 1 tengahari, awak baru bangun?
Nasib baik saya call, kalau tak, sampai pukul berapa la terlajaknya tuh....
Patutla pagi tadi saya call, awak tak angkat...
Awak tido lagi ye?
Hmmmm...... Kan saya dah kata, jangan tido lambat....
Awak degil.....

unstable ... advice ... none
:D

finger ...
fingers ...

Not stable yet......
Go figure!

I got a hole in me now
I got a scar I can talk about
But some things in this world
They don't make sense
Some things you don't leave until they leave you
And then the things that you miss, you say

Tadi aku borak panjang ngan Kak Tiha...
Rindu ar ngan dia, walaupun baru jumpa masa birthday Rozza tuhari...
Patutla hati aku memanggil-manggil je nak call dia, she's going to be engaged this coming Hari Raya Haji...
Ngan Shauqi lak tuh...
Ekekekekek.....
Aku nak gi dia tunang, tapi tunang kat Terengganu la puloks...
Time raya haji, mana dapat...
Air Asia dah fully booked, bas lagi la... Mimpi jer laaa....
Pastu, lagi mau tanya aku bila....
Ahahahahahah....
Lagi seratus tahun kot?
Salah orang ar kak Tiha nih, tanya Q buat apa?
Macam tak tau jawapan yang bakal aku jawab...

Alamak, tetiba mood aku nak menulis ilang la..
Lenkali je la ye?

yeah.. that's where the truth lies..

Aku hutang Icha, Meet The Fockers...
Last Friday, aku gi tengok Kungfu Hustle kat Pyramid ngan dia jugak...
Okla citer tuh, not bad, if you are looking for a movie that can make you laugh...
Kan aku dah kata, don't expect too much from a movie...
Kalau tak reach your expectations, kan dah jadi disappointed...
Terus movie tu jadik tak besh..
Jadik macam aku, tak pernah anggap satu citer tu besh ke tidak, unless aku dah tengok..
So, aku akan enjoy movie tuh...
Cannot understand what i just type?
Ignore it, sebab aku sendiri pun cam kurang faham...
Muahahahahah.....

Hell Wants Him

It's getting harder and harder each day...
This so damn fucking hard!

*Selamat Tahun Baru .. Selamat Hari Baru .. Selamat Azam Baru .. Selamat Hidup Baru ... *
*Selamat Baru Tahun.. Selamat Baru Hari .. . Selamat Baru Azam .. Selamat Baru Hidup ... *
*Selamat ... Selamat ... Selamat ... *

Here comes the new year .. 2005 ..
2004 just a mere memories now ...
nothing good nor bad ... was there ...
just another chapter ... closed..
a new chapter started ...
let see .. where shall we be going ...
to the heart
to the mind
desires .. ambitions
either 2006 will determined

farewell 2004 ... farewell ...
the sweet momentos ... the bad omen .. .
the new finding .. the old friends
the one hurts .. the one shines...
just another chapter ... closed..
a new sheet begins...
always been always has
new year comes with new hopes ..
which will leads us ...
heart wills or mind desires ...

just another year
just another addition
just another number
will it change us ...
will it remains ...
will it be ... ???
2005 ... welcome !!!

Aih..... Sakit perut la puloksss....

Personal hygiene tu penting, tapi takyah la sampai pakai Fair N Lovely pun nak bagitau aku....
Ehehehehe.....
Apa perasaannya, 2 hari tak mandi...
Tak gosok gigi...
Ewwwww.....

Aku tak tau kenapa aku takde perasaan apa pun kat dia...
Mungkin sebab aku dah refrain diri aku, dah teach diri aku...
Not to fall to a person that easy...
Just by words....
Yes, aku admit, aku mmg suka memain ngan words....
I said things, when i don't really mean it...
I'm teaching myself, to stop that habit...
I'm learning, gimme some time...

I will develop 'that' feeling....
Bit by bit...
Better than came like lightning, and gone in a blink of an eye, kan?

Hari ini, buat pertama kalinya, aku jadi kurang ajar yang amat sangat...
Aku mengeluarkan segala kata kata kesat yang wujud dalam vocabulary hidup aku kepada seorang tua, yang bertitle HAJAH!
Sekurang kurang ajar aku, aku masih menghormati orang tua, tapi HAJAH ini sesungguhnya mencabar kesabaran aku!
Kenapa mesti menabur fitnah, menyakitkan orang yang aku sayang?
Kalau kau mahu kakak aku keluar dari rumah kau, beritahu dengan baik...
Susah sangat ke?
Kenapa mesti nak menyakitkan hati kakak aku?
Memang dasar orang tua nak mampus, macam tu la...
Wohoooooooo...........
Aku amat marah sekarang!
Harap je title HAJAH, isteri IMAM, tapi mulut, jaja satu kampung!
Lagi bangsat dari pelacur!
Padanla Allah bayar cash kat dunia, punya anak seorang penagih kronik...
Bercerai berai dengan isteri, anak terabai...
Sebab mulut kau yang bangsat itu, faham?

yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken
don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
this is your life and today is all you've got now
yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
don't close your eyes
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
yesterday is a kid in the corner
yesterday is dead and over
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
don't close your eyes
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose
and you had everything to lose

Aku balik kampung Sabtu lepas, aku nampak ada khemah kat umah arwah Sidang...
Pastu, aku gi ar umah angah Siah, saja, jenjalan di waktu Maghrib...
Aku tanya la, pesal ada khemah, rupanya, Uli kawen.. Chait...
Aku tanya la, ngan sapa, orang parit 3 je katanya....
Pastu, katanya, Sahar ada, Ajis ada...
Tanya pesal aku balik lambat...
Eh, pedulik apa aku kalo diorang ada pun...
Takde effect pape pun kat hidup aku.....
Pastu kata, si Sahar dah pakai Kancil sekarang...
Series, aku tak regret pun break ngan dia dulu...
Sebab aku tau, I can't spend the rest of my life with him...
So, why waste time, kan?
Time is precious, ya' know.....

Tapi aku cam kesian gak la kat dia....
Aku call Jamal tadi, pastu Jamal cakap Sahar dah kurus sekarang....
Kata frust, sebab aku dump dia dulu.....
Sudahla wei, dia memang kurus dari azali lagi....
Takde kena mengena ngan aku pun....
Tapi, aku dump dia pun, aku still call dia lagi...
Still SMS lagi....
Bukannya aku buang terus.....

Aku kat opis nih...
Apa aku buat kat opis hari cuti nih?
Saja, nak update blog...

Going back kampung today..
Hope my ikan lundu still ada la...

How am I suppose to know that you've upgrade, bitch!
Can't u speak properly?
You don't have to shout, S.O.B!

I'm in total shock...
2 years...
I'm speechless....

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Bodoh punya blogger!
Mana pegi entry aku tadi?
Memang cilakak betul la!
Terus hilang mood aku nak tulis....

Constantine
I'm waiting for you!

FIRE!

Jalan untuk kembali....

DEAD MEAT!

Kesewelan berada di mana-mana.........

aku: di mana dia
aku: anak kambing saya
Apak: bukan dah lari ker ?
aku: anak kambing saya, ada di dalam kandang
aku: eh
aku: tu anak kambing ko
Apak: ader lak
aku: anak kambing aku, baik
Apak: tuh kandang aku ler
aku: perasan ah babe
Apak: uik...
Apak: selambernye die.
Apak: kandang ko kat sebelah sane ..
Apak: tengok bebetul.. maner ader anak kambing.
Apak: mak gan bapak kambing jer tinggey
aku: ko apahal?
aku: curik kambing aku nih?
aku: beli ar sendiri
Apak: udah aku lak curik
aku: nak kene potong tangan ke?
Apak: mase bile lak aku curik
aku: tadi
Apak: anak kambing ko lompat kandang ko ler ..
aku: takdenye
Apak: sebab die nak ngurat anak kambing aku
aku: kalau dah namanya anak
Apak: ark ene..
aku: tinggi mana dia leh lompat?
Apak: aler .. cuba ko perati bebetul..
aku: weh
Apak: kandang ko tuh pun bukan nye tinggi mane rpun
aku: tolong sikit ye
aku: pagar aku tingginya 5 kaki ye
Apak: tolong aper ?
aku: kambing pun 4 je kakinya
Apak: oh ..
aku: pagar aku, ada lima
Apak: patutler
Apak: terlepas ..
aku: tade istilah ter ter kat sini ye
Apak: tinggi jer 5 kaki
Apak: tapi satu kaki kat belah bawah tak berpagar..
Apak: mmmm
aku: ko ni kenapa?
Apak: pehal lak
aku: kalau dah aku kata tingginya 5 kaki
aku: 1 kaki apanya nih?
aku: buta hurup ke apa ko nih?
Apak: tinggi tiang pagar tuh .. 5 kaki ler
Apak: pagar ko bocor ler kat belah bawah
Apak: cuba ko tengok .
aku: oi
aku: mana ada pagar bocor
Apak: yg penuh dari atas sampai keatas tuh pagar aku..
aku: ko ingat pagar aku ni, botol ke?
aku: nak bocor, bocor
Apak: ko berdiri sebelah kandang aku ler
aku: koyak mungkin
Apak: adeh ..
Apak: penat ...
Apak: die tak sedarkan ..
Apak: itu bukan kandang ko ler .
Apak: itu kandang aku..
aku: alo
Apak: kandang ko kat belah sane ler.
aku: ko tu yg kene sedarkan diri
aku: anak kambing siapa sebenarnya nih?
Apak: ah ader lak aku
aku: ha, jawab
aku: jawab
Apak: yg betina tuh aku punya..
aku: oooo
Apak: yg jantan tu memang ko punya
aku: betina je la
aku: paham
aku: paham
aku: muahahahahah
aku: sukahati aku
aku: sukanya hati aku nih
Apak: itu pasal ler aku cakap..
Apak: anak kambing ko yg memandai masuk kandang akun..
Apak: aku(
Apak: *aku(
aku: akun?
Apak: ark
aku: apa itu akun?
Apak: penat ler taip camnie
Apak: aku*
aku: hakuna matata?
Apak: mmmmm
Apak: timun and pumba
aku: bukan
Apak: bukan lagi
aku: nasik lemak selalu la ada timun
aku: wajib woooooooooo
Apak: aper kena mengena lak dgn hakuna matata?
Apak: tapi aku tak suka makan nasik lemak dgn timun

Too good to be true....

Who's Your Hip Hop Heartthrob?

Husna, your hip hop heartthrob is Eminem

No stranger to controversy, you know just how to shake things up. And like your hip hop counterpart, Eminem, you're not afraid to stick your neck out to do it. You probably want to have an impact on the world, and you know that being a little different and making people think is the way to do it.But just because you take things seriously doesn't mean you don't know how to cut loose. Quite the opposite, in fact. You know just how to channel your energy and passion into everything you do — whether you're working, partying, or playing. So keep up the good work — people are sure to listen!

Uikssss.... Mana quiz ni tau nih?
Ahahaha.... Eminem is always in my heart!

Mosquitoes do not bite. They stab. A mosquito has no jaws; when attacking a victim, it pierces it with its long proboscis and sucks the blood up through a nasal tube.

So, lepas nih takleh la kata nyamuk gigit, kena kata nyamuk tikam...
Muahahahah.....

Friendster jugak, Lennie jugak, bulletin board jugak.....

[ Last ] letter of ur FULL name?
S
[ Last ] thing you ate?
Mushroom soup
[ Last ] thing u drank?
Iced Milo
[ Last ] song you listened to?
You Make Me Sick by Pink
[ Last ] thing you did?
Talking on the phone with my bro in law
[ Last ] movie you watch?
The Incredibles
[ Last ] TV show you watch?
4400
[ Last ] person who sent you a sms?
Yusni
[ Last ] time you clean your room?
Long time ago....
[ Last ] word/phrase you said?
Ok, bye bye...
[ Last ] person who you chat with online?
Adik angkat kesayanganku, Dino....
[ Last ] person u add onto ur list?
Thanesh Kumar
[ Last ] time you shop?
Last week
[ Last ] person u think abt?
Dino
[ Last ] time u fall sick?
Hmmm... now is applicable or not?
I have a very bad flu now....
[ Last ] person u would want to see now?
Dino..... I wanted to see him so badly.... BADLY!
[ Last ] no. of ur hp?3
[ Last ] survey you did?
On barbiturates...
[ Last ] words?
Bye.. (Right?)

Aku amik ni kat dalam friendster, si Lennie letak kat bulletin board....

1.Your name spelled backwards?
ansuhlutahisaf
2. Where were your parents born?
Perak
3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto yourcomputer?
MP3 - No Diggity by Blackstreet
4. Last time you swam in a pool?
PCB in Kelantan
5. Have you ever been in a school play?
Yup, primary school...
6. How many kids do you want?
4
7. Type of music you dislike most?
Like my bf said, nobody listen to techno, now lets go!
8. Do u like someone now?
Yes, and his name is Yusni (statement? Haha!)
9. Do u think she/he likes u?
Yes
10. When was the last time u felt heart?
This afternoon
11. Ever prank call anybody?
Definately!
12. Do u have a best guy friend?
Yup, my beloved Mohd Shah Ahmad
13. Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?
Sky diving...... fly baby, FLY!
14. Furthest place you ever traveled?
Hmmm.... lemme see... my backyard? Hehehe....
15. Do you have a garden?
Ha?
16. Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?
Menderhaka pada negara kalau tak tau nih.....
17. Bath or Shower, morning or night?
Bath, at nite.... Hmmmm... Beshnya
18. Best movie you've seen in the past month?
White Chicks.. Damn funny la wei cerita nih....
19. Favorite pizza topping?
Pepperoni...
20. Chips or popcorn?
Chips..
21. What color lipstick do you usually wear?
Wear lip balm oni maaa... where got colors...
22. How will u get turned on?
Kiss me on my neck
23. Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?
Nope
24. Orange Juice or apple juice?
Apple
25. When and who was the last person u went out on a date?
Last nite, with a fren of mine whom i love so much
26. Favorite type chocolate?
White
27. When was the last time you kissed someone?
Last nite
28. When was the last time u held someone'shands?
Last Tuesday
29. Have you ever won a trophy?
Of course
30. Are you a good cook?
Hmmmm.... Lemme see... Never burned the food i cook, kira terer ah tu, kan?
31. Ever order an article from an infomercial?
Nope
32. Sprite or 7-up?
Sprite
33. Will you tell your crush that you like her?
Definately
34. Last thing you bought at a pharmacy?
Shampoo (Head&Shoulder)
35. Ever thrown up in public?
Ewwww... Never
36. Would you prefer being a millionaire or find true love?
True love
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes
38. Can exs be friends?
Maybe, thats what im trying to do now, actually... Hmmmm....
39. Who was the last person you visited in a hospital?
Don't remember la
40. What was the last sms u received?
Aiyak, deleted it oledi, i dun keep sms in my fon nemore....
41. What was the name of your first pet?
Abuk - a cat
42. What is in your room?
The usual la, bed, mattress, pillows, bolsters, mirror...
44. Favorite thing to do before bedtime?
Thinking
45. What is one thing/person you are grateful for today?
My life

coated.

What are we, exactly?
I love u so much, and you love me so much too....
I knew that, and you knew it also...
But, you want me to find a boyfriend, and you already have a girlfriend....
Eventhough, it's not even a week yet, but she called u baby.. (Hehe)
What are we?
It hurts, but decreasing from minute to minute....
And also the love...
I'm sorry...
Being with you is just for the fun of it..
Hahahah!
I'm bad, remember?
Even from the beginning....
U tried to change me, i did, for a while only...
You are so honest to me, but i always hide things from you..
I lied to you, huge.. TWICE, but you still forgive me...
I know, you love me so much..
You care about me, we need to move on, but how?
I'm sorry, but she's only for a month, 2 is tha max...
Sorry.....

everytime i close my eyes
i lock it down
ooooo i cant go on not lovin u

Penat ah......

Congratulation on your wedding this coming sunday...
Kata nak jemput, tak jemput pun?
Menipu ye?
Tak baik tau, benda elok camni, baik di war-warkan....
Tak gitu?

Kalau dah asyik itu jer, aku rasa cam poyo laks...
Sekali dah la, bukannya aku tak paham...

Adui....
Nape sakit perut nih?

Dia dah ilang la, hilang dibawa angin lalu...
Gone, like gone with the wind..
Muahahhaah.....

Cam nak tukar fon la pulak...
S700i......
Complete package macam aku nak...
Sekali tengok harganya, cam nak kene pikir 2 kali la pulak...
Would i pay that much for a phone?
Hmmm......

Don't deny things if its true...
It will backfire....

You
Is where i run to
If you're gone
I have nowhere to run

Sssssshhhhhhhhhh.......
Silent!

Aku rasa cam nak nangis, cam nak marah, cam nak jerit.....
Semuanya ada!

Letih!

There's no need to upload my old archive...
Now I remember why I deleted it in the first place...
Hehe....

Hartz Chicken Buffet, Sunway Pyramid, I'm coming!

Sahabat....
Aku minta maaf sangat sangat...
Ampun...
Aku tau dah banyak kali aku mungkir janji....
Dah banyak kali kita plan, tapi asyik tak jadi....
Aku minta maaf sangat sangat...

"Aku kecik hati dah, tatau kali yang keberapa ntah, kan boleh jer tak join jamuan n jumpa aku kan? take care."
SMS ini sungguh menyentuh hati aku....
Sungguh!
Aku minta ampun, wahai sahabat...
Sahabat jenis apa aku ini, kan?
Kerjanya asyik mungkir janji....

Aku nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri & Maaf Zahir Batin kepada semua....

Don't try to figure me out, just love me the way I am now..
If it's too hard for you to do, leave me....
Should i smile, because you are there, or should i cry because you only gonna be there, not here with me?
I belong to me, so leave me be while my world is coming down on me....

What am I to you?
Tell me darling true..

What is wrong with me in the first place, rite Chah?
But like you said, its bad...
Not like, its bad, BAD!
So, what the heck, kan?

Pepagi dah buat mood aku swing..
DAMN!

Honesty is the best policy

Being honest is good, but too honest is very bad at times...
I want you but I'm hating it!

Confusion..
What exactly that I want in my life...
Hmmmm...
I don't have the answer rite now...
Boundaries. Always remember that there's a LIMIT!
Please Q, remind yourself...
Remind yourself all the times...
I love me very much...
I'm not gonna hurt myself, for sure!

IGNORE....
I love to do that, rite?
I'm lost, totally.

Cut my hair already...
By a second class amateur....
Ahahah... Kidding only, bro'...... :)
My head feels lighter, n my hair is easier to manage...
Dont have to tie it all the time....
(Cian rambut aku, assikla kene ikat jer)

This headache is really killing me.....
Aaaaaarrrrrrrggggghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Confirm, im getting a haircut...
I'll continue this later....

Yesterday was fun.....
I caught ikan puyu (huge!) n thinking of eating it, but puasa la....
Eheh...
Hmmm... Been thinking of getting a hair cut...
And also another pierce on my ear (right one)
Hmmm...
Also a tounge pierce... Looks cool, lemme think bout it first....
Hmmmm..... To hell with what other people think!
Hello, reality check, THIS IS MY LIFE YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT!
MINE and MINE ONLY!

Hey kiddo, you know i love you so much. So much!
Sorry bout yesterday, i was sooo not in the fucking mood to be played around with..
I was sooo tired..
You can blame it on PMS.... Ehehehe....
Anyway, i just wanna say that im sorry for hanging up the phone yesterday..
Sorry....
You know that this sister of yours really love you, dont you?
Love you so much, kiddo....

Now, i'm watching Bleach..
Since when this anime craze have got me?
Since i first watch Ninjaii back in 2001...
But i just keep 'em low...

Two nites in a row...
Hmmm.....
I missed u so much....

Sampai macam tu sekali ye?
Aku bukannya nak berpeleseran, tapi kalau ko fikir aku macam tu, suits yourself!
Think whatever you want to think about me....
But i have learn my lesson, i really do!

Everybody's better than I am
I think everybody's better than me
And everybody's swell I guess
They're doing well some more or less
Everybody's better than I am I think
You know to be king you don't need a castle
To row back to shore can sure be a hassle
Why you walk around with your head low down
Everybody's acting like I don't matter
Everybody's into the act
Too many of them to avoid
It could be that I'm paranoid
I matter as a matter of fact
And you know to be king you don't need a castle
To row back to shore can sure be a hassle
Why you walk around with your head low down
The true king rules without a crown
If your boat's afloat after the typhoon
Row it safely back to the lagoon
And nevermind the green grass you won't mow
Or what it is you have or don't to show
Or what it is you can or can't afford
The good are good without reward
You know to be king you don't need a castle
To row back to shore can sure be a hassle
Why you walk around with your head low down
Everybody's better than I am
I think everybody's better than me
And everybody's swell I guess
They're doing well some more or less
Everybody's better than I am I think
Everybody's acting like I don't matter
Everybody's into the act
Too many of them to avoid
It could be that I'm paranoid
I matter as a matter of fact
And you know to be king you don't need a castle
No no! No No! No no no no
To row back to shore can sure be a hassle
You know to be king you don't need a castle

......

Why am I the one that has to go this Monday?
Hmmm.....
Life's like that, I guess....

Sef Gonzales

I was reading Berita Harian online when i stumble upon his name this morning. He's a Filipino borned Australian that lives in a wealthy suburb called Noth Ryde. Then, I began searching for him on the Internet. The one thing that caught my attention was, besides that ke killed (read : stabbed to death) both his parents and beats his only sister to death using a baseball bat is that this horrifying mass murder occurs on my birthday. 10th of July 2001. The very day i turned 21. Whewww....

How can you kill the person that brought you up in this world, i mean, logically, HOW?
He's not insane, very far from retarded, yet he has the guts to kill his own parents. Yes, you can blame it on the pressure his parents giving him, being an Asian in a "white people" country (im not being a racist here, so please), but how much pressure do you think, that he needs to build up so much hatred in him, that he can take his parents own life? If he shot them, it's acceptable for me, (not that i agree in him killing his parents) because one fatal shot, can killed a person instantly, but he choose to stab them, giving time for them to suffer, bleeds to death, and continuosly stabbing. Oh my god!

And how can he beats his 18 years old sister to death with a baseball bat. He keeps beating and beating and beating untill she lay motionless on the floor. And after he was put under arrest, the police interrogate him, he was telling them lies all the way from beginning. He even spray the wall of his living room that reads FUCK OFF ASIANS, to put the blame on other people, but ends up police found the chemical compound of the spray on his shirt.

He is found guilty of murdering both his parents and his sister and sentenced to three life terms for all his action.

Yeay....
Anime favourite aku dah abesss....
GTO pun dah ada...
Tinggal nak burn dedua lam cd jer....

Petang ni ada dinner...
Kat Sunway...
Thank you Yazleen....
Melepas Malaysian Idol...
Ah, perut lebih penting dari mata...
Muahahahah......

Nape aku rasa tak besh ni?
Cam tak sedap hati ler....

Kalau ko call aku dah sampai dekat 10 kali, aku tak angkat gak fon tu...
Tu maknanya i'm ignoring you..
I dont wanna talk to you..
I dont even wanna hear you say hello to me...
Pesal la tu pun tak paham?
Benak sangat otak ko tuh., kenapa?
Memang buduh tahap ke 100 betul la....
Buzz off la wei!

Adui...
Pinggang aku belah kiri ni sakit la...
Pesal ye?

Nu chapter coming soon...
Be patience.

Thank you so much, my friend....
I really really appreciate what you did to me...
Thank you....

*Grammar hancur babe!*

Cuaca mandom jer....
Autumn lah katakan...
Autumn katanya... Wakakakakak.....

Penat ah....

2 hari aku bercuti...
Settlekan segalanya...
Moga dipermudahkan...

Orang kebanyakan...
COMMONERS.

Pernah tak, dalam satu hari, korang rasa sangap yang teramat sangat?
Pernah tak?
Hari ni adalah hari sangap sedunia aku...
Huaaaaaaa...........

Satu ketika dulu....

"Bukan saya pakcik, dia ni ha yang tumpahkan...." sambil menyinggul siku kawannya...
"Cakapla.... Ngaku la cepat....."
Sambil tunduk rasa bersalah, "saya yang tumpahkan, pakcik, saya minta maaf"
Sambil tersenyum, "takpe, pakcik maafkan, lain kali, ngaku je, kan senang"

Aku tersenyum kemenangan!

Every little thing you do is tragic
All my life, it was magic
Beautiful girl
I can't breath

I got a disease
Deep inside me
Makes me
Feel uneasy baby
I can't live without you
Tell me what I am supposed to do about it
Keep your distance from it
Don't pay no attention to me
I got a disease

Ignore

Entry: ignore
Function: verb
Definition: disregard
Synonyms: avoid, blink, brush off, cold-shoulder, cut, cut dead, dial out, discount, disdain, evade, fail, forget, high hat, ice, ig, live with, neglect, omit, overlook, overpass, pass over, play past, pooh-pooh, reject, scorn, slight, tune out, wink at

Aku la tu...
Rasa macam tak suka jer, ignore...
Lantak la situ...

Saja gatal tangan nak taip...
Update gak maaaaa....
Ehehehe....
Last nite was fun, thanks alot....
Lenkali blanje aaaa lagi eh?
Awak baik kan?

Aku tengok 13 Going On 30 tadi...
Series best citer nih...
And some more, aku memang suka Jennifer Garner, especially dalam ALIAS...
Aku nak tengok lagi la citer ni....
Mueheheheh.....

Aku series takde mood....
Tensen aaaaaaa camni....

Aku happy jumpa ko balik....
Aku happy kita leh borak cam dedulu....
Aku happy sangat.....

Diorang tu dengki, kan?
Tak tau erti PERSAHABATAN!
Sebab takde orang nak kawan ngan diorang...
Kan? Kan? Kan?
Miahahahahah......
Kita jahat kan?

When I think back, of all the things I've done to my life, myself....
I feel disgusted.....
Really really disgusted....
Especially this last 2 years....

Now I know....
Shoved it right to my face!
It struck me hard, real hard.......
BITCH!

Ello En. Ahmad Iswan....
Kata kawan baik aku?
Tapi ko sakit tak penah bgtau aku pun....
Baru semalam nak bersuara....
Tu pun aku tanya....
Kalo aku tak tanya, ntah bila baru ko nak bgtau......
Malu konon?
Sejak bila ko pandai malu ngan aku nih?
Kamon la Wan, kita kawan dah 4 tahun....
Ke, ngko dah takmo kawan ngan aku nih?

Esok ko banjer aku makan, aku banjer tiket wayang, ye?

Dah lama aku tak menulis panjang di sini...
Pendek sekadar untuk kefahaman aku sendiri...
Tapi hari ni, aku rasa cam nak menulis panjang.....

Hmmm....
Dulu mungkin aku simpan saja perasaan aku...
Aku tak puas hati, senyap....
Aku marah, senyap....
Aku rasa nak nangis, aku nyorok, aku nangis sensorang...

But now, no more.....
Aku rasa aku marah, aku marah je....
Aku tak puas hati, aku cakap....
Aku rasa nak nangis, aku nangis jer.....
Cukupla memendam rasa....
Letih....
Sakitnya kat dalam hati dan otak, aku....
Dulu, aku rasa bersalah sangat kalau hampakan orang....
Sekarang, gi mampusla....
Kalau aku dah kata tak boleh, tak bolehla....
Jangan paksa....
Anyway, selamat berhidup baru untuk aku....

So, Mr. Nostrum.....
Apa perasaan anda, mempunyai N-GAGE sendiri....
Malam ni leh la kita layan bluetooth balik....
Rindu aku nak layan bluetooth ngan ko.....
Jumaat nih kita gi ambik 256MB MMC, okay?

The more I think about it, the more I want to escape....
Arghhhhhhhhhh.........

How to escape, Chah?
Not even a bit!
Aiyooooo...........

Aku dah kata, main The Sims tu addictive....
Kan semua dah infected....
Mueheheheheh......
Apa lagi, go get your N-GAGE now!
Then kita leh lawan, sapa lagi SUPERIOR!

I WANT 256 MMC card rite now........
Ada sesiapa tak yang bermurah hati nak sedekah ke, belikan n hadiahkan kat aku ke?
Anyone?

Setakat ada MMC Card, tepon nyer takde, baik takyah....
Muahahahahhaha.............

Waaaaaa..........
Bila nak ber'bluetooth' balik ni, Mr. Nostrum?

:-D

I miss bluetooth'ing with Mr. Nostrum....
Muehehehehe.....

How come
We dont even talk no more
And you dont even call no more
We dont barely keep in touch at all
And I dont even feel the same love when we hug no more
And I heard it through the grape vine
We even beefin now
After all the years we been down
Aint no way no how, this bullshit can be true
We family and aint a damn thing changed, unless it's you

Vote Jac and send to 33308!
Heh! I really admire her voice

Aku memang manja...
Dari kecik aku memang dimanjakan sangat....
Aku selalu dapat apa yang aku nak....
Tak pernah tak dapat....

Jadi sekarang, bila aku tak dapat benda yang aku nak, aku rasa nak marah, sedih, nak mengamuk, dan segala perasaan ni bercampur gaul....
Lalu akhirnya, aku menangis.....

Aku yang bodoh....
Dari mula aku tau aku takkan dapat, tapi aku masih terkejar kejar.....
Padan muka aku, menjeruk rasa sekarang...
Heh!

Aduhai.....

N-GAGE

Sepetang mengemas office....
Susun atur pun dah lain.....
Aku dah ke depan, jauh dari yang lain...
Kira macam receptionist la gitu....
Receptionist..... Muahahahahah.....

I want to end this.
I really do. Period.

Adam Daniel

To believe in love
Means you will not lose to yourself
Until your dream comes true
And I will be here
I want to be your sky
And envelope your sadness
Whenever you look up
You know you are not alone
Even if you are far away
You know you always have a place to come back to

37 Questions

1. What is your Full Name: Fasihatulhusna Rais
2. What are you listening to right now?: D12 feat. Eminem : How Come
3. What are the last 2 digits of your phone number: 43
4. what is your sign?: Cancer
5. What was the last thing you ate: Kit Kat White
6. If you were a crayon what colour would you be: Dark Blue
7. How is the weather right now: Nice
8. Last person you talked to on the phone: My brother in law
9. First thing you notice about the opposite sex: His eyes
10. How are you today: Feelin' good. Back to work after a month's off....
11. Favourite Drink: Milk.
12. Favourite Alcoholic drink: I don't drink 'em
13. Favourite Sport: Archery. It's considered a sport, rite? Hmmmmm........
14. Hair Colour: Black
15. Eye Colour: Dark Brown
16. Do you have tattoos: Nope, but would love to have one :)
17. Siblings: 1 elder brother, 3 sisters n 1 younger brother
18. Favourite Month: July
19. Favourite Food: Japanese
20. Favourite Day of the Year: My Birthday, what else.....
21. Are you too shy to ask someone out: No. But i seldom ask people out....
22. Summer or Winter: Both
23. Hugs or Kisses?: Hugs
24. Chocolate or vanilla?: Vanilla
25. Living Arrangements: Staying with my best friend
26. What books are you reading: None right now. Going to get one later.
27. What's on your mouse pad?: Im not using a mouse pad, hah!
28. Favourite Board Game: Monopoly
29. What did you do last night?: Nothing much, dinner n sleep.
30. Favourite Smells: Strawberry
31. Can you touch you nose with your tounge?: Almost there.... just a lil' bit more!
32. What inspires you? : Good music
33. Favourite Movie: Any movie with Bruce Willis in it, eheheheh......
34. Favourite Flower: Tulip
35. Who makes you laugh the most and why?: My lil' bro' coz he's so damn funny!
36. Where would you go for your next vacation?: An isolated island.
37. What is your dream job?: Become a radio DJ.

Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.
At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
The only reason someone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
There are at least 2 people in this world that would die for you.
You mean the world to someone.
Someone that you dont even know exists loves you.
When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look again.
Always remember the compliments you received.
Forget the rude remarks.

Aku rasa aku pernah letak benda yang sama kat blog nih....
Lantakla, aku dapat ni kat offline YIM aku....
Thanks ma fren, for this message.......