It's not the original video, but what the heck! Enjoy the song, makes me warm inside. Very.

This is the lyrics :

A fingers touch upon my lips
It’s a morning yearning
It’s a morning yearning
Pull the curtains shut try to keep it dark
But the sun is burning
The sun is burning

The world awakens on the run
And we’ll soon be earning
We’ll soon be earning
With hopes of better days to come
That’s a morning yearning
Morning yearning

Morning yearning…

Another day another chance to get it right
Must I still be learning?
Must I still be learning?
Baby crying kept us up all night
With her morning yearning
With her morning yearning

Morning yearning…

Like a summer rose I’m a victim of the fall
But am soon returning
Soon returning
Your love’s the warmest place the sun ever shines
My morning yearning
My morning yearning

Morning yearning…

Cikgu Jamaluddin menang MyVi! Heheheheh...Beli buku, cipta slogan, dapat kete free. Ini tidak adil! Hahaha... Cikgu, bagi la saya kete tu...

Aku pernah cerita pasal cikgu Jamaluddin ni dulu. Dia la yg tulis dalam buku laporan kata aku main pisau n aku kena panggil ngan GPK HEM. Sekali menang kete! Wohoooooo....
Poi, ingat cikgu Jamaluddin? Wahahahahahahahah......

Come my lady, come, come my lady, you're my butterfly, sugar, baby!

Happy Birthday, Love.

Sorry i can't celebrate it with you. Just wanted you to know, that i love you so very much!

ANIMALS AND CHILDREN TELL THE TRUTH THEY NEVER LIE, WHICH ONE IS MORE HUMAN THERE'S A THOUGHT NOW YOU DECIDE!

Chah, BIG FAT LIAR is back Chah! Can you believe it? BIG FAT LIAR! Man, the nerves yang dia ada, really impressive la. Kagum aku. Wahahahahahaha.....

Kenapa aku rasa Terminator : Salvation tak best?

Peace, relax la. Its nobody's fault, okay. Standard la kena marah camni, bukannya tak pernah. Diorang marah kejap je, katanya akak ni kan anak manja. Wahahahahaha....

Oi! Magnet! Magnet!

Belasah je. Pedulik ape.

Stop being so damn annoying. And stop pushing me to the edge.

Alhamdulillah. Allah sayang aku and duit aku.

What have i gotten myself into?

How i wish that this doesnt happen. Please, lie to me.

A day out alone and a movie marathon : Priceless

SUPER DUPER FUCKING PERVERT!


You tainted my Friday, you bastard!




And today, my blog is 7 years old. Happy birthday, WeIRDo used to be A|K|U|P|U|N|Y|A.
Heheheheheh....

Aku ingatkan Adam 'anak siapa hensem' Lambert yang menang American Idol. Sigh.....

Bila ku dah ready mentally n physically nak lepak wad, sekali wad penuh la pulak!

He he he....


Memang rejeki aku nak tengok final American Idol nih....

Avoiding confrontation sangat sangatlah honourable, kan? Sebab tu aku malas nak layan orang poyo yang perasan bagus. Kau ingat kau best sangat ke? Aku malas la nak layan kau ni. Sebab tu, aku layan kau nak tak nak je. Kalau kau perasan la sebab aku tau kau cuma perasankan diri kau je. Sudah sudah la tu, ramai lagi orang yg super bagus dari kau. Macam aku. Sebab aku tau aku wayyyy much better in any other way. Ini la baru dikatakan angkuh, riak, takbur, perasan, vain dan sebagainya.

Gut wrenching.


BILA MAUT TIBA

Berhenti memberi tindak balas.

Genting was FUN! Thank you so much la babe sebab bawak i gi sana. But it would be much better kalau kita naik rides, don't you think? Hehehehe... Kan senang kalau u cakap yg u takut tinggi, tak payah nak buat alasan, rides dah tutup..... Wahahahahaha....


There's no need to be afraid of heights, as i will be working at Level 67, Tower 1, PETRONAS KLCC. YEAY!

I got Petronas. Tak nak belanja makan ke? Secret Recipe Cheesecake ke, The Ship ke.... Ehehehehe...

Dan ini adalah lagu yang aku dengar tatkala aku sangat gembira keluar dari bilik interview, level 37, Tower One semalam.



Ehehehe... Straight from the hip. Cut to the chase. I'll tell that motherfuckin slut to her face...

PETRONAS!!!!!
HERE I COME!!!!!



Heheheheheh.... Subhanallah, aku tak tau macam mana nak express betapa gembiranya aku!


Alhamdulillah!

Aku sceptical pasal Star Trek, sekali tengok, BEST la! Hahahahah...

Chah, finish up One More Day as soon as possible, then aku nak pinjam. Heheheheh....

Dalam proses membaca semua hasil tulisan Mitch Albom's. Sebab aku ada tengok For One More Day kat Hallmark Channel last 2 months. Sangat best. Everyday's life is compiled in one book. Suka hati aku.

Kacip by Pipiyapong. KL Alternative Book Fest semalam. Sindiket Soljah's Booth. Tapi aku datang lambat, missed the launch. Takpe, as long as aku dapat beli blook ini.

Aku dah tak kisah. Kalau dulu, sehari tidak, aku rasa macam diabaikan. Ignored. Abandoned. Dan yang sinonim dengannya. Sekarang tak lagi. Sedikit wonder kenapa, but that's it. There's a lot of other fishes in the sea. I mean, literally. Tak dapat makan ikan terubuk, ikan cencaru pun sedap kalau bakar, kan?

What you text me, really really freaking me out. That's too way ahead la dear. Slowly, okay?

Dan aku sangat excited untuk hari isnin ni. Siap shopping baju bagai. Hehehehehe....

Baru aku perasan, tengok gambar yang baru ni. Besarnya!!! C ke D? Wahahahahaha.....


Dah nak sangat naughty kan? Ha, ambik kau.

Sesal kemudian tidak berguna betul la. Arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!! Aku benci perasaan camni. Crave sangat for attention, kan? Padan muka aku!

Oh, aku hampir terlepas cakap tadi. Terlepas cakap yang confirm akan mengkantoikan aku to the max! Nasib baik.

Aku cinta.

Tomok menang OIAM? Big deal. Dia memang dah ada peminat masa dengan New Boyz. Then menjadi musically genius bak kata Paul Moss, lagi la dia kumpul orang yang minat dia. Kalau Aweera yang menang, barulah aku kagum. Tak, aku bukan nak perleceh Tomok, sebab aku neutral, takdela minat sangat, tapi aku tengok gak dia punya performance. Memang best. Aku tak tengok final OIAM coz aku dalam bas. Dan aku turun je dari bas, kakak aku call, jerit2 tanya tengok tak OIAM, Tomok menang katanya. First word yang keluar dari mulut aku ialah : BABI! Eheheheheh... Coz aku nak Aweera yang menang. :)


These 3 days have been fun! Aku gembira. Dan aku rasa best sangat2.

Aku konon konon nak update 3 entry sekaligus sebab i'll be away from tomorrow till sunday, tapi dengan keadaan aku yang ketiadaan idea ni, enjoy YouTube je la ye? Aku letak 3, ok?

Semalam aku tengok jelajah Malaysia. Tertengok sebenarnya. Takde niat pun. Niat sebenarnya nak pulangkan buku je. Lucky? You can say that.

Pakai make up dalam bas? Setakat touch up sikit2 pakai bedak n lipstick tu aku boleh terima lagi, ni siap pakai mascara ngan eye shadow. Sangat tidak boleh diterima akal, okay?


Being ignored and abandoned ye? PADAN MUKA! Wahahahahahaha.... Nak aku kesian? Pegi la mampus!

Dulu aku ada jumpa clip ni kat YouTube. The real music video. Ni dah takde kat frontpage and aku agak kurang rajin nak search lagi. Bersyukurla dengan apa yang ada.

Nampak sangat la kamu bermuka-muka. Sangat phony la kamu ini. Sakit hati saya, tau. Lain kali jangan buat macam ni lagi, tau. Nanti saya benci kamu. Saya tak nak benci kamu dan saya yakin, kamu pun tak nak dibenci oleh saya. Sebab kalau saya dah dalam mood sarcastic saya, even best friend saya pun can't stand me. Jadi, tolonglah saya, ye?


Sekian, terima kasih.

Aku suka mimpi aku malam tadi. Sangat sangat. Jadi betul, akulah manusia paling happy dalam dunia.

Untuk Mak. Acik sayang Mak. Acik rindu Mak. Cuma itu je yang boleh Acik hadiahkan untuk Mak sekarang ni.

Aku request lagu ni kat hitz.fm back in 2003 and they played it with my so called "ucapan". Cool kan aku?

You got a reaction
You got a reaction didn't you?
You took a white orchid
You took a white orchid turned it blue

Something better than nothing
Something better than nothing, it's giving up
You need to do something
Try keep the truth from showing up

How dare you
How old are you now, anyway?
How dare you
How old are you now, anyway?

How old are you
How old are you now, anyway?


You're given a flower
But I guess that there's just no pleasing you
Your lips tastes sour
But you think that it's just me teasing you

You got a reaction
You got a reaction, didn't you?
You took a white orchid
You took a white orchid turned it blue

Get behind me
Get behind me now, anyway
Get behind me
Get behind me now, anyway

Get behind me
Get behind me now, anyway

You got a reaction
You got a reaction, didn't you?
You took a white orchid
You took a white orchid turned it blue

Aku bukan promote YouTube. Aku letak lagu yang aku suka. Bak kata Blogger.com :

Your blog. Share your thoughts, photos, and more with your friends and the world.

Pandai Blogger.com ni. Saaaaaayang sangat kat dia.

Chah, jom. Ehehehehehehe...

I don't care if he's gay or whatever. Even if he's a transvestite. I love his voice.




And this girl is AWESOME! i'm not a big fan of her because of AF. I despise AF but damn girl, you are AWEFUCKINGSOME!

See, i'm fair and square. I watched both shows. I'm such a good earthling, aren't i?

Sabtu dan ahad aku dihabiskan kat Muzium Negara. Yes, u read me right. MUZIUM NEGARA. I'm such a good citizen. Ha ha ha. Dan aku juga seorang makcik yang adil. Sabtu aku bawak 3 orang nephew aku dan ahadnya, aku bawak belen yang lagi sorang tu. Tapi since hari ahad aku keluar dari pagi, dapat la gi muzium PDRM. Then nak pegi taman orkid, tapi hujan tidak mengizinkan.

You have to understand, i need to take this slowly. Aku tak nak abandon kau macam dulu lagi. Tolong faham. Jangan paksa aku. Aku dalam proses mencuba untuk terima. Sabar. Baru 2 minit bercakap kat telefon, aku rasa macam 2 jam. Aku cakap ngan diri aku, layan je, tapi tak boleh. Kejam sangat ke aku?

There's a different between sure and sure? Perasan ada question mark kat belakang? Kalau ada question mark tu, baru la dia jadi pertanyaan, kalau takde, itu satu pernyataan. Takkan confuse ngan T dan N dalam pertanyaan and pernyataan kot?

Contoh:

"jom jumpa"
"sure"

Ini maksudnya, boleh/jomla/ok je nak jumpa

"jom jumpa"
"sure?"

Ini maksudnya, betul ke nak jumpa?




Mengerti?

Kenapa mimpi aku pelik pelik sangat lately? Dan yang lagi pelik, mimpi tu melekat kat kepala aku sampai aku boleh ingat dengan vividnya. Dan kenapa aku asyik mimpi pasal blogger blogger yang blog diorang aku selalu baca? Ada sumpahan ke, apa ni? Punya la lama dah aku berkecimpung dalam dunia blogging ni, tak pernah pun aku mimpi mimpi macam ni. Cuak lak aku. Takkan la aku dah tak boleh baca blog diorang kot?

Tattoo Quiz » QuizRocket.com's fun quizzes!



Aside from getting a tongue stud which aku pernah buat, i would really really want to have a tattoo on my body. A permanent tattoo, bukan temporary. Pada aku, tattoo is an art and macam aku buat tongue stud tu, aku buat untuk diri aku sendiri, bukan untuk orang lain tengok and judge.

Sekian, terima kasih.

Meluatnya aku kat engkau ni. Meluat sangat sangat. Kau ingat kau bagus sangat ke? Fake. Memang aku sedikit judgemental when it comes to shit like this. Kenapa la engkau terwujud dalam hidup aku? Babi betul la.


Woi bangang! Kau ingat i will fall for your lame trick? Punya la bodoh, tak ingat aku sape, tetiba je nak minjam duit. Kete tersadai kat Putrajaya konon. Pe ke bodohnya engkau ni? Tiba tiba panggil aku awak. Macam bangsat jer. Dasar jantan tak guna, makan duit perempuan, macam tu la. Esok bank in balik konon. Eh, memang babi la lelaki macam ni.

Aku habis baca dalam masa 2 jam je. Sebab mostly isinya aku dah baca dalam blog. Bukan stalker, aku suka baca tanpa meng"expose'kan diri aku. Thank you Daun. I can feel you. And thank you to you yang membolehkan aku bayar Perempuan Simpanan. Thank you so much.

Shutdown

Hari ni, untuk pertama kalinya, aku jumpa Cina pondan. Siap pantis kening bagai, tapi bila bersuara, terus aku jadi takut. Live, in person. Berdiri sebelah aku. Kesian kan aku? Batak sangat jumpa pondan Cina. Ini menunjukkan aku Angel. Angelic. Whichever that suits you.

Rizal, it's not that i forgot about you. I purposely blocked my mind and not to think about you. Best, kan?

The Accidental?

Quizzes Girls Games

Malam tadi aku lepak kat Perantau ngan Faris dan 2 orang kawannya selama sejam tanpa seorang pun kat rumah perasan aku keluar. Hebat kan ilmu halimunan aku?


Aku sangat sangat takde mood hari ni.

BABI!

Tell me a story, I said.
What kind of story you want to hear? You said
I want to hear a love story, I said.
Okay, You said.
There was once this boy who is so in love with this girl. The End. You said.
That's it? I said
That's it, You said.
Love doesn't need to be romantic all the time, right? You said.
Right, I said.
Like us, You said.
Yes. Like us. I said
Anyway, where are you from? Mars? I said.
Ha ha ha. You laugh.
I'm being naive. Cute, right? I said.
Yes. Very. And you make me feels like making love to you all over again. You said.
Lets. I said.

Penipu. To make this works, kena ada trust, tapi since kau dah violate trust aku, kau ingat aku nak percaya lagi? Sakit konon. Penipu! Dahla, aku dah malas. Like what Justin Timberlake says Cry Me A River


It's time for me to go to someone that loves me, instead of being with someone i love, kan Chah?

I'm going to get my tongue stud back. To hell with other people. I'm doing it for myself, not for other people to see or judge. Kubur aku, amalan aku, dosa aku, masuk neraka pun aku. Kan?

So condescending unnecessarily critical.

Ha ha ha

I don't need to say anything. Anything at all. Just treat him cold. Then he'll definitely realize. Sooner or later. If he's smart enough, that is.

And Rizal, i didn't disappear, i'm just keeping it low, from u, from everyone. And don't ask me why because i don't even have the answer myself. I keep searching, but i can't find it. So, stop pestering me for the answer that i don't have. You will annoy me and in the end, it will become hate. You don't want me to hate you, trust me, you don't.

Matchbox 20 - Cold


I will do without
The spaces in between
If you can tell me now
What it means to be

You have been found out
I have been deceived
By the one that I need

Tell me why you gotta be so cold
How'd you get so high
Why you're keeping me low
You dont know, you don't know
Tell me how we're gonna make it last
You're ready to fly
I'm ready to crash
Don't go, don't go, no

You will go without
A better part of me
There will be no doubt
What this all could mean
You will be found out
I can not believe
In the one that I need

Tell me why you gotta be so cold
How'd you get so high
Why you're keeping me low
You don't know, you don't know, don't know
And tell me how we're gonna make it last
You're ready to fly
I'm ready to crash
Don't go, don't go away

Tell me why you gotta be so cold
How'd you get so high
Why you're keeping me low
You don't know, you don't know, you don't know
And tell me how we're gonna make it last
You're ready to fly
I'm ready to crash
Don't go
Yeah, don't go

Tell me why you gotta be so cold
Tell me anything about you I don't know
I don't know by now
Know by now
Tell me how we're gonna make it last
You're ready to fly
I'm ready to crash
Don't go
Yeah, don't go


Lagu ni berhantu. Macam lagu Disease gak. Sangat sangat amazing. Wish aku boleh tulis something as beautiful as this.

Hari ni birthday chenta hati aku. Happy 30th birthday, love. I love you so much!


Korang nak tengok tak muka chenta hati aku ni? Scroll bawah yer?





























He he he

Aku nak main game ni. End of story!


Mana nak carik? Memang aku old skool. Game ni best. Sangat. Trust me. Aku dah main game ni sampai complete.

Entah kenapa aku rajin hari ni. Blog clicking punya blog clicking, aku jumpa blog ni dan aku jumpa soalan soalan yang aku rasa aku rajin nak jawab. Mungkin sebab hidung tersumbat aku jadi rajin, kot?


1. Name : Q call me Q (Quentin ye anak anak... Eja betul betul, Q u E n t i n)
2. Sisters : 3 olang kakak
3. Brothers : 1 olang abang, 1 olang adik
4. Shoe size : 5 (aku comel)
5. Height : 5' 2"
6. Where do you live : Kajang
7. Have you ever been on a plane : Yes. Gi Sabah n Sarawak kene naik kapal terbang
8. Swam in the ocean : Pernah la
9. Fallen asleep at school : Penipu la sape tak pernah
10. Broken someone’s heart : Yes. And aku masih rasa guilty sampai hari ni
11. Fell off your chair : Selalu gak
12. Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : Pernah. Dan aku rasa macam bangsat sangat sebab dia tak call.
13. Saved e-mails : Kalau aku suka email tu, aku save, kalau tak, aku forward, then aku delete je.
14. What is your room like : Takde bilik, boleh?
15. What’s right beside you: Azharul Hakim. Tengah main game Angel Online
16. What is the last thing you ate : Daging masak cincai, nasi and ikan kembung goreng. Aku yang masak. (Sape nak jadikan aku wifey diorang, silakan.. Heheh)
17. Chicken pox : Masa aku form 3
18. Sore throat : Sekarang ni aku memang tengah sakit tekak pun.
19. Stitches : Masa aku operate buang usus, confirm la ada stitches
20.Broken nose : Nope
21. Do you Believe in love at first sight : Yes.
22. Like picnics : Tak pernah pun.
23. The last person you danced with : Adik aku
24. Last made you smile : Blog yang aku curik soalan ni
25. You last yelled at : Kace (seekor kucing)
26. Today did you…to someone you like : Did i what? Soalan tak lengkap ni
27. Kissed anyone : Takde lagi hari ni
28. Get sick : Aku memang tengah demam pun
29. Talk to an ex : Hari ni takde lagi
30. Miss someone : Ye. Aku rindu dia sangat sangat. Sampai aku rasa nak give up
31. Who do you really hate: Takde. Aku kan baik.
32. Do you like your hand-writing : Suka la. Dah nama tangan aku, kan?
33. Are your toe nails painted : Tak.
34. Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : Kalau katil kat 4 Season, kira aci tak? Hehehehe....
35. What color shirt are you wearing now : Hitam
36. Are you a friendly person : Ye
37. Do you have any pets : Ada 4 ekor kucing
38. Do you sleep with the TV on : Kadang kadang
39. What are you doing right now : Jawab soalan ni la, pandai
40. Can you handle the truth : Of course. Lantakla sakit macam mana pun
41. Are you closer to your mother or father : To my father
42. Do you eat healthy : Tak. Rasa nak makan ape pun, belasah jer
43. Do you still have pictures of you & your ex : Yeap
44. If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to: Chah
45. Are you loud or quiet most of the time : Loud
46. Are you confident : Yes. Very.
47. 5 things I was doing 10 years ago: Belajar kat ITM. Belajar bercinta. Duduk kat Kolej Cempaka 4. Makan kat dining. Lepak kat Seksyen 2, Shah Alam
48. 5 things I would do if i were a billionaire: Bawak Ayah gi Haji ngan family semua. Beli umah kat Malibu. Bercuti keliling dunia. Mini Cooper. Tubuhkan rumah anak yatim
49. 5 of my bad habits: Aku suka dengar mp3 kuat2 sampai rasa nak pekak.
50. 5 places I’ve lived/living: Takde. Dari lahir sampai sekarang, aku tak pernah keluar dari Selangor.
51. 5 things I feel grateful: Family aku, kesihatan aku
52. 5 people I would like to tag… sesapa yang baca blog aku ni la. Ada ke orang baca? Wahahahahahahah....

Sakit tekak. Suara aku tak keluar. Demam. Selsema. Hidung berhingus. Aku terlepas buat duit up to RM52 utk 2 hari. Takpe. Kifarah. Redha. Ikhlas. Pahala. Syurga.

Babe, mana ada i marah kat you. Buat apa i nak marah pun? Bukannya u ada buat salah pape. Maybe a bit pushy la, tapi takla over sangat. I yang tak berapa nak ada mood 2 3 hari ni. Sorry ye babe, u call i tak angkat, u sms i tak reply. Baru pagi ni i reply, kan? Sorry again.

And you, my super duper junior, u hate me that much, huh? Memula masa i bagi sms, u tak kenal i sape, elok je u reply, kan? Lepas i bagitau i sape, terus senyap. Tapi i rasa, i tak salah masa kita break dulu. I mean, i just ended a relationship with a guy yang makan duit i, then nak masuk balik into the same type of relationship? Tu bangang namanya, babe. And i tak bangang, heheh. Hate and despise me all you want, i tak sakit pun. And this writing? This is nothing, sebab ni blog i, sukahati i la nak tulis apa pun, kan? Denial? Perlu ke? Wahahahahaha....

Peace, kita memang notty, kan? Memang tidak dapat disangkal lagi. Wahahahahaha.... Perlu ke mintak maaf kat orang yang perasan bagus camtu? Obses ngan diri sendiri. Dia ingat the earth revolves around dia kot? Meluat aku.

Peace buat jaket la, nak? Akak cadangkan tu la, sebab yang Peace bercadang nak buat tu macam tak best je bunyinya. Ha ha ha. Kata tak main la plagiarism? Tu macam ala ala meniru gak, walaupun bendanya lain, kan?

Kalau kau dah tau benda tu menyakitkan, yang kau layan lagi kenapa? Tak ke bodoh tu namanya?

Jangan call or sms? Tunggu sampai awak sms, baru leh sms?

Kenapa mesti cakap kat saya macam ni? Awak buat saya fikir yang bukan-bukan. Saya tau awak letih, awak penat, tapi tolong jangan cakap benda-benda camni kat saya. Sentap babe. Awak dahla jauh, cakap lak camni. Aduyai. Saya tau awak ada masalah, ngan mak awak sakit, saya tau. Tapi jangan sebab awak serabut, awak nak ignore saya.

Damn! I fucking hate long distance relationship!

Take care when you are out there. And thank you for the words. :)

You buat blog tu memang nak dedicate kat i sorang je ke? Hehehehe.. (mode perasan)

I knew it. You are too good to be true. JB, huh? JB la sangat. One HUGE mistake you make, you go to my nephew's blog thru mine. And unfortunately, he has live traffic feed in his blog. Dan dengan jelas, nyata dan terang, kau dari Kuantan, Pahang. Heh!

Allah loves me. In fact, Allah sayang semua hambaNya. And that includes you. If you still believe in Him, that is. Terang-terang kat situ tunjuk kau dari mana. Ray yg suruh, ye? Mustahil kalau kau kenal Ray, kau tak kenal siapa orang2 yang aku cerita kat kau. Kan?

Blog kau pun, aku yang tolong, kan? Ke blog tu hanya untuk distraction? So that you can read my blog? You have to remember one thing, and ONE thing only : I'm a fucking genius when it comes to Internet and blogs. I've been blogging since May 2002, for fuck's sake!

Saya. Rindu. Awak.

Kenapa kena tunggu lagi 2 minggu? Kenapa tak boleh malam ni?

The Faceless - Horizons Of Chaos II : Hypocrisy

On the helm of a false entity
The faithful standing firmly
Betrayal of the worthy
Patrons of demoralization
Disregarding justice
Corrupting minds of the innocent
Society bows to the throne
Unaware of what the siren beholds
Fools suffer
Horizons of chaos
The solstice of annihilation
The break of daylight is their last for all eternity
A sacred blood will spill
She'll bask in their ashes
A sacred blood will spill
She'll bask in their scorching ashes
Bow down to your God, reaper of your soul
Look into her eyes, see the white light
Hand upon his head, look up at your queen
Never again
Try and take her throne
Now she'll take your life

My dashboard says i have 1 follower. What on earth is going on? I don't put that application on my blog. And i NEVER will. Or is this Google way to promote that application? Whatever it is, i'm not gonna put it up, the application that is.

Ok, let me get this thing straight, we chatted on YM, i feel comfortable chatting with you, i asked your number for easier contact. Doesn't mean that i wanna become your life partner, okay? Don't be too vain. Get a grip, please.

We are okay. Near death experience. I understand. But don't be too cold. You make me think that you are avoiding me. And 1 thing about me that you need to understand, and i think you do, whatever i feel like saying, or ask you, i'll say and ask you. Straight. No more hypocrisy. Too old and too wise for all this shit.


Woh, aku update cakap Inggeris. Pissed? Sikit la. Sakit hati? Banyak. Hehehehehe...

Semalam aku tengok cerita ni ngan Chah kat KLCC. Selalu kalau nak tengok movie, aku akan tengok showtime n baca sinopsis. Tapi sebab semalam semua on impulse, terus je gamble gi KLCC n beli tiket.

One word : BRILLIANT!

Aku janji ngan diri aku sendiri, yang aku takkan hisap Winston Light lagi. Forever! Dia punya aftertaste, sampai hari ni aku leh terasa lagi. Yearkhhhh! Even aku hisap hari rabu tuhari.

Benjamin Button best!

Does he says the same thing he said to me, to her? Dia buat aku curious. Sebab malam tu minah ni meyalak-nyalak kat aku. Lepas tu, tak tau la dia call ke, minah tu call ke, terus senyap je perempuan ni.

Aku nak camera. Untuk snap gambar. Aku dead bored. Dan juga dead broke.

Sebenarnya aku tak heran pun kalau nampak darah. Meleleh la banyak mana pun, takde hal punya. Tapi masalahnya, jangan aku terkejut. Roh baru je masuk dalam badan subuh tadi, pastu aku sakitkan pulak dia ngan lukakan tangan aku. Merajuk la dia. Terus dia keluar balik. Dekat 5 minit jugakla aku blackout. Heheh.

Dalam gak luka ni. Hati aku dah tergerak dah malam tadi, ada gak yg luka kena kaca ni. Sekali, aku yang kena. Cheh!

Aku tak bagitau dia pun. Dia pun tak reply sms aku. Busy agaknya. Takpela.

I'm happy. What he didnt know n i didnt know wont hurt us, right?

Jangan tanya aku lagi kenapa aku tak reply sms, boleh? Ape ke bangangnye engkau ni? Kan aku dah kata jangan sms, jangan call. Which part of the sentence that you dont understand?

How i missed my friends kat MPKj. Damn. Sampai aku mimpi malam tadi. Bukannya jauh pun kalau aku nak gi jumpa diorang. Aku yang malas.

Aku nak tengok Benjamin Button.

So, u have found my blog? And u have read my entries? Bagus. Dan kau rasa marah? Marah kau je la? Aku punya marah kau tak kira? Ke kau sorang je pandai marah?

Aku layan Smashing Pumpkin lagi bagus.

And kau percaya bila dia sms kau kata yang dia nak jumpa aku petang ni? Yang kebetulannya aku keluar dengan kakak aku untuk ke Perpustakaan Kuala Lumpur, maka sudah tentun bunyi sekeliling akan lain jika aku berada di rumah.

Giler meroyan apa budak perempuan ni? Kata nak jumpa aku petang tadi? Schizhophrenic delusional bitch!

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!

Mohd Saad @ Ad

demynangel: awak
demynangel: =))
demynangel: aduyai
hooreys_ad: sape ni
demynangel: giler kaki belit putar alam si ray ni
demynangel: saya la
demynangel: aku gigit jugak dia ni karangt
hooreys_ad: tau lah
hooreys_ad: dia cite ap[e kat awak
demynangel: awak suruh dia topup kn utk awak eh?
hooreys_ad: bile ms plak sy minta dia topupkan
demynangel: dia cakap kat saya
demynangel: then dia tanya, saya pernah tlg topup utk awak tak
demynangel: saya cakap pernah la
demynangel: sekali ke 2 kali
demynangel: saya tak ingat dah
demynangel: sekali je kot
hooreys_ad: ni dia tanye kat sy
hooreys_ad: blh jd awek x
demynangel: ray: dia ckp skit lagi nk buka ym
ray: ray ckp knp
ray: dia cakp nk ym
ray: tapi bz ni
ray: skit lagi
ray: nk ym lh
ray: kak
ray: penh tak beli dia topup ??
ray: dia mintak topup ngn ray
aku: pernah
aku: 2 kali kot
aku: ke sekali
aku: ntah
aku: tak ingat
demynangel: owh shit
demynangel: copy paste la kat sini
demynangel: awaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
hooreys_ad: cam ne nk kopy paste
hooreys_ad: sy layankan je dia
demynangel: awak highlight la
demynangel: then copy
demynangel: then, paste la kat tempat awak taip tu
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: sarawak lah
Merpati Puteh: u
Second Hoorey: owh...
Second Hoorey: ble blik sini
Merpati Puteh: ermm
Merpati Puteh: tak tau lagi lh
Merpati Puteh: knp nya ?
Merpati Puteh: u nk jmp i ke
Merpati Puteh: tak sabar nk jmp
Second Hoorey: ye lah nk jmpe u
Merpati Puteh: i??
demynangel: mana part kata nak jadi awek tu sayang?
demynangel: dia org sarawak ke?
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: i??
Merpati Puteh: owhh
Merpati Puteh: ok
Merpati Puteh: dear
demynangel: owh fuck
demynangel: =))
demynangel: mati aku ketawa camni
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: tak suka romantik ke
Second Hoorey: sy akan romantik pada aweks je
Second Hoorey: klu kawan2 biasa xkan nk bersayang2
Merpati Puteh: ooo
Merpati Puteh: klo i jadi awek u
Second Hoorey: ok je
Merpati Puteh: blh ke
Second Hoorey: blh
Merpati Puteh: u kasi tau husna
Merpati Puteh: i ym ngn dia
Merpati Puteh: ekk
demynangel: ray: dia blh wat ape pon pada ray
ray: ok lah tue
ray: tapi tnya lah dia
ray: aper yg dia rahsia kan pada akak
ray: slme ni
ray: dah pnh ader ank
ray: ngn sape
demynangel: awak ada anak?
hooreys_ad: giler babi bdk ni
hooreys_ad: aku x pernah wat cam tu
demynangel: aku: tu akak tau
aku: dia cerita kat akak
ray: ape yg dia cerita
ray: dan ape yg akak tau
aku: yg dia clubbing
aku: mabuk
aku: free sex
aku: pernah tunang tapi putus
ray: ermm
ray: yg tu pada semua dia cite
ray: yg dia ada ank sorg cite tak
demynangel: mampus aku camni babe
demynangel: mati ketawa saya camni
demynangel: sampai staff saya tegur
demynangel: nape ketawa je tak berenti
hooreys_ad: lu pikir r sdri
hooreys_ad: gua xnk tipu lu
hooreys_ad: tp lu tgk lah bdk tu cam ne
demynangel: dia kata lu ada anak ngan pompuan nama intan?
demynangel: lu nak ke dia jd gf lu ni babe?
demynangel: kalau dia jd gf lu
demynangel: wa tak nak kawan ngan lu dah babe
demynangel: serius
demynangel: aku: eh
aku: dia tak cerita pun dia ada anak
ray: ermm
ray: pmpn tue name intan
ray: cari lah sape dia tue
ray: tnya dia sape intan
ray: pastu
ray: copy paste kat dia
ray: sbb dia cakap dia kasi id kat kak
ray: tol ke
aku: a'ah
hooreys_ad: intan tu kawan sy kat sini
demynangel: ooo
hooreys_ad: mcm kawn ngan awk gak
hooreys_ad: sy ada bg tau kan sy ada kwn kat sini
demynangel: yeap
hooreys_ad: tp x bg tau nama je
demynangel: yeap
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: ok skrg ni i akn cakap yg betol
Merpati Puteh: pada husna
Merpati Puteh: yg i ni sape
Merpati Puteh: n i akan
Merpati Puteh: bg tau dia
Merpati Puteh: yg intan tue
Merpati Puteh: u dah kenal ngn lame ngn intan
Merpati Puteh: dan tdo same ngn dia
Merpati Puteh: u permain kan perasaan husna
demynangel: ada aku kisah ker?
demynangel: aduyaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: right ?
Merpati Puteh: u tau lah
Merpati Puteh: tgk i wat aper
hooreys_ad: bdk ni ada tekanan jiwa ke
demynangel: mana saya tau
hooreys_ad: dah babe
hooreys_ad: jgn gelak sgt
hooreys_ad: nnti sakit peryt
demynangel: mampus laaaaa macam ni
hooreys_ad: gua geram giler ngan bdk ni
hooreys_ad: gua rogol br tau
hooreys_ad: pastu bg buaya makan
demynangel: lagi
demynangel: ape lg dia ym awak?
hooreys_ad: xde ym lg
demynangel: dah stop dah?
hooreys_ad: pasal intan tu je
hooreys_ad: ada
hooreys_ad: jap g bg ek
demynangel: okay
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: tapi u ni bodoh kasi tau intan
Second Hoorey: ape dia
Merpati Puteh: ermm
Merpati Puteh: nti dia akn tgl kan u
Second Hoorey: biar lah]
Second Hoorey: dia nk tgglkn i ke
Merpati Puteh: dan pegi kepada johan
Second Hoorey: biar lah johan tu
Second Hoorey: st skit pun x heran
Second Hoorey: byk lg perempuan
Second Hoorey: u pun ada
Merpati Puteh: hhahaa
demynangel: hahaha
hooreys_ad: Merpati Puteh: tau pon
Merpati Puteh: u
Merpati Puteh: tapi i skit tak pndang
Merpati Puteh: u
Merpati Puteh: i nk hancur kan dia
Merpati Puteh: klo dia pada johan pon
Merpati Puteh: i akn rampas
Merpati Puteh: gak
Merpati Puteh: sbb i lgi cntik dari dia
Merpati Puteh:
demynangel: dia jeles ngan intan ke?
demynangel: maybe dia dapat no saya dari intan ni kot
demynangel: n number penang
hooreys_ad: xtau lah
hooreys_ad: sawan lah bdk ni
hooreys_ad: sy x kisah pun
demynangel: dia nak ngan awak tu babe
hooreys_ad: klu sume org nk tgglkan sy
demynangel: gi la nikah ngan dia
hooreys_ad: yg penting aku x ssh
demynangel: saya tak nak kawan ngan awak kalau awak jd bf ray
demynangel: serius
hooreys_ad: xnak nikah ngan dia
demynangel: kalau awak nak copy paste ni kat dia pun takpe
hooreys_ad: sy nak main2 kan dia
hooreys_ad: tau lah
hooreys_ad: >:)
demynangel: hahahahaha
hooreys_ad: gua nk srh mber gua lyn
hooreys_ad: yg kat maran tu
hooreys_ad: wakakaka
hooreys_ad: bz ke]
demynangel: takla
demynangel: ada ni
demynangel: babe
demynangel: dia kata awak tipu yg awak copy paste kat saya tu
demynangel: =))
hooreys_ad: dah tu
hooreys_ad: sape yg btol
hooreys_ad: sume org cakap gua tipu
hooreys_ad: gua xkisah pun
demynangel: babe
demynangel: wa tak kata pun lu tipu
demynangel: dia yg tipu wa
demynangel: wa dah tau dah
demynangel: wa percaya kat lu babe
demynangel: wa kenal lu lg dulu dr dia
demynangel: cuma semalam je, wa rasa sentap sket
hooreys_ad: erm....
demynangel: sebab dia giler2 babi convince wa
hooreys_ad: knp sentap bg je tau kat sy
demynangel: siap cakap demi Allah lg
hooreys_ad: erm... org klu dah kantoi
hooreys_ad: nk pertahankan diri
hooreys_ad: cam2 blh wat
demynangel: tu la tu
demynangel: tadi pagi saya tanya
demynangel: awak bg gambar mana kat dia
demynangel: dia kata mana ada awak bg
hooreys_ad: bg gmbr pki kemeja putih
demynangel: sekali saya forward gambar yg dia email kat awak
demynangel: menggagau dia
demynangel: wahahahahaha
hooreys_ad: awk ada kan pic tu
demynangel: nak cover
demynangel: yg kat jom heboh tu eh?
hooreys_ad: bkn
demynangel: takde pun
hooreys_ad: pic ni
hooreys_ad: xkan xde
demynangel: nope
demynangel: mana ada
hooreys_ad: save sayangggggggggg
demynangel: ye
demynangel: nak save la ni sayang
demynangel: awak\
demynangel: baca ni
hooreys_ad: ok mana
demynangel: ray: ray tak penah ym dgn second hoorey
ray: dn id ray bukan merpati puteh
ray: tapi lain
ray: merpatiputeh
aku: oooooo
aku: ni bukan ray ker?
demynangel: =))
demynangel: giler babi la budak ni
hooreys_ad: putar alam lah bdk ni
demynangel: ray: bukan
ray: siyes kak
aku: oooo
aku: then sape tu?
ray: ray tak kn tpu
ray: org yg ray sayg
ray: i dont noe
aku: okay
ray: myb dia nk lepas kn diri dia
aku: so, mmg bukan ray la ni?
ray: pastu
ray: wat cam tue kat ray
ray:
ray: im so sad for that
aku: dah la ray
aku: biar la
aku: yg penting, kita kawan, kan?
demynangel: awak
demynangel: ada lg tu
hooreys_ad: ok sy nak out dlu ada keje
demynangel: awak


Suraya Shamsuddin @ Ray (aku) Sue (Ad)

merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ermm
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yerlah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: nk wat cm ne kan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: klo ray tau kak nti ray bg tau kak ke
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi kaknk bwt aper ??
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: akak nk tgk, betul ke yg sama?11:08 AM
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp akak cakap cam tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: akak tau ke
demynangel: tak tau la yang
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: oo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dah tue kak nk tgk betol ke same knp ??
demynangel: ye la
demynangel: kan ray ada forward sms kat akak
demynangel: pasal id _ad tu
demynangel: tu la nk tgk
demynangel: betul ke?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak dia cakap cam tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray cakp lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: name dia ad
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia cakp
demynangel: oooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi ari tue tgk _ad
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia gak ke ??
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia tnya npak kat mane
demynangel: ada ke?
demynangel: ntah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kat room
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: lag
demynangel: akak jarang layan room
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi mase tu kami tgh chat gak ngn ym
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi blh ke
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dalam satu mase pakai 2 id
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dlm komputer yg sama
demynangel: tak sure la
demynangel: oooooo
demynangel: tu yg ray tanya tu?
demynangel: yg sibuk tanya pasal lanun sg pahang tu eh?
demynangel: apa id tu?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ??
demynangel: ada
demynangel: ray tanya akak
demynangel: camana nak eja pirate
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray nk ckp kat kwn ray
demynangel: oooooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia kutuk ray dalam
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: bahasa jepun
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi ray nk cakap dia dlm
demynangel: ooooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: bhasa englsh
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia lanun sungi pahang
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp kak
demynangel: takde pape
demynangel: ingatkan tgh chat ngan ad masa tu
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp plk ckp cam tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: chat ngn dia jaga_kubur
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dalam mase yg same _ad tue add
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: rupa2 nye
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kwn 1 skolah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: cite pnya cite
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: igt kan ad
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sbb _ad kan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: rupa nya adnan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: =))
demynangel: wahahahahaha
demynangel: ray, dia email gambar yg mana kat ray?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: emil ????
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mane ader emil pic
demynangel: then?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yg kak tunjuk tue lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kami chat biasa ke
demynangel: ok
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: bile nk tgk pic
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dai tak kasi
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pon
demynangel: yg ni ray tipu akak, kan?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: suka mengelak
demynangel: sebab dia email kat akak gambar yg ray email kat dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yg mane
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ??
demynangel: :)
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak der lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ha ???
demynangel: ye
demynangel: jgn tipu sayang
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mane ader lah
demynangel: ada
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: wat??
demynangel: nak akak forward ke gambar yg dia forward kat akak?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mane ader foword lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: nk tgk
demynangel: jap
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: foword lah
demynangel: ye sayang
demynangel: jap
demynangel: ok
demynangel: akak dah forward
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tgu ni
demynangel: ye
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: k
demynangel: dah dapat?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: blm
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: jb
demynangel: ok
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ha
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kenap ngn pic tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ari tu mase ym
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia mintk pic
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sue kasi lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray kasi lah
demynangel: oooooo
demynangel: gambar dia, yg mana dia bg?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: takk
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mmg dia tk kasi pic
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia cuma kasi tgk kat ym
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: je
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pastu
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mane nk ader
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi dah lame dh
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mase kak kasi yg dia pki bju ape tah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dah delate
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dah
demynangel: ok
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp ???
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia mmg tak de kasi pic
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mase yg ader skali tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia tunjuk
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pic dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray mintak
demynangel: oooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pastu dia ckap
demynangel: dia cakap lain
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak der pic
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pstu dia kasi pic
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray tgk
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak same
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ngn akak
demynangel: ooo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kasi
demynangel: okay
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray tak lah save
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp ??
demynangel: tapi org yg sama, kan?
demynangel: takde pape la ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak tau lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sbb pic dia tak same
demynangel: ha?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray wat pe k save
demynangel: okay
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak penting
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pon
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dai ckp aper kat kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia msg ok je ngn ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: still msg
demynangel: takde pape
demynangel: mmg la
demynangel: akak tau
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi org tak layan pon
demynangel: dia forward sms ray kat akak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: cam ne akk tau
demynangel: :)
demynangel: ray
demynangel: dia kawan akak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: bile plk lah ray msg ngn dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mase yg pas dia cakp cam tu kat ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kak ray pon blh wat cam tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: fowd
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pastu ckp dia kasi
demynangel: ye sayang
demynangel: akak tau
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: padhal mane nk ader name ape ke phone ke mcm emil kn
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: aper yg akk tau
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia skrg ni tak ym ngn akk
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ke
demynangel: tak
demynangel: dua YM ngan ray ke?
demynangel: *dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak pon
demynangel: oo
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sbb dia msg tadi bz
demynangel: uh
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia ckp skit lagi nk buka ym
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray ckp knp
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia cakp nk ym
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi bz ni
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: skit lagi
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: nk ym lh
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: penh tak beli dia topup ??
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia mintak topup ngn ray
demynangel: pernah
demynangel: 2 kali kot
demynangel: ke sekali
demynangel: ntah
demynangel: tak ingat
demynangel: ray, bgtau ngan ad kite ym ker?
demynangel: aduyaiiiii
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak ..
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kenapa ??
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia msg kak ke
demynangel: a'ah
demynangel: ray
demynangel: come on
demynangel: stop denying
demynangel: :)
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ha ??
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mane ader lh kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia tk on9 pon
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia cakp kat ray tak der krd
demynangel: wahahahahaha
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kak
demynangel: ye sayang
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp tetibe snyap
demynangel: ooo
demynangel: akak tgh borak ngan kawan akak
demynangel: ray pun tgh chat ngan ad, kan?
demynangel: carry on la chat ngan dear
demynangel: =))
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ermm
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tak der lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: chat ngn dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia mane on9
demynangel: ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: jaga_kubur kak on9 ke
demynangel: tolong berhenti tipu akak
demynangel: aduyaiiiii
demynangel: dahla
demynangel: akak nak masak jap
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: what ever
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kak mmg pcya kat ida
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kn
demynangel: yeap
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: so ape lg nk cakp
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sbb tue lah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray dah ckp smlm
demynangel: sebab dia copy paste ray chat ngan dia n send kat akak
demynangel: :)
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia blh wat ape pon pada ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ok lah tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi tnya lah dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: aper yg dia rahsia kan pada akak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: slme ni
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dah pnh ader ank
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ngn sape
demynangel: tu akak tau
demynangel: dia cerita kat akak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ape yg dia cerita
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dan ape yg akak tau
demynangel: yg dia clubbing
demynangel: mabuk
demynangel: free sex
demynangel: pernah tunang tapi putus
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ermm
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yg tu pada semua dia cite
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yg dia ada ank sorg cite tak
demynangel: eh
demynangel: dia tak cerita pun dia ada anak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ermm
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pmpn tue name intan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: cari lah sape dia tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tnya dia sape intan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pastu
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: copy paste kat dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sbb dia cakap dia kasi id kat kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tol ke
demynangel: a'ah
demynangel: dah la ray
demynangel: :0
demynangel: :)
demynangel: ray nak jadi awek ad eh?
demynangel: uuuuuuu
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yup
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: knp
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi bukan beto
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: betol
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: main ke
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: je
demynangel: ooo
demynangel: intan tu kawan ray ke?\
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: bukan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia yg cerita
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ad yg cite
demynangel: ooo
demynangel: ad cite kat ray?
demynangel: yg dia ada anak ngan intan?
demynangel: ui
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia tu putar biliut cite
demynangel: dia tak cite ngan akak pun?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: gile lah laki tue
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: benci aku
demynangel: relax la ray
demynangel: layankan jer
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: sbb akak ni awek dia
demynangel: ray
demynangel: akak bukan awek dia
demynangel: ray
demynangel: ooooo ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yer
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ade jb
demynangel: ok
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dah tau dah
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: cam ne dia wat
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kak fowad ym yg dia kasi kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: yg konon nye dia
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dia ym ngn ray
demynangel: owh
demynangel: jap
demynangel: Second Hoorey: Merpati Puteh: sarawak lah
Merpati Puteh: u
Second Hoorey: owh...
Second Hoorey: ble blik sini
Merpati Puteh: ermm
Merpati Puteh: tak tau lagi lh
Merpati Puteh: knp nya ?
Merpati Puteh: u nk jmp i ke
Merpati Puteh: tak sabar nk jmp
Second Hoorey: ye lah nk jmpe u
Merpati Puteh: i??
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray tak penah ym dgn second hoorey
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: dn id ray bukan merpati puteh
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tapi lain
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: merpatiputeh
demynangel: oooooo
demynangel: ni bukan ray ker?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: bukan
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: siyes kak
demynangel: oooo
demynangel: then sape tu?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: ray tak kn tpu
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: org yg ray sayg
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: i dont noe
demynangel: okay
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: myb dia nk lepas kn diri dia
demynangel: so, mmg bukan ray la ni?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: pastu
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: wat cam tue kat ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: :(
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: im so sad for that
demynangel: dah la ray
demynangel: biar la
demynangel: yg penting, kita kawan, kan?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tah lah kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: kak pecaya org yg pnh tipu kak
demynangel: macam ni la ray
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: tah la kak
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: mls dh
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: nk cakp
demynangel: ray
demynangel: abaikan je semua ni
demynangel: okay?
demynangel: akak tak kisah pun
demynangel: sape tipu sape
demynangel: selagi pennipuan tu tak buat akak mati
demynangel: akak tak kisah
demynangel: tipu la selagi mampu
demynangel: n akak suka kawan ngan ray
demynangel: okay?
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: it up to u
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: jgn cakap mati
demynangel: ok
demynangel: akak nak masak jap
merpati_puteh_yg_comel: k

Memang holy fucking shit la. Lie. All you want. Selagi tak buat aku mati, tipu la. Do i look like i care. Korang bukannya significant sangat pun dalam hidup aku. Picisan tepian longkang kotor tersumbat di tepi jalan jer. Or do u want me to write u two a poem?

Dua dua still kawan aku. Still aku layan cam biasa. Takde rasa pape pun. Tipu la selagi mampu. As long as your lies didnt make me bleed to death, i dont give a fuck pun.

Kau bash dia, n dia pun bash engkau. Sama je. Dedua pun tipu aku. Dapat apa tipu aku? Kalau kau, si perempuan, nak kat dia si lelaki, ambik la. Aku sikit tak heran. Tah pape la, pening aku. Si perempuan siap bersumpah ngan nama Allah lagi, tak kenal Penang, yg lelaki lak, beria ia kata Penang tau dulu. Lantakla babe, ada nampak macam aku kisah ke?

Aku dapat tag ni kat blog Teddy

1.What have you've been doing recently?
masak lauk utk my dad

2.Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
Yeap. Of course i do

3.What happened at 10am today?
I on pc n get online

4.When did you last cry?
Last Saturday. Bersungguh-sungguh aku nangis sampai nephew aku tanya what happen. Hahahaha...

5.Believe in fate/destiny?
Yes.

6.What do you want in your life now?
Nak kerjaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
Yes if i have one in my hand. Hood? No.

8.What's your favourite thing to do on the bed?
Tido n baca buku

9.What bottoms are you wearing now?
Short pants. Malaysia ni panas.

10.What's the nicest things in your inbox?
"k, awk punya hal sy tgh keje, kena marah pun xpe, hahahaha..." from Ad to my idea of bashing Ray.

11.Do you tend to make the relationship complicated?
Nope. Its simple, so y complicate things?

12.Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Yeap. A t shirt. Actually, dia bagi terus kat aku

13.What was the last movie you caught?
Inkheart with my nephew last Sunday

14.What are you proud of?
Myself

15.What does the oldest text msg in your inbox say?
"Dont want. I just want u. Can u call me now?" from Rizal on 17/12/08

16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
Seberapa Pantas - Sheila On 7

17.Do you have any nicknames?
Q. All me frens call me that anyway

18.What does the newest text say?
"Rehat ke meeting lagi?" from Ad

19.What time did you go to bed last night?
4 somting a.m

20.Are you currently happy?
Yes. Very very happy. I cant even tell u how happy i am

21.Who gives you the best advise?
My bro in law n Chah

22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Yeap

23.Who did you talk on the phone last night
Ad n Ray

24.Is something bugging you know
Nope

25.Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Ad. After he forwarded me a sms from Ray

Tadi aku tengok cerita ni kat Times Square ngan nephew aku.
Oi! Ape cerita macam ni?
Trailer kemain lagi menarik minat aku, sekali tengok, ak elleeeeeeeeee......
Lain kali, aku tak nak tertipu ngan trailer lagi.
TAK NAK!
When was the last time kita tengok movie yang excite kita, Chah?
Yang buat kita rasa macam wow! Damn! That was a very good movie.
Bila eh, Chah?
Tapi aku for sure akan tengok WATCHMEN.
Tapi aku tak nak expect apa apa
Nanti tak sampai expectation, rasa macam sial jer

Sorry babe, I got my life back.

So, don't expect me to reply you like i used to do.

As like what Chah said, HEARTLESS.

Yes, that's how i live my life before.

Before Storm, that is.

God, how he turned my life around.

Bukan 360 but 720 degree tuuu...

Ignorance. I was that at that time. And i was out to destroy myself. For good sebenarnya masa tu. I know it hurts you, i can see it. Tapi sebab aku tau kau akan sentiasa ada, aku jadi ujub. Walaupun aku sakit sama, tapi aku ignorance. Dengan semua orang dan semua benda.

Sekarang aku nak build hidup aku semula. And i need you. You who entertain me, you who advice me, you who laugh with me, you who duduk Starbucks with me and smoke together. I need that you.

You are very important in my life. Very very important. And i want my life back. Help me. Please.

I'm fucking bored. Aku nak dia. Nak sangat.

Babi!

Oi. Aku dah muak dengar cerita pasal kau layan tunang out of this world tu. Please. Dah jadi sangat annoying, okay? Macam kau la manusia paling romantik. Dan paling best layan tunang. Tolonglah.

And stop acting like u r saintest person on earth. Yang tak kisah tunangnya bercumbu dengan lelaki lain. Bullshit! Tu dayus namanaya, bitch! And stop telling me yang kau tak reti nak buat surprises. What are you expecting? Me to puji you sampai ke langit, saying that u r the one, all of us girls waiting for all this while, ke? Please la. You are not the one I want, okay?

So, dia dah officially jadi my bf? Ke? Ye ke? Kenapa aku takde rasa pape pun? Memang dah mati betul hati aku ni. GOOD.

Owh, budak Indon tu pun dah ada orang ambik? Memang jodoh kau dengan aku, kot?

YEAY!

Semalam aku pergi interview kat Khazanah Nasional. Aku langsung tak study. Alasannya, aku demam. Dan interviewer tu percaya, sebab muka aku memang pucat.

Lepas habis interview, layan 4 Christmases ngan Chah. Ok la cerita tu. Entertained gak la aku. Dan cubaan untuk menghisap rokok di kala demam adalah amat tidak sesuai sekali dilakukan. Giler tekak aku dan lidah aku rasa bangsat, even baru lepas satu drag jer.

Dan dia sms aku, mintak maaf sebab tak sms aku. Nak tenangkan jiwa katanya. Aku ok je. Ke dia terasa aku dah lama tak call dia? Ape, dia takleh call aku ke?

Kau takut ada orang lain yang aku suka?

Kau tanya kenapa aku tak pernah ceritakan pada kau?

Owh, dia sms aku dulu hari ni. And semalam dia mintak aku call dia.

Ya, aku rindu sangat kat dia. Damn! Kenapa aku rasa macam ni? Kenapa?

Kenapa dia?

Apa yang dia dah buat kat aku ni?

Dan kenapa aku bodoh sangat boleh jadi suka lak kat dia ni?

Hati, kan aku dah kata, jangan suka kat dia.

Kenapa kau degil sangat ni, hati?

Kau tak kesian kat aku ke, hati?

Kalau kau sakit, kan dah aku susah.

Kan kita dah janji, tak nak sakit lagi.

Dah lupa ke?

Kenapa cepat sangat kau lupa ni, hati?

Betul kata Dila Raden sakit kalau suka kat orang tapi kena simpan sorang-sorang. Sakit sangat-sangat.

Especially bila kita jadi tempat orang tu cerita semua benda, sampai dia suka kat pompuan lain pun cerita kat kita. Owh, sakitnya tak terkata, babe. Walaupun kita cakap kat diri kita, jangan suka dia, tapi kalau hati degil, nak buat camana, kan?

Dan itulah yang dia buat kat aku semalam. Sungguh sakit. Tapi nasib baik aku boleh neutralkan balik. Dan bila aku dah neutral, aku bagitau dia yang dia sakitkan hati aku bila dia cakap dia suka perempuan tu, tapi malangnya pompuan tu dah suka kat orang lain. Aku siap bagi galakan and sokongan kat dia carik pompuan lain, sebab aku tau, dia ngan aku, kawan jer.

Hati, kenapa kau mesti suka kat dia? Kenapa kau tak kering and mati je macam masa Khairul tinggalkan aku dulu? Kenapa?

Kenapa kalau nak gi holiday je ngan aku?
Sebab aku fun to be with kalau gi holiday, kan Chah kan?
Sebab dengan aku je ko boleh lupa diri hilang kawalan.
Dan aku pun ngan kau je boleh buat benda yang sama.
Makanya, kene la kite gi holiday sesama, ye tak?
Ngan aku je ko leh gi backpacking.
Yang lain mesti nak bilik ada aircond.
Remember Singapore?
How we finish touring Singapore in a day. most of it by foot?
That was hell of a fun, wasn't it?

2 hari aku berjalan lupa diri. Dan akhirnya, aku menang! Yeay!

I just need a break. Sekejap je pun. 2 hari je.

Rabu lepas aku tengok Twilight ngan besfren aku. Owh, aku kecewa lagi. Kenapa review dia macam best, tapi aku tengok rasa cam nak keluar je dari TGV? And Chah, congratulation to us both for surviving the movie. Seriously. Congrats. Nasib baik tiket RM7 je and it wasn't me who's paying. Hehe... Thank u Chah, n im sorry. But its not entirely my fault pun kan? Kawan kau pun cakap citer tu best, kan? Cerita vampire yang tak seram langsung, kan? Trailer sebelum movie start yg lagi seram, kan?

If Edward were my boyfriend, i wouldnt want him to leave me either. Pompuan retarded pun kompom takkan bagi Edward tinggalkan dia. And oh, Pierre Andre and Khatijah Tan duduk depan aku. Dan paling aku takleh tahan, masa Bella ngan Edward baring kat atas bukit, Khatijah Tan leh cakap "nice cinematography" kat Pierre. Ha ha ha.... Giler awkward tengok cerita ni ngan ur mom.

I am disappointed dengan cerita ni. Nasib baik aku tak tengok ngan Bombaman, Chah. Tapi kalau aku tengok ngan dia, session kitorang dalam bilik confirm will be hotter. Don't u think?

Takde perasaan pun. Aku ingat dah jumpa untuk kali kedua, ada la rasa sesikit. Rupanya masih kosong. NIL. Biarla, takde effect pape pun.

Aku paling pantang orang berhutang liat nak bayar hutang. Memang cam bangsat. Pastu boleh plak bersyarat kalau aku nak balik duit aku. Nak gambar aku naked lak tu. Tak ke bangang namanya tu? Ade pernah aku bagitau aku pernah amik gambar aku naked ke? Ingat aku bimbo ke? Aku tau la aku cantik (ahemmm ahemmm) tapi aku intelligent, occay? Kau ingat aku takleh nak fikir yg kau nak gambar tu untuk blackmail aku later?

Aku duk sabar je seminggu, kan? Sekali aku bagi sms luka kene hiris ngan scalpel kene titik ngan limau nipis, baru kau tau.... Sabar aku ada limit, babe. Aku manusia. Tapi aku tak harap kau faham pun. Sebab kau bangang.

You don't go around calling people sayang when you don't have the slightest feelings towards that person. Nanti sendiri yang susah. Padan muka. What goes around comes around. Ye la kan, takkan benda yang bergolek kalau datang balik dia melayang, kot? Kompom la bergolek balik, kan?

Aku nak tengok Max Payne. Dan ini post aku yg ke 700. Yeay!