RM5????
Kepala hotak ko berjambul RM5 je.
Penipu!
Orang bangang je yang percaya RM5 tu.
Ataupun orang yang tak pernah sakit seumur hidup dia.
Macam bangsat je menipu.
Sakitnya hati aku!

Sunburst, HERE I COME!

Menyakitkan hati aku betul.
Itu aku punya, aku nak balik aku punya!
Pun kene mengalah.
Bangsat betul!

Now i know, how hard it is.
Especially if there is a language barrier.
Damn hard!

I did good.
I know i did.
:)

Make everything easy for me, please.

How many times you tell me everything is going to be allright pun, butterflies will always be butterflies, my love.
Walaupun bebudak.
:)

Dream - K.Will (translated)

I should’ve been blind, to keep me from loving you
Why did I see the beauty inside of you?
It’s too late for me, you’ve already spread inside me
No matter how I try to wash and erase you, you spread all over my body
Slowly this pain makes me weary
I straighten my back, trying not to collapse
The world tells me I shouldn’t dream
I don’t be given any hope or love from you

I shouldn’t be able to dream, so my breathing won’t stop
Instead of leaving me here with you, take me away
I didn’t dream, I would be able to live
When I start to dream, I start to love
And matter all become harder to bear
I straighten my back, trying not to collapse
The world tells me I shouldn’t give
I won’t be given any hope or love from you
From wanting you so much, I become greedy
Now I want to be happy
No matter how I try to give up on you
My eyes always stop when they see you, and dream
Slowly this pain makes me weary
I straighten my back, trying not to collapse
The world tells me I shouldn’t dream
Any hope or love
Won’t be given to me

credits to aheeyah.com

Esok balik.
Yeayyyyyyyyy..................

Aku tgh tolong anak buah aku set up dia punya blog.
Dia nak add link blog aku kat blog dia.
Aku iye je suruh dia bukak template, dia duk cakap ngan aku takde pun perkataan template kat dia punya blogger.
Sekali blogger sekarang ni dah tak guna perkataan template, dia guna layout.
Muahahahahahaha........
Mana la aku tau.
Nama aku set up blog aku tahun 2002, mana la aku tau sekarang its layout.
Ha ha ha.

The moment i set my eyes on you.
I felt everything around me moves.
And your love slowly moved in.
Into my heart.
All this time, where have you been?
Don't you know, i want you so.
You makes my soul complete.
I was enrapture by your love.
To this day, i still am.
I love you.

She cheated on you and still you wanna call her your soulmate?
SOULMATE?
Wake up and smell the coffee, dude!
wake the fucking up!
And some more, he's your friend.
Seriously, wake up!

Aku ingat nak gi layan CJ7 tadi ngan bespren aku.
Tapi sekali dia punya meeting abis lambat daa.......
Pastu lrt pun stuck kat Ampang Park.
ahahahaha.......

Aku harap sangat dapat kat situ, Chah.....
Aku malas dah nak cecarik tempat lain.
Environment pun best jer.
Aku dapat rasa yg aku takkan stress kat situ.
Doa untuk aku bebanyak yer?

Got this from email

1. Pierce your nose or tongue? - done my tongue once
2. Be serious or be funny? - funny
3. Boxers or briefs? - boxers :D
4. Whole or skim milk? - skim milk
5. Single or taken? - taken
6. Simple or complicated? - simple
7. Law or anarchy? - depends on the situation
8. Flowers or angels? - angels
9. Grey or gray? - grey
10. Read or write? - both
11. Color or black-and-white photos? - black n white, baru la nampak classic
12. Sunrise or sunset? - sunset pasal lepas tu leh tidoooo......
13. M&M's or Skittles? - M&M
14. Go to bed late or wake up late? - wake up late
16. TV or Radio? - TV
17. Is it POP or SODA? - SODA
18. X or O in Tic-Tac-Toe? - X
19. Leather purse or knit purse? - leather purse (kayaaaa....muahahahah)
20. Eat an apple or an orange? - apple
21. What came first the chicken or the egg? - chicken
22. Hot or Cold? - cold
23. Light or dark nail polish? - tak pakai. HARAM
24. Tall members of the opposite sex or short? - tall
25. Sun or moon? - moon
26. Emerald or ruby? - emerald
27. Mt. Dew or Surge? - ha?
28. Left or right? - right
29. 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? - 1 best friend whom i can confide about anything
30. Vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? - vanilla
31. High or Drunk? - dedua tak nak
32. Green beans or carrots? - carrots
33. Low fat or fat free? - low fat
34. What is your biggest fear in the world? - snakes
35. Silver jewelry or gold jewelry? - gold (leh gadai kalau sesak... muahahahah)
36. Kids or no kids? - kids!
37. Cat or dog? - cat
38. Half empty or half full? - half full
39. Mustard or ketchup? - ketchup
40. Hard cover books or soft cover books? - hard cover. leh tahan lama
41. Newspaper or magazine? - newspaper
42. Sandals or sneakers? - sandals
44. Red car or white car? - red car
45. Happy and poor or sad and rich? - happy n poor
46. Singing or dancing? - singing
47. Hugging or Kissing? - hugging
49. Happy or sad? - happy
50. Purple or green? - green. am a naturalist. :P

Aku dapat ni dalam buletin kat frenster, posted by salah seorang kawan aku.

this is just a joke, but full of lesson. (pada org yg tertentu sahaja)

While walking down the street one day a Malaysian Boleh Minister is tragically hit by a truck and dies. His soul arrives in heaven and is met by St. Peter at the entrance."Welcome to heaven," says St.Peter. "Before you settle in, it seems there is a problem. We seldom see a high official around these parts,you see, so we're not sure what to do with you.""No problem, just let me in," says the man."Well, I'd like to, but I have orders from higher up. What we'll do is have you spend one day in hell and one in heaven. Then you can choose where to spend eternity." "Really, I have made up my mind. I want to be in heaven," says the Yang Berhormat" I'm sorry, but we have our rules,"says St. Peter.
And with that, St. Peter escorts him to the elevator and he goes down,down,down to hell. The doors open and he finds himself in the middle of a green golf course. In the distance is a clubhouse and standing in front of it are all his friends and other politicians who had worked with him. Everyone is very happy and dressed in the finest batik there is. They run to greet him, shake his hand, and reminisce about the good times they had while getting rich at the expense of the people. They play a friendly game of golf and then indulge themselves on lobsters, caviar and the most expensive food there is. Also present is the devil, who really is a very friendly guy who has a good time dancing and telling jokes. They are having such a good time that before he realizes it, it is time to go. Everyone gives him a hearty farewell and waves while the elevator rises.The elevator goes up, up, up and the door reopens on heaven where St. Peter is waiting for him."Now it' s time to visit heaven."
So, 24 hours pass with the Yang Berhormat joining a group of contented souls moving from cloud to cloud,playing the harp and singing. They have a good time and, before he realizes it, the 24 hours have gone by and St.Peter returns."Well, then, you've spent a day in hell and another in heaven. Now choose your eternity."The Yang Berhormat reflects for a minute, then he answers: "Well, I would never have said it before, I mean heaven has been delightful, but I think Aiyam better off in hell." So St. Peter escorts him to the elevator and he goes down, down, down to hell. Now the doors of the elevator open and he's in the middle of a barrenland covered with waste and garbage. He sees all his friends, dressed in rags, picking up the trash and putting it in black bags as more trash falls from above.The devil comes over to him and puts his arm around his shoulder."I don't understand," stammers the Yang Berhormat.
"Yesterday I was here and there was a golf course and clubhouse, and we ate lobster and caviar,drank champagne, and danced and had a great time. Now there's just a wasteland full of garbage and my friends look miserable. What happened?"The devil looks at him, smiles and says, "Yesterday we were campaigning just like you during an election......Today you voted."

VOTE WISELY IN THE COMING ELECTION

Kan best telinga aku dengar, call aku n cakap baik-baik.
Rasa disayangi yang amat sangat.
Ehehehehehe.......

Selamat Tahun Baru Cina.

Khairul Syakirin.
I love you. Yesterday. Today. Tomorrow. Forever.

Padan muka kau.
Satu forum dah tau tembelang.
Buat jahat, memang la ada balasan.
Allah pun dah cakap, buat dosa, mesti ada balasan.
Tak nak kene balas, taubat la.
It's called KARMA.
What goes around comes around.
Bukan aku yang balas, dah ada orang lain tolong balaskan.
Muahahahahahahahah.......... (gelak macam dah masuk syurga, kata ayah aku....)

Kalau sebab aku tak datang, you want to end it, so be it.
Memasing dah letih dan bosan dengan memasing.

Meet The Spartans



Aku tgk cerita ni tadi ngan bestest bespren aku kat Midvalley.
Layan giler ah cerita ni, but could be better.
It's a spoof from 300, not as good as scary movie, though.
Sementara nak tunggu wayang start, makan teppanyaki, marble cheesecake from secret recipe and pure vanilla ice blended from coffee bean n tea leaf. Result? Kepeningan tahap cipan yg rasa nak muntah keluar semua isi perut. Muahahahahaha........
Gila betul balas dendam kita, Chah.
Almaklumlah, dah lama tak jumpa.
Kene la berhabis-habisan, tak? (read: alasan je!)

Ayah selalu cakap, belajar sampai pandai.
Tak semestinya rajin, tapi mesti kena pandai.

Sambung malam yer?
Miahahahaha.....

Kiddo, akak bukak forum mesra tadi.
Tergerak hati nak baca mesej lelama dalam inbox.
What happen to us, yer?
Akak ada buat salah ke?
If i am, i'm sorry ye chibi?
Akak sayang ko sangat, ko tak sayang akak ker?
Akak rindu budak kecik yang dulu.
Yang dulu-dulu. Yang kalau derhaka kat akak, nanti masuk neraka. ehehehe.....
Chibi!

Takde idea la.
Nanti malam la sambung.
Tak jadi la sambung malam, aku sambung sekarang la.
Eh, nanti malam la.

Saya Sebatang Pen.

Saya sebatang pen. Nama saya Parker. Saya dilahirkan di sebuah kilang di Amerika Syarikat. Terdapat banyak kawan kawan seperjuangan saya di situ. Kemudian, kami dibungkus dan dimasukkan ke dalam kotak untuk dieksport ke negara-negara lain.

Kami semua dimasukkan ke dalam sebuah kontena dan di bawa berlayar di atas sebuah kapal laut. Saya telah dihantar ke sebuah negara bernama Malaysia. Saya diturunkan di sebuah pelabuhan bernama Pelabuhan Klang. Kemudian, kotak yang berisi saya dan kawan-kawan dipunggah ke dalam sebuah lori untuk diagih-agihkan ke serata Malaysia.

Saya telah dibawa dan dipamerkan di sebuah kedai di Jalan Raja Laut. Semua orang memuji kecantikan saya, tetapi tidak semua orang dapat memiliki saya kerana harga saya adalah mahal.

Pada suatu hari, datang dua lelaki ke kedai tuan saya. Mereka membelek-belek saya dan sebatang lagi kawan saya. Kemudian, saya terdengar salah seorang lelaki itu berkata, "saya ambik yang ini la tokey, dua ya?". Kemudian, tuan kedai itu pun membungkus saya dan sebatang lagi rakan saya yang turut dipamerkan di kedai itu.

Saya dibawa menaiki kereta selama hampir 2 jam. Kemudian saya terdengar lelaki itu berkata lagi, "mesti budak 2 orang tu suka dan bangga dapat pen ni". Kemudian rakan lelaki itu menjawab, "aku rasa kalau plain macam ni je, tak terasa sangat. Apa kata kalau kita ukir nama diorang kat pen ni, lagi special". "Betul jugak cakap kau tu", kata lelaki pertama tadi.

Kemudian, aku dibawa pula oleh lelaki pertama tadi ke Klang, untuk mengukir nama 2 orang yang bakal menerima aku dan rakanku. Semasa proses mengukir nama dilakukan, aku berasa amat sakit, tetapi bangga kerana aku bakal berkhidmat dengan tuan ku yang sebenar tidak lama lagi. Badanku diukir dengan nama Fasihatul Husna Binti Rais dan rakanku diukir dengan nama Ismail Bin Mohammad. Setelah selesai proses pengukiran, aku dibawa pulang oleh lelaki itu. Kemudian, aku dibalut dengan sehelai kertas yang amat cantik.

Hari yang aku nanti-nantikan telah tiba. Aku bakal bertemu dengan tuan ku yang sebenar sebentar lagi. Aku berasa amat berdebar-debar. Adakah tuan ku akan menyayangiku atau akan mensia-siakan aku? Aku berasa amat takut dan juga gembira pada masa yang sama. Rupa-rupanya aku akan diberikan kepada seorang pelajar cemerlang dalam peperiksaan UPSR. Apa UPSR itu, aku pun tidak tahu tapi aku berasa sungguh bangga. Aku juga dapat merasa yang tuan ku gembira mendapat aku kerana dia memegang aku dengan sungguh erat.

Apabila tuan ku sampai sahaja di rumah, dia terus membuka bungkusanku. Dia menjerit, "mak! Acik dapat pen Parker, siap ada tulis nama lagi. Bestnya!". Kemudian aku tahu, bahawa tuan ku amat menyayangiku dan akan menjagaku dengan cermat. Aku berasa sungguh bahagia. Tuan ku jarang menggunakan aku kerana dia amat menyayangiku.

Malang tidak berbau, pada suatu malam di tahun 1996, semasa orang sibuk bersiap-siap untuk kenduri kahwin kakak tuan ku, aku telah dicuri seseorang. Aku telah digunakan oleh bapa tuan ku untuk mengisi dan menandatangani borang kahwin kakak tuan ku. Kemudian, orang itu terus menyimpan aku ke dalam poketnya. Aku ingin menjerit, tetapi apalah dayaku, aku hanya sebatang pen!

Aku sayang pen Parker tu sangat.
Sangat sangat.
Tu hadiah aku ngan Mail jadik best student UPSR sekolah aku.
Aku ingat lagi masa aku amik pen tu dari Cikgu Abdul Rahman, dia pesan kat aku, "belajar elok-elok, jaga pen ni baik-baik. Hadiah ni adalah tanda kasih sayang kami semua cikgu untuk kamu".
Memang bangsat orang yang curik pen aku tu.
Kalau dia "ter"ambik, takkan takleh pulang balik?
Bukan tak tau tu pen aku, pasal ada nama aku engraved kat pen tu.
Kalau tak kenal nama aku pun, mesti kenal nama ayah aku, kan?
And takkan tak ingat dari rumah mana datangnya pen yang ada dalam kocek tu, kan?
Kesimpulannya, dia memang sengaja nak curik pen aku.
Memang tak bahagia la dia seumur hidup!

Ade ke ajak aku balik kampung.
Malas!
Balik kampung aku ok jugak.
Cakap jer esok tengahari nak balik sini.
Macam aku tak pernah terkena.
Cheh!

Macam Sheeda cakap, kalau sehari tak gaduh, tak boleh ker?
Tak!
Muahahahahaha.......
Tapi kalau gaduh tah berapa saat jer.
Dulu aku tak menjawab, sekarang apa saja dia cakap, aku jawab jer.
Pedulik apa aku.
Mwahahahahahaha........

Aku meng'quote' kata kata kawan abang ipar aku:
"Loyal and trust is two different entity"
"loyal to yr country....but u mistreated it..by misusing the privilige given"
"trust given...u broke it silently.. break it in so many ways...such as ponteng kelija...time keje chat"
The very the true la.
Untuk pertama kalinya, serious talk ngan mamat nih.
Ahahahahahaha.....
Selama ni, buat aku sangap n sasau jer.

Gila.
Kan best kalau gila.
Takde dosa.
Masuk syurga.
Camana cara nak jadi gila secara semulajadi, eh?
Hua hua hua.....

Aku malas cakap benda berulang-ulang.
Annoying tau tak?
Suka hati aku la nak cakap ke tidak.
Jangan paksa orang, kalau kau tau kau sendiri pun tak suka kena paksa.
Menyakitkan hati betul.
Aku dulu pun sebab nak elakkan bergaduh jer, kalau tak, tak kuasa aku.

Heath Ledger is dead.
I love to watch him in Brokeback Mountain.
Eventhough aku kurang sikit dengan manusia songsang yg memang kene laknat ngan Allah ni.
To me, his acting is superb.
U can feel his love lost masa dia bau baju Jack.
Nasib baik aku ada "gudang" wayang, dapatla jugak aku tgk cerita ni.
Ehehehehehe........

Nak menyamar konon.
Cheh!
Ingat aku tak tau ke?
Aku lagi lama menceburkan diri dalam dunia flirting ni la.
I am the master of the universe, ahahahahaha........
Aku call, tak nak angkat.
Mic rosak kunun, cheh!
Aku call nombor lagi satu, tak dapat.
Dahla memang ngaku ngan aku nak beli no Digi.
Ape la.
Tak reti langsung nak berlakon.
Kegagalan berada di mana mana.
Yeay!
Aku terer!

Aku memang takde mood.
Dengan sakit berdenyut-denyut.
Dahla stimulus aku tak online. Ahahahahahah....

Gila sakit hati aku tengok Martha malam tadi.
Boleh sarikata untuk succulent is sukulen.
Bangang!
Tolong la, sarikata tu untuk orang yang kurang faham bahasa Inggeris untuk tahu apa maksudnya.
Kalau succulent is translated as sukulen, apa kejadahnya?
Baik dengar je apa yang Martha sebut instead of baca sarikata.
Nasib baik DIA dah tak keje kat tv bangang ni.
Kalau tak, mau kaw kaw aku 'bagi' kat DIA malam tadi.
Ehehehehe........

Tau ko takut hilang aku.
Padan muka.

Aku pun nak join gi makan kat Perantau.
Tapi nape boifren aku tak join gak?
Ahakssss......
Takleh la, jalan sikit gi toilet pun sakit, inikan pulak nak menapak gi Perantau, mau meraung aku.
Melampau sangat la pulak sakitnya.

There, i said it.
Baru ko tau.
Sakitnya hati aku.
Langsung terdiam.
Don't mess around with me.
Aku diam tak bermakna aku bangang.
Aku lagi pandai dari kau.
Aku senyap selama ni sebab aku nak build marah aku.
Sebab kalau aku asyik cakap, tak jalan.
Aku cakap sekali jer, kan tu dah sakit hati kau.
Padan muka.

Go on. Keep hurting me.
You really want me to give up on you, huh?
It hurts.
I almost give up on you.
Almost.The word is just at the tip of my tongue the other night.
Thank God, i still can hold it back.
Been trying to ignore it, but I have feelings, you know.
I'm not some goddamn robot.
I'm a hot blooded human being, for heaven's sake.
I have a heart that pumps blood through my veins.

Don't think i can hold it much longer.
This is wayyyyyyyy too much.
It hurts the first time.
Ignored.
Then it got worse and worse.
And you're stepping off the boundaries.
Please, stop it.

Aku tengah baca John Harvey wasted years ngan living proof sekarang ni. 2 in 1.
Baru 2 bulan aku tak gi kedai uncle, sekali signboard dah tukar la.
Colorful lagik.
Tu baru 2 bulan aku tak pegi, kalau 2 tahun, langsung tukar cat.
Muahahahahahah......
Siap tanya aku lagi mana hilang.
I'm around uncle, just don't have the time to drop by.
Don't worry, i'm still 1 of your most loyal customer.

Sebab tu aku malas nak gi Kajang.
Aku dah agak dah, mesti jumpa orang MPKj punya.
Arghhhhhh!!!!!!!!
Nak ambik tindakan tatatertib kat aku pulak.
Nak berapa ratus surat perletakan jawatan nak aku hantar?
Dahla breach contract.
Memang la buat my blood go upstairs macam ni.
Bodoh betul.
Dahla dapat anak lilin.
Muahahahahaha.....
Giler artis. Gila kuasa. Gila pangkat!
GILA!

Kalau nak something, sikit punya baik ngan aku.....
Bila time aku mintak tolong, macam bangsat jer.
Aku bukan mintak tolong pun sebenarnya, memang dia yang patut buat!
Buat la macam ni.
Doa orang teraniaya ni makbul.
Ko ada anak pompuan, nak aku jadi jahat n doakan anak ko jadi pelacur ke?
Kalau nak kira, aku tolong lagi banyak dari apa yang ko tolong aku.
Ko kene tangkap khalwat pun, kalau tak aku yg jadi penjamin betina tu, amacam?
Nak berkira ngan aku?
1 , 2, 3 dan seterusnya.....
Ahahahahaha.......
Aku akan keep hounding you.
Sampai ko lemas!

CANCER - The Cutie <---- (oh yes i am!)
Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person
you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it.
Freak. Spontaneous. Great telling stories. Not a Fighter, but will KNOCK
your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.


Love of my life : LIBRA - The Lame One <----- (ehehehe)
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and
sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet!
however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end up
crying....

Aku ingat nak login kat sini guna gmail, tapi jari aku laju jer taip yahoo punya email.
Punya la tak synchronize otak ngan jari aku, ahaksss......
Tadi tolong ayong n asu kat karipap, n satu je yg aku tak suka, nanti tapak tangan aku especially yg kat ibu jari mesti sakit giler. Tapi takpela, amal jariah, kan?
Ehehehehe......
Tuhari aku ada jumpa satu blog yg penuh ngan gambar kucing, sekali lupa lak nak favorite, kiciwa betul pasal aku ingat aku nak link kat blog aku. Cheh!

Kiddo, did i do anything wrong?
Kenapa lately akak rasa ko macam nak avoid dari akak jer?
Serious cold.
I can feel the coldness here, tarak tipu punya.
The way you talk to me, sms me, memang lain gila.
If you really want to avoid me, do tell.
Akak leh faham n terima punya, no worries.
Kita bukan baru kenal semalam, dah 6 tahun dah.
Akak sayang ko. Betul betul sayang.
From the bottom of my heart, i really really love you, kiddo.
So, kalau nak ditch me pun, at least tell me, n tell me why.
I need and want to know, aight?

Kesan patah tangan aku masa umur 6 tahun yg dianggap terseliuh tu makin teruk sekarang.
Sakit. Lenguh. Ngilu.

hmmmm......

Kat area umah kakak aku, minyak masak berasaskan kelapa sawit tiada....
Aku heran, Malaysia ni ada berapa kangkang kera ladang kelapa sawit?
Sebab setahu aku, kalau aku on the way nak balik kampung, ada berjuta juta kangkang kera ladang kelapa sawit yg akan aku lalu, jadi, camana leh takde minyak?
Belum start ada kete guna biodiesel lagi
Nanti akan goreng ikan guna air menyamar jadi minyak.

Kakak aku kata aku gila!
Hahahahahahahaha..........

Aku kat umah, believe it or not
giler lama tak pernah update......

Looking back at me I see that I Never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Somethin' strong like a drug that gets meHigh
What I really meant to sayIs I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to sayIs I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so
Cold, to you, I'm sorry 'bout all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You can see me stand on my own again'
Cause now I can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Somethin' strong like a drug that got meHigh
What I really meant to sayIs I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to sayIs I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so coldI never meant to be
So coldI never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me
that I keepLocked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to meI never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have knownI guess for me there's just no hope
I never meant to be so cold
What I really meant to say (Say)Is I'm sorry for the way (Sorry for the way) I am(I am) I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so coldWhat I really meant to say (Say)Is I'm sorry for the way (Sorry for the way) I am(I am) I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold

this is such a huge turn in my life
from the comfy of an office
to a hectic and full of hiccups in a call floor.

life's weird.....
especially mine.

coz am a WEIRDO!

This job hunting thingy is tiring, am i rite?

Am so tired!

It's been a long while
Ahakssss

i'm jobless now
anybody want to offer me a job?
With a pay that is not less than RM1600
contact me thru my emai at demynangel@yahoo.com

hehehehehe (read: am dead serious!)

I'm LEAVING
Seriously.
I AM.

That miracle i was talking about the other day happened today.
Just now, actually.
Thank you so much kiddo.
I owe you a whole lot more than you do to me.
Thank you.

Aduhai.
Rupanya pakaian untuk perasmian hari ni, one man dress. Together with all the pingats.
Shit!
Aku tak dapat pun kad jemputan tu.
Same goes with dinner tonite.
Aku tak dapat.
Nasib baik Kak Shah fax kat aku 2 hari lepas.
Saje nak boikot tempat keje aku, ke?
Aku tahu la boss aku baru tukar.
Ke, saja nak boikot aku?
Nampak sangat macam aku tak competent.
Damn!
Aku explain kat boss aku, aku tak dapat pun kad jemputan tu.
And nasib baik dia pun kata, dia tak pernah ternampak kad tu atas meja dia.
Nasib baik.

No.
There's no miracle that happens today.
No matter how many time i wished for it.
No matter how hard i closed my eyes.
Miracle is not stopping by here, today.
And most probably tomorrow will be the same as today.
Pity me.
Poor me.

Desperados.
So full of them today.
Makes me sick. And annoyed.
And laugh too.

Nak cerita pasal apa hari ni, yer?
Hmmmm.....

Jaafar Onn came to my office to do a 'cooking demonstration'.
Remind me of our trip to Kuala Terengganu.
We are jammed packed in a satria. Me, abg. wan, lennie, icha n halim.
At Kuantan, we listen to Radio Malaysia Pahang and he's a guest for a program encouraging Malaysian to eat fresh water fish.
Then, he was asked by the DJ, what's his favorite fish.
And he answers : "Ikan talapia merah la" in his way of talking.
O MY GOD!
We're laughing our heads off in the car.
We are bored at that time and all of us were intensely listening to the radio.
I miss that good 'ol time.
Sometimes.

What a ridiculous question.
And you are expecting a straight answer.
Are you out of your mind?
I think you are, that is the reason why you asked me that question, don't you?
God gives you brain so that you can use them.
Not abuse them.
Got me?

The bad and the ugly.
And I'm hungry.
Really hungry till my head hurts.
I want to go home. Now.

Boss aku guna ASUS P535.
Baru dapat semalam and dia suruh aku charging sampai full tadi.
Dah sudah full, aku browse la dulu phone tu.
Ahakssss.....
Mengujakan deria takbur aku la kalau aku guna fon tu.
Aku nak jadik YDP jugakla macam nih.
Ha ha ha.

"MY LIFE IS 75% Happy"


[x]You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[] You have your own room.
[] You own a cell phone.
[] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] You have a swimming pool
T 0 T A L: 2

[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[] There is a computer/ laptop in your room
[x] You have never been beaten up
[ ] You never cry
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert
T 0 T A L: 6

[x] You have over 50 friends on friendster
[x] You have pictures on friendster.
[x] You enjoy having a friendster.
[x] You get allowance
[x] You collect something normal
[] You look foward to going to school
[x] You don't wish you were someone else
[x] You play a sport.
[] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 7

[x] You usually don't fight with your parent(s).
[x] You are happy with your appearance
[x] You aren't self-concious
[x] You have friends
T 0 T A L: 3

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life
[x] You have a special relationship with God
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You dont have any enemies....not that you know of anyways
[x] You are generally a nice person.
T 0 T A L: 7
SUMTOTAL:25
Now count your numbers and multiply by three. Then title this "MY LIFE IS % Happy"

Curik ni daripada blog budak kecik kat friendster. Aku tak tahu dia dapat dari mana. :)

Apasal lately kepala aku asyik sakit jer?
Nak kata pressure kerja, tak jugak.
Sakit betul la.
Heran lak aku.

Reading Fourth Procedure now.
Malam tadi sempat berapa paragraph jer aku baca.
Pastu ngantuk giler.
Sharp kul 8 malam, aku dah hanyut.
Badan letih baru lepas kebah demam.
Ni pun kepala aku tgh sakit nih.
Terbayang-bayang lak ikan puyu 2 ekor yg Love dapat mancing hari Ahad tuhari.
Nyesal lak aku tak siang and goreng macam dia mintak.
Sorry ye yang, orang termalas lak tuhari.
Nanti balik kampung lagi, awak mancing lagi, nanti orang siang and goreng, okay?
I love u.
:-)

Kenapa tastebud aku rasa tak sedap nih?
Hmmmmm...........

i loved to love u.

:)

If I'm alive and well, will you be there to hold my hand?

I cried.
Yes, I cried.
The feeling is different when u resigned than your boss got transfered somewhere else.
Moreover when you are his PA and you just work with him for 4 months.
And you really like your boss.
Really really fond of him coz he's just like a father to you.


Tuan, all the best kat pejabat baru.
Selamat bekerja dengan kakitangan baru.
Thank you so very much sebab tak pernah marah saya.
Walau sekali pun.

Sincerely,
Husna.

You and me, we come from different world.
Totally different.
The way we brought up is like earth and another galaxy million light years away.
Let's overcome that and make peace.
Deal?

Giler buat aku marah and also buat aku bosan.
Degil
Aku kata hari ni tak boleh, tak boleh la.
Ape ke bangang sangat tak faham bahasa nih?
Nak aku cakap korea ker?
Aku tak reti.
Ahakssss..

Patutla aku rasa tak sedap hati.
Rupanya nak jadi camnih.
Saper yg sms aku?
Alahai la.

Cinta by Melly and Kris (but aku lagi suka yg Jac n Misha nyanyi, coz i love Jac's voice, he he..)

menapak jalan yg menjauh
tentukan arah yg ku mau
tempatan aku pada satu peristiwa
yg membuat hati lara
di dekat engkau aku tenang
sendu matamu penuh tanya
misteri hidup akankah menghilang
dan bahagia di akhir cerita

reff: cinta, tegarkan hatiku
tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
naluriku berkata, tak ingin terulang lagi
kehilangan cinta, hati bagai raga tak bernyawa
aku junjung petuahmu
cintai dia yg mencintaiku
hatinya dulu berlayar, kini telah menepi
bukankah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia
di dekat engkau aku tenang
sendu matamu penuh tanya
misteri hidup akankah menghilang
dan bahagia di akhir cerita

repeat reff

cinta biar saja ada
yg terjadi biar saja terjadi
bagaimana pun hidup hanya cerita
cerita tentang yg meninggalkan
dan yg ditinggalkan
cinta

Aku selesema.
Masuk hari ni dah 3 hari.
Masa hari rabu tu aku dah terasa dah.
Sekali semalam langsung takleh bangun. MC terus semalam.

Happy belated birthday, Lennie.
Sorila lambat wish semalam.
Aku tido the whole day semalam.
Wahhhhhhh...... Giler happening birthday bash tahun ni.
Celebrate kat Sabah lagik.
Eheh.

Haha!
How small this earth that we live in!
Husna?
Macam familiar je nama tuh!
Sekali memang familiar daaaa....
Ha ha ha.....

Alahai la En. Kamarul.
I want my pizza.
MY PIZZA!
:D

Tak.
Aku bukan kata kau berpura pura intelligent.
Tapi masalahnya, memang obvious kau kurang intelligent.
You are making a fool of yourself, my friend.
Tolonglah.

Malam tadi gaduh lagi.Pasal benda kecik pun boleh jadi gaduh..Pastu siap tulis note utk aku baca.Luahan hati dia.Selama ni aku tak pernah balas pun note dia, tapi i've had enough.Aku bukan yang macam dulu.Ikut je apa yang dia kata.Aku dah penat.Asyik aku je yang mengalah.Asyik aku je yang kene jaga perasaan dia.Aku takde perasaan ke?
Dan dia pun dah perasan, aku dah tak macam dulu.Aku dah pandai melawan.Nak tahu kenapa?Aku dah bosan.Sungguh. Aku betul betul dah bosan.Jangan sampai aku ignore.Kalau aku dah ignore, kau memang tak wujud dalam hidup aku lagi dah.Kau dah invisible.Ada, but i don't see you and i don't want to see you.Tolong jangan sampai tahap ni.Aku mintak tolong sangat.Bukan aku tak pernah cakap.Aku dah muak nak cakap.
Please.

Was watching Ghostrider's trailer just now.
Can't wait for the movie to be release here.
Pasal ada orang dah janji ngan aku nak belanja aku tengok movie nih.
YEAY!

Last saturday, i watched the hills have eyes after watching trailer of the same title only its sequel (the hills have eyes 2).
I was expecting a movie that will scare the wits out of me, but alas, i was disappointed, again.
It was a story bout a family going on a trip to California, got stranded on the desert of New Mexico after the guy at the last stop give them a 'detour'. And also a bunch of radioactive effected people living in the desert who practices cannibalism, as they dont have anything else to eat except human flesh.
BUGGER!
But i like one part though, the part where Lizard sucks Doug's wife (i forgot her name) breast. Yummy!
Hehehehehe.....

Aku benci la keadaan macam nih.
Tapi the possibility for her to do that ada jugak.
But i cannot trust the other person 100%.
Pening la.
Suka bikin aku kusut.

Fuck!

Aku rasa macam rugi lak tak pegi Terengganu. If i knew that this shit will be like this, i prefer Terengganu. Damn boring. If it's in Terengganu, at least i can hear the waves hit the beach. Tenang sikit. And also, boleh aku flirts ngan tourist kat pantai. Ha ha. And aku juga boleh dapat bespren baru, bak kata Ita. Iye lah, dah cerita tidur sebilik. Satgi karang, semua benda nak buat ngan bespren baru, dah lupa dia. Hahahaha.... Mana mungkin bebeh, kamu gebu, dia papan lapis. Kamu lazat, dia tulang. Hmmmm..... Nyam nyam nyam......

Kenapa la aku lak yg dikaitkan ngan dia?
Tah hape hape la.
Jangan bikin aku kusut la.

Engkau betul-betul buat aku hilang perasaan terhadap kau.
Betul.

Aku pergi kenduri rumah E-jump semalam.
Congrats my fren, sungguh tidak kusangka.....
Eheh.
Ko dah nak nampak macam normal balik dah
Tapi tembam di pipi masih ada.
Haha......
Kau tak akan jadi normal semula dah.
Caya la cakap aku nih.

I'm past bluffing.
Let's get serious.

Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha.

You want me to become the one that you USED to know and love?
BAD NEWS!
She's gone, dude
She's GONE!

Hmmm..........
Aku nak lari.
Jauh dari sini.

"All this while, i think people that falls in love by just talking on the phone is stupid, but I think i'm stupid now."

What?
Another pick up line?
You think i was born yesterday, is it?

So, nak cabar aku la konon?
Sukahati ko la labuuuuu......
Aku takut ko je yg surrender dulu nanti.
And if you did, jangan salahkan aku coz aku over experienced.
Aight?

Aku tengok Eragon last Saturday kat KLCC.
I'm quite disappointed coz cerita tu tak reach aku punya expectation.
Aku expect cerita tu akan buat aku impressed, awed.
Tapi ampeh.
Padan muka aku, sape suruh aku expect something, kan?
Lenkali, jangan expect apa apa, supaya aku tak kecewa.
Enjoy the movie as it is, mesti best.
Halahai laaaaaaaaaaa.......

Tiba-tiba je aku rasa disappointed sangat sangat.

I am very disappointed!
Aku rasa macam nak jerit jer

DAMN!

What have I done?
Betul ke dia boleh accept lepas apa yang aku cakap tadi?
Ramai yang kata camtu, but in the end, ungkit jugak.
Aku dah mintak, jangan ungkit, but once you did, it means goodbye.
Aku sedar aku siapa.
Apa yang aku dah buat.
But that doesn't mean that i don't deserve to be happy.

Ingat aku tak boleh nak usaha ke?
Come on la, aku kan genius. hahahaha.....
Tak boleh buat kat pc aku, aku download kat pc boss aku.....
Jangan lupa, boss aku is korang semua punya big boss.....
So, sape lagi superior sekarang?
Haha.

Bengong ah!
Kata nak cakap ngan Zaman, aku ingat Zaman pentadbiran la. Sekali nak cakap ngan Haji Kamaruzzaman KP SUK la pulak.
Hahahahahaha.....
Sewel ah hari nih.
Nasib baik mood boss aku baik, siap boleh ketawa-ketawa lagi.
Phew!

Aku dah jangka dah kalau aku letak gambar tu, dia punya hits akan mencanak naik punya.
Hahahahahahaha.........
Memang dasar, ayat tak pernahnya yang bersopan santun.
Aku saje je nak test, masih lagi laku rupanya.
Tapi padan la laku pun, letak gambar kenangan lalu tuh.
Bukan selalu jumpa kat Malaysia nih.
Tu pasal sambutan hangat!

Aku nak macam ni la.
Jawab telefon aku dengan lemah lembut, penuh kasih sayang.
So, aku takdela rasa cam aku sorang je yang terhegeh hegeh nak bermanja.
Kan sedap je telinga aku dengar, hati aku cam dibelai belai.
I want you to be like this, always and forever!

Baru 2 bulan aku kat sini, dah jadi lain betul dah.
Betul la ko kata Chah, aku memang dah jadi orang lain yg keje macam aku nih.
"Can you hear yourself, Q?".....
Tersentap aku dengar soalan ko tuh.
My God, i didn't realize that am becoming one of them!
HELP!

Do you remember?
How we used to play like kids in the sun?

Giler aku nekad pagi tadi.
Aku pun tak expect aku boleh hantar sms macam tu.
Puas jugakla aku menangis.
And dia pun menangis jugak.

Kita berdua tahu siapa kita, kan?

comelnya budak nih.

haha.
aku tengok supernatural malam tadi, and aku rasa aku dah jatuh cinta la sama dia nih. hehe.
aku cakap ngan kakak aku, kalau aku dapat la budak nih, kompom aku tak kasi kuar rumah. bukan takakt kuar rumah, kuar bilik pun belum tentu aku bagi lagi.
pastu kakak aku cakap, isi budak tu dalam botol, pastu kalau rasa geram, goncang goncang botol tu. hehe.
giler ah.

I want this.
NOW!

Aku tak sabar nak tunggu hari Jumaat.....
Mari kita melantak! Hahahaha......

Jemput sesapa yang baca blog aku, hari Jumaat 17/11/06, Majlis Perbandaran Kajang buat Majlis Aidilfiri kat rumah rasmi Yang DiPertua.
Alamatnya : No. 10, Jln Pdg. Tembak, Kajang dari pukul 3 petang hingga 7 malam.

Jemputlah beramai ramai.

Aku rindu sangat ngan budakkecik kat Kulim.
Budak, bila nak jumpa ni?
Akak rindu sangat kat ko la.
Dah lama tak jumpa n borak borak.
Ko tak rindu akak ke?

Kau bagaikan udara
yang membantu aku untuk terus hidup diatas dunia
tanpamu ku lemah
pasti aku tak berdaya
kerna kau maha karya cinta ...

Semalam masuk rumah baru.

Aku nak ucapkan selamat hari raya untuk semua orang yang baca blog aku.
Selamat bercuti. Aku cuti 3 hari jer. Itu pun nasib baik isnin dapat cuti free, kalau tak, cuti 2 hari jer. Raya ketiga dah keje. Takpe, ni semua, COBAAN!

Mengantuk giler aku hari nih.

(takkan ini jer aku nak taip?)

Aku makan kat Hartz Chicken hari ni.
Ngan best friend aku.
Meh la datang Sunway Pyramid, join sekali.

Dah seminggu aku kat sini.
So far, Alhamdulillah.
Aku akan kekal kat sini sampai pencen, InsyaAllah.
Bukan senang babe, nak kerja kerajaan.
And one more thing, aku tak guna "kabel", ok?
Aku guna kelulusan aku.
Aku ada kelulusan. Sila kikis pemikiran yg mengatakan kalau kerja kerajaan, kena ada "kabel", aight?

Haha..
Babai HSBC, hello there MPKajang!

Aku tak expect pun dapat keje kat sini.
Alhamdulillah.

HSBC, here I come!

Aku lapar. Hehe.

Aku rindu dia sangat.
Doakan aku untuk esok.